Chapter 28 Section 28

Liu Liying and Lu Ruohua heated up their family life for a month, and suddenly they were soaked in ice water.Both actually felt an inexpressible distaste for the other. Lu Ruohua scolded her every now and then. If Liying had said those scolding words to outsiders, no one would believe that these ugly words came out of the mouth of the self-respecting Chief Lu.What made it even more unbearable for her was that when he was swearing and insulting her, if a county leader suddenly came, he could immediately restore his mature, polite, and elegant demeanor, which was completely different from a minute ago. Two people.For the rapidity of the change and the subtlety of the change, Liu Liying couldn't care less about being disgusted, but was surprised for a long time, just like a child watching a magic trick.Yes, Lu Ruohua is an actor in real life.When an actor finishes his performance and leaves the stage, he becomes an ordinary person.But Lu Ruohua is acting all the time.His real face was carefully concealed with hypocritical oil paint, even the leaders who often like to sit in the front row can't see it, and the average person may not be able to see it clearly.

But Liu Liying can see clearly now, because she slept on his bed for more than a month and lived such a married life with him. Pain gnawed at her heart like a poisonous snake. Poor woman!She paid such a heavy price, although everyone can criticize her behavior, but in the final analysis, she is looking for a kind of legitimate happiness. Although her pursuit has some disgusting things, as far as she is concerned, She wanted her new husband not only to be socially respectable, but also to be a decent person.In the final analysis, she was born in an honest peasant family, and she has not completely lost the normal view of people and things as an ordinary worker.She now clearly sees that Lu Ruohua is a hypocrite.

It was like a millstone was pressed against her chest.She didn't expect that the disaster would befall her again so soon.She cried out in pain in her heart: This is retribution!Now she even believes that there is a god in the sky, who is dedicated to repay the good and evil in the world.She remembered the old saying: good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil... what to do?Divorce again?God!In a short period of time, she got divorced twice. Is she still a person?She thought about it and didn't know what to do.It seems that he can only live in such a way. However, it is better to die than to live like this.She hated Lu Ruohua more and more, and Lu Ruohua hated her more and more, often calling her an asshole and telling her to get out.

This afternoon, Lu Ruohua had nothing to do, insisted that she put too much salt in the dish, it was too salty to eat, and started yelling again.She replied a few words, but he actually threw the rice bowl at her face, and sprinkled vegetables and noodles all over her body and face! She couldn't bear it anymore, and threw the bowl at the well-dressed chief.The two started fighting in the house; Lingling also came to help her father, and the father and daughter beat her until she rolled under the bed... The next morning, the two parties went to the court to go through the divorce procedures—the court was very dry in handling the divorce case, and even the old rules of reconciliation were avoided.

This incident can be regarded as a small anecdote in addition to the contemporary marriage in this county, so it has aroused widespread interest in the society, and people from all walks of life are talking about it. While the whole city was enthusiastically commenting on this matter, Liu Liying, who was divorced for the second time, returned to her natal family in the countryside.The duties of Chengguan Kindergarten ended with the end of the marriage.It's not that Lu Ruohua dismissed her, but that Liu Liying didn't go anymore—because this job was bestowed on her by Lu Ruohua, and she will never continue to do this job.

She bid farewell to a poor family, and then to a rich family; she left a man with no status, and then a man with status.Now she was by herself again. The condemnation of public opinion in their village was all aimed at her.She looked down on Gao Guanghou, but everyone seemed to be able to forgive her.But she didn't get along with a bureau chief in the county, which was probably her fault. Her family also regarded her as a loser, and her brothers and sisters all hated this disgraceful person, and no one paid any attention to her.Even when a relative's child in another village fell ill, the witch concluded that it was caused by her sins.

The elderly parents took pity on her and let her live in a small shed next to the cattle pen.The old couple were so anxious that they fell ill, and both lay down on the kang. Liying herself was crying in this damp hut.Except for going to the toilet, she hardly goes out day and night, and rarely eats.Her fair and tender face was haggard, and her two beautiful eyes were sunken deep in their sockets, and they no longer had the romantic and charming brilliance of the past. Lying in this uninhabited cattle shed, she sadly reviewed her thirty-one years of life.Life stood in front of her like a huge mirror, allowing her to see her own past.She barely recognized that her.Who is she?

At this time, she naturally thought of her past home, her first man.Because all that was familiar to her after all, and she was used to it.She remembered how Gao Guanghou loved her and how she tortured him.A deep feeling of guilt filled her heart.She was sorry for that honest man.He is a nice guy.She suddenly remembered a naughty saying in some book: "I'm not poor, I just have no money." Ah, that's not naughty!There is a deep meaning in it!Although Gao Guanghou is poor, he is a kind, honest, and reliable person; while Lu Ruohua is rich and powerful, but he has the wrong mind!Exactly!Even his sister resented him!

As she thought about it, she wept.The faces of Gao Guanghou and Bingbing flashed before her eyes from time to time.Sometimes, two faces overlap each other...yes, how much they look alike!How can it be different?He is his son, but what's the use of thinking about it now?Now she knows him well and even loves him, but she has lost this right.She knew deeply that she actually tore his heart apart with her cruelty.The wound on that man's heart can only be healed by another hand—her hand is sinful to that heart! Is there anyone to soothe his wounded heart now? Of course there is.That must be Ruoqin.She already knew that the news about the two of them was spreading in the society!From Lu Ruoqin's attitude towards Gao Guanghou (whether it is love or not), she really realized that Gao Guanghou is not what she thought, but a valuable person.

"I'm not poor, I just have no money..." She remembered the naughty remark again—no, it wasn't a naughty remark. For some reason, she doesn't quite believe the story of Gao Guanghou and Lu Ruoqin is true now, because Guanghou is more than ten years older than Ruoqin (in fact, she doesn't want to believe it). But why can't this be true?Lu Ruohua is many years older than her, didn't she also follow him?Besides, didn't he feel that Lu Ruoqin had a crush on Gao Guanghou when he was in Gaomiao?She is also a very independent girl, and it is entirely possible to combine with Guanghou.Alas, she also has that qualification.Liying knew that for more than a month, Ruoqin was actually Bingbing's mother!

When she thought of Bingbing, she felt a little unbearable pain.He is her only hope of living in this world.If it wasn't for Bingbing, maybe one day she would have jumped off the bridge in the county after she divorced Lu Ruohua. You are living now, but how can you live on?She and Lu Ruohua have already broken up; it is impossible for Gao Guanghou to go back there.what should I do?Go and marry another man?This is never possible!She can't make the same mistake again and again!She's had enough of it! The so-called happiness is no longer there.She ruined her life herself. But, no matter what, for Bingbing, she still wants to live, live miserably, and live to see her Bingbing grow up... She thought again and again: Will her soldiers hate her when they grow up?If he doesn't hate, will he pity her?Will he forgive his mother's mistakes when she was young? She thought, if one day, Bingbing doesn't forgive her anymore, then she is not going to live in this world anymore... After several days, Liying got up from the bed, opened the dilapidated door of thatched cottage, and went outside.The autumn sun still shines brightly on the earth.The river here is wider than that of the Gaomiao, and stretches flatly to the Laoniu Mountain in the distance.In the Chuan Dao, some of the crops have been cut down, and some are still growing in the ground, far and near, all golden.The clear and clear Dama River meanders from Laoniu Mountain, and the water surface is shining brightly by the sun.Dear Mahe!Dear Da Ma Ho Chuan!This water, this land once raised her, but she didn't live well... Rubbing her swollen eyes, she couldn't help but look up at the mountain ridge to the south.Behind the mountain ridge is the Gaomiao.As long as you follow the winding path on the ridge, you can go to the other side of the mountain, go to the dusty simple road, and go to the place where she has lived for several years; you can see my dear little soldier , you can see... She had a sore nose, and tears welled up from her swollen eyes. Standing on the edge of the base and crying for a while, she suddenly remembered: Bingbing's birthday will be in nine days!She immediately decided: no matter what, she would go to see her child on this day.Even if she is not in Gaomiao, she will try to get the child out to see her in another place... She went back to that little hut, thinking about what presents she would prepare for the child's birthday...