Chapter 70 Chapter 70 Qing Chang.please see me

Comply with the laws of nature and follow the rhythm of the universe.Fragment the ego and surrender it to the order of fate.This is the only revelation she got in Chunmei. When she returned to Shanghai, it was the autumn of 31 years old. Everyone's life is almost unchanged in a year, dragged by daily life, going hand in hand with time, hasty and chaotic, without marking.Only Qingchang's year was isolated from the world and purely focused, so it seemed long and vivid. Fiona may be busier than ever.Promoted to become the publisher of the newspaper group.This is her worldly friend. Fiona has always treated her with sincerity, but their focus on content is diametrically opposed, and there is no point of intersection where they can meet. Fiona is tirelessly ambitious with entertainment and fashion at her core.Qing Chang closed off the channel to the outside world, don't be vain, don't be anesthetized, this is her choice.She never told Fiona what she really thought about the world in her heart.As Fiona keeps repeating her candid middle-class dreams and game attitudes to the world.They are, in a sense, unrelated people.

In people's lives, most of them are people who pass by and have no relationship. Even if they talk, they are just talking to themselves.Authentic and deep relationships are hard to form and rare.For Qingchang, there are only two.Dingshan, they are marriage partners, the objects of mutual cooperation and management.Qing Chi, he was the one who penetrated her life with physical and emotional erosion.It is a more important existence than nationality, doctrine, concept, and theory.In a way, he was part of her. Dingshan is still dedicated to his work, and the two live together again.When he was going down the mountain, Qing Chang had already made up his mind that he wanted to divorce Ding Shan.She pondered over and over on the mountain, and finally made a decision, just to gain the acknowledgment of her heart.In this marriage, all she witnessed was self-evasion.The weakest thing I have done so far is to form an alliance with Dingshan, which is the limit of escape.When she realized it, a certain weakness of being struck made one old.She has been depressed.

This year, Dingshan faced the most serious dilemma in his life.His father was diagnosed with cancer in Nanjing, and his condition was complicated. He needed immediate surgery and chemotherapy. The time was short, but the cost of treatment was huge.Excluding the public amortization, I still have to raise 300,000 yuan.Dingshan usually repays the house loan and is responsible for living expenses. He doesn't have much savings, so he scrapes together 100,000 yuan. Qingchang has never had any money.Dingshan was helpless.Qing Chang couldn't turn a blind eye, and decided to let go of other things first, and help Ding Shan to borrow money together.

Of course she wouldn't be looking for Fiona.Never feel that it is okay to borrow money from a friend or acquaintance, it is taboo.The only rich man she knew was Xu Qingchi.For some reason, his name came to mind so naturally, as if he had never disappeared from her life, and was always the one closest to her.She was having trouble and needed his support. 200,000 is not a burden for him.If he agreed, she wouldn't be surprised, and if he refused, she wouldn't be surprised either.Almost 3 years apart.This person still exists in her flesh and blood, and is a natural part of her.Jozan's father needs surgery as soon as possible.Can't wait any longer.She asked Fiona for his cell phone and called him.

When Qing Chi heard her voice, his tone was calm.She didn't give details, only said that she needed to borrow money for urgent matters.He didn't pause for the slightest, and said, yes. 200,000 was transferred to her account immediately.She remembered that in Shanghai, when he saw her living in poverty, he handed her a card, and she pushed it back later. The card probably contained about the same amount of money.In fact, he still gave her the card. He was in Beijing and said, Qingchang, I only have one request.Please see me. She said, I am married.Qingchi. He said, I know.This is your decision, not mine.It doesn't count for me.I need to see you. Tomorrow I will take the earliest flight to Shanghai.

She hasn't been out to see anyone for a long time.no date.Meeting people is a formal thing for her.Take a shower, comb your hair, and put on neat clothes.After returning from Chunmei, she seldom went shopping, and most of her clothes were left over from the old days.On the mountain, I wear coarse trousers, cloth shoes, and round-neck T-shirts every day.The black down jacket riddled with holes was finally destroyed.While climbing a mountain, branches and thorns tore it. Before going out, she took a last look at herself in front of the mirror in the hallway.Weight loss of 15 catties, thin, light, tanned skin, no powder applied.A denim coat, a corduroy dress with a pleated skirt, and a sky-blue background with a faint shadow of a swallow's wing.The hair is already very long, close to the waist, braided into thick black braids and tied into a bun.Pick a yellow flower on a wintersweet branch and insert it in the bun.She bought a large bunch of wintersweet branches at the flower market, and kept them in earthen pots in the corner of the living room, just for its quiet fragrance.

Take the subway, then take a taxi, the journey is long.The driver took her to a familiar hotel by the river.In this five-star expensive hotel, the circular fountain in the middle of the square in front of the gate is still active, making the sound of rushing water.The lobby cafe with simple tones has sufficient heating, white lilies and hydrangea are inserted in the large glass bottle of clear water, and waiters in black clothes shuttle back and forth.Nothing has changed.The first time she came here was a winter night at the age of 27.Drunk, beaten by emotion, conquered by a man.In the following year, she came here so many times that she got tired of it.I feel uncomfortable when I smell the harsh and cloudy smell of the hotel that belongs to the public place.This is not something that perfume smells can be easily adjusted for.A hotel is a place of departure for a transitory stay, it is not a destination.

Therefore, the relationship between her and Qingchi lasted for 4 years, and it was just a relationship that was always on the road. A European couple is entering through the revolving door with their two beautiful children.Men are well dressed.Women wear beige cashmere coats, and in winter they only wear a pair of red high-heeled sandals, and thin stockings inlaid with velvet and silk.The blond boy is strong and lively, while the girl wears a black coat and a light gray wool beret inlaid with beads, elegant and pure.A family that looks flawless on the surface. Many young girls fantasize about such a life.Live in a city with beautiful trees, beautiful buildings, clean air, bike around a big lake with swans, lots of kids, a big white house with a green lawn in the front garden, get a strong man, be cherished and Taking care, getting out of a poor environment... Another aspect of life is Chunmei, who she lived in for a year.To understand this era, through the background of the two environments, and through the real life of different classes divided by the rich and the poor, one can understand the spiritual and value conflicts, divisions and roasts that people in it have endured and experienced.