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Chapter 17 Chapter fifteen

Xi Chunji 安意如 1914Words 2018-03-18
There was light in the room again, and after a storm, Jia Zhen fell on the bed with Lai Yier in her arms and was not very tired. She still missed her so much that she couldn't have sex with women, and would try to be with each of them. The corners of the eyes and eyebrows, looking for traces on the body, hair and skin.Once, once, very hard to find.Yet he was convinced that he was blind.He never saw her again. I can only have vain lingering with a man, and the pain will remind him that he is alive. "Come on, are you in pain?" "I don't know how to say it if I go back to my father."

"I know you are in pain, and you are unhappy." Jia Zhen caressed his body, and said slowly: "You are still young, and I have wronged you." Laiyi'er didn't dare to respond and fell on him, tears streaming down her face. "Master, I don't dare to say I'm wronged, I'm a little lucky to be able to follow my master." He remembered that day when he was selling pears on the street, he was surrounded and teased by a group of rogues. some more.They sold a few coins that day, and they came to blackmail them again, which is fine in normal times, but not on that day, mother was waiting to use the money to grab medicine to save her life, so naturally they couldn't take it away.He ran and bumped into Jiazhen's horse.She thought she was going to die, but unexpectedly, Jia Zhen stared at him for a while, then ordered her servants to protect him, and before leaving, she threw another ingot of silver to him.

Immediately, Jia Zhen's leaving figure was stalwart and resolute.Lai Yi'er stood blankly on the street, and suddenly understood that only such a man with such power as shade can protect herself.The next day, he waited at the door of Jia's mansion until Jia Zhen appeared... "What a coincidence." Jia Zhen moved her fingers to caress Lai Yi'er's face, remembering that he followed her when she was thirteen years old, and it has been two years since she saw the handkerchief in Lai Yi's hand, and couldn't help smiling: "This thing It’s a coincidence that Yu Lu is here with you again, and he is going around with my things.”

"If Master doesn't like it, I'll return it to him tomorrow." "It's a shame that he has the heart to match you. He's a rough man, so it's not suitable to use it." Jia Zhen twisted the veil: "Your tears are on it, and it's old if you wash it back. Such a thing , What’s the value, there’s a car for now. You keep it, and I’ll pay him back for you later, and keep him for your kindness.” "Thank you." Jia Zhen looked at the sky, it was still dark outside the window.He is tired, but he has to get up early tomorrow, and the princes of various mansions will send people to pay tribute, big and small, and they have to entertain one by one.He struggled to lean up, and said to Laiyier: "Go, open the red box over there for me, take two pills, and I'll sleep after taking it."

Lai Yi'er got out of bed, took the medicine, looked under the candlelight, exclaimed, hurriedly threw away the medicine, and knelt down. Jia Zhen opened her eyes and looked at Lai Yier: "What's the matter? Bring the medicine quickly." "Master Hui, you can't take this medicine. The slave's father died after taking this medicine." Lai Yier kowtowed. Jia Zhen turned over and sat up, looked at him squarely, and said, "What's the matter, get up and explain in detail." Lai Yi'er turned around and picked up the medicine, and when she handed it to Jia Zhen, she said with tears: "This is a elixir that is often refined in Taoist temples outside. It is said to strengthen the foundation and cultivate the original, refreshing and refreshing. But you can't take it regularly, otherwise you will be poisoned and die The servant's father died on this, so the servant remembers clearly."

Lai Yier's words are so convincing that people can't help but believe them.Jia Zhen's face changed color, and she reached out to flick off the pills.The medicine rolled to the corner, as if there were two people's eyes peeking at it in the dark.Jia Zhen calmed down, looked at the medicine for a while, reached out and hugged Lai Yier, wiped his tears, and said with a smile: "Good boy, you saved my life, tell me, what does your father do? Eat well." What does the pill do?" "Hui lord, the slave's father is a failed scholar, he couldn't think about it for a while, and went to practice in a Taoist temple. He heard people say that one person attained the Tao, and chickens and dogs ascended to heaven, so he wanted to practice Taoism and become an immortal. Mother is not alone."

Lai Yi'er sobbed, recalling his father's ups and downs and his own misery.Tears flowed like a river.Amidst the shadows of tears, he was gradually able to see the silhouette of his childhood, and his father's careless appearance.A man in a gray shirt was holding a book with clear knuckles.Leaning against the door, I gazed at the vast river in the distance. He has a sense of despondency, like those women on the high-rise buildings of the cruise ships that come and go in this river day and night, throwing away the thin tissue, even the red lip marks are dirty and old, never entering the night with the wind, falling into the river, no matter how trampled.

He looks at the river, the water, the people, and those discarded thin silks every day.His eyes seemed to be condensed into lead water, which was the pain of heavy iron ashes. Finally one day, he disappeared, and everyone thought he had thrown himself into the river.Laiyi and his wife cried to death, so they had to say goodbye.But one day, the two of them saw him in the Taoist temple on the mountain. He didn't die, but he ended the relationship in his own way. "You said, your father was also a Taoist, so he ate this to death?" Jia Zhen laughed after hearing the story of the failed scholar.Lai Yi'er knelt down again: "Master, did the servant say something wrong?"

Jia Zhen was taken aback for a moment, he inadvertently looked up and saw himself in the bronze mirror in front of the bed.The person in the mirror looked gloomy and distorted.Are you just laughing?Maliciousness emerged from his facial features. This is me!Jia Zhen shivered.But he calmed down quickly. "I'm fine, I want to kill people. Kill those who want to harm me!" Jia Zhen jumped out of bed and picked up the medicine. The huge balls, like eyeballs that have been gouged out, hide bloody malice, making people shudder. "Lai Yier. Jia Zhen turned around and looked at the restless Lai Yier, with burning eyes: From tomorrow onwards, you will follow Yu Lu. I asked him to take you with him and learn how to be a director. After all, he is the son of a scholar, so it's okay Really ruined."

"This slave doesn't know anything about today's events. Lai Yi'er looked at Jia Zhen, suddenly blissful to his heart, and knocked his head on the ground until it was black and blue: The slave only knows to thank the master for the grace of rebuilding." Jia Zhen was noncommittal, turned around and looked out the window, thoughtful.In the sky, the morning star is already bright. Lai Yi'er was kneeling, when he suddenly heard Jia Zhen sigh with infinite weariness.He looked up at Jia Zhen's back. In the bleak morning wind, Jia Zhen's figure was as thin as a cold bamboo. He looked so lonely and desolate.

I don't understand why a person who has everything looks like he has nothing? He saw that cold bamboo unfold its body in the wind, making a lonely sound.The voice said, "Get up and change my clothes."
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