Chapter 44 Chapter Forty-Two

She didn't go far into the painting, she leaned on the pillars of the veranda and sighed softly.She had learned the secret ten years ago.She looked up and asked her husband, "Are we doing this right or wrong?" Lai Yi'er was silent, looking up at the sky.The sky is a huge silent black hole, which has existed since the beginning of heaven and earth, and since the existence of human beings in the sky and earth, they have witnessed everything in this world.The rushing years, the torrential water, it watched the struggles of generations.Xu has seen too much sorrow, the sky gradually changed from the initial clarity and ignorance to the current chaos and darkness, silent and silent.Even today, I'm afraid it can't accurately judge which things people do are right and which are wrong, because I don't know when, besides joy, anger, sorrow, joy, fear and fear, the complicated emotions in the world are also There is one more thing called - helpless.

If you look at it for a long time, you will feel that the whole sky is falling rapidly.Press down hard!Lai Yi'er let out a sigh of relief, frowned and said, "At least it's a relief for you and me. We don't need to keep other people's secrets in our hearts and bear the pressure for others. You have to understand that if it wasn't for me, she might not even have her father's last I can't even see the last words." Indeed, too many people were loyal to Jia Zhen back then.If someone else got the will, they would not hand it over to Xichun.Ruhua knew he was right, but she hesitated, and said slowly: "You didn't tell her all the content, the letter you showed her was forged by you." Ruhua sighed, Lai Yier got Jia Jing's will , Qin's death is only a small part of the will.She said: "In fact, over the years, I have always felt that I am a turtledove, occupying other people's nests. Especially after meeting her.

"If you want to think like this, I can't help it." Lai Yi'er's face was pale, as if being stung, he said quietly: "She is inside now, if you go in and confess, I won't stop you, it's a big deal Our family of three will be Jiajia slaves again." Entering the painting is horrifying.After a long time, she raised her head, looked deeply into his eyes, and said with a slight smile: "What did you say, the Jia family has been wiped out. We are a family, and I defend you as well as myself. , there is no need to say it now. You have also seen that when she faced the past again, it was so painful and unbearable. The truth came too abruptly, sharp enough to pierce the peace she had worked so hard to maintain for many years. This family has the achievements of the present , not from someone else's gift, but the result of your hard work. The person I should thank is you, and you are my reliance." The disappointment on Lai Yi'er's face made Ru Hua unbearable, reminding her of his kindness, All his designs and toils are for the present stability and happiness.Yes, he has great difficulties.He did all these things for his wife and children.He must have an extremely heavy sense of guilt in his heart.

Being so loved by a man, I was so moved beyond words.Or maybe she was deluded by the illusion of love in her heart, but that didn't matter.Many women are not even qualified to fantasize.She is relatively happy.Ruhua walked up to hold her husband's hand, and said affectionately: "We should let this secret rot in our hearts." Although she is contradictory and blames herself, she is not confused, and she will not easily destroy the couple's years of hard work.What's more, she is also lazy, and she is used to the high bed and soft pillows, and she sleeps soundly in the embrace of the quilt every day, with fertile land and vast mansions, and she has no worries about food and clothing all her life.Every morning when I get up, the maid brings fresh bird's nest, and there is pearl powder that can be taken and applied to the face. From spring to summer solstice, she must eat the most delicious things from the branches in the field first.I have long been used to being served by others, and I am superior.It is absolutely impossible for her to go back to the poverty and hardship of the past. The taste of hard work will ooze from the skin and nails, and it is extremely scary to think about it.She no longer has the firm and flexible courage to face life, and just wants to die peacefully.

As the ancients said, it is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal. "Entering the painting..." Lai Yi'er called her in a low voice, and took her into her arms.Surprised by the painting.Lai Yi'er has never called her so intimately for many years. He is used to calling her Mrs., so calm and distant in front of others.But at this moment, he deliberately evokes her memories of the past. Lai Yi'er coldly recalled the past, which had no power to disturb him.Even if he wasn't the one who got the will in the first place, things wouldn't have fundamentally changed.Jia Zhen will destroy the suicide note, and also seize Xichun's property.Xichun's fate may be even worse.He is just more scheming and bolder than others, and knows how to seize opportunities better.Everything today was won by his own efforts, and he has a clear conscience.

Only women pay attention to the process, and keep saying that they don't care about the result, only the process.The bad thing is that the priority is reversed, regardless of the severity, in the end there are a few women who don't care about the result.Men are different, most of them believe in many things in the world, the process is not important, the result is the most important.Four words tell the whole heart - winners and losers.Liu Bang defeated Xiang Yu and established the Han Dynasty.So the Hongmen Banquet has become Xiang Yu's indecision and the benevolence of a woman.If Xiang Yu conquered the world, what would the historians of his dynasty write?Maybe it's that the emperor has a chest and a great strategy, and heaven and man descend to the world, so that the world can be blessed.Lai Yier thinks the same is true for the Jia family. Their former glory and wealth were acquired by their ancestors on the battlefield in exchange for other people's lives. The men of the Jia family cheated each other in officialdom, and the women of the Jia family sold their spirit bodies in the harem to coax them. Come.

Driven by ambition and desire, there is no difference in what people do. "Don't ask about the cause, just think about the consequences!" After thinking about it this way, Lai Yi'er said calmly, "I didn't regret it when I started planning our future ten years ago. You should know that I got the old man's suicide note, How well-intentioned it was to forge that fake letter ten years ago. If it weren’t for the step I took that day, everything would not be seamless today. Or there has been an arrangement in the dark, and we are just the executors. "He didn't want to identify himself as a helpless person, he just followed an established track.Just go slowly.

Nodding in the painting, she remembered Lai Yi'er telling her in a dreamlike voice ten years ago how he accidentally obtained Jia Jing's will.How did he secretly hide the rich dowry that belonged to Xichun.He even told her a shocking secret - the cold and noble girl she served was originally the most unbearable villain. Things in the world are often utterly rebellious and totally unexpected. At this moment, the door opened, and Ruhua and Laiyi'er turned around when they heard the sound, and ran over in a hurry.Xichun came out and said, "I'm leaving." Entering the painting and coming to Yier are stunned.Obviously, Xichun's behavior was not within their expectations.

"Girl, what did you say?" The two said in unison. "I'm leaving. I'm leaving now." Xichun said calmly, "This place doesn't belong to me." Leaving a place that doesn't belong to her has always been Xichun's way of survival.Perhaps, since she began to admit herself in this way, she was doomed to wander for a lifetime.