Chapter 28 Wen Jun has two intentions and decided to break up with each other

I went to Wenzhou when I was young, and I can’t remember many scenes clearly enough. In a trance, there are wide and open roads, cars all over the street, a dazzling array of billboards, modern women walking on the street, and many temples. Eat mostly seafood. Before I knew about Ai Ling and Hu Lan's love affair, Wenzhou was just Wenzhou to me, no matter how good the city was, I didn't have anything to think about. Looking back now, I think of the "Meeting on the Bridge of Magpies" in Youzhong, the Ou River in Wenzhou, as if returning to a certain morning in 1946.It was raining through Wenzhou, and I saw her say goodbye to Hu Lancheng. He sent her to the pier to board the boat, and then drifted away.And she stood on the side of the boat, facing the torrential river, drinking sad tears.As the drops fell, it seemed that the sound of tears melting into the water could be heard.

In my heart, the sunny city also became sad because of her.The rain kept falling, and she was so lonely, just like Ehuang Nvying falling into the Xiangjiang River in tears.Since ancient times, there has been a lot of love and sorrow for parting, but he is not hurt at all, has no nostalgia for her, and even hopes that she will return to Shanghai soon. In the end, he who is romantic and cold by nature, or her who is the most affectionate, is deeply hurt from the inside out.What she wants is to be good with her in this life, what he wants is for the red flag to flutter, and the colorful flag will not fall down.

In the end, she was still sad, and said to him: "If I leave you, I will not commit suicide, I will just wither..." She opened the flowers from the dust for him, and also began to wither for him.No longer blooming, lonely as a cliff crabapple. It is said that Ai Ling is arrogant and unapproachable to the world, but when I read Ai Ling, I discovered more that she is just a woman, a woman who is easy to get hurt.It's just that she is never humble, she is Gao Jie.She is not confused, and it is true that she has made a decision.It is the choice of a Minghui woman not to think about everything.

Buddhism talks about the art of letting go, and letting go is great wisdom.After letting go, there will be no blindness, but it may be bright.With slim hopes, entangled in past grievances, there will never be a day of success.Time flies, why bother to suffer with someone who doesn't love you.The youth is gone, the enthusiasm is exhausted, people are like yellow flowers all day long, and the heart is like a dead wood, it is better to give up as soon as possible. With Aileen's intelligence, how could she not be aware of it?In the Han Dynasty, Sima Xiangru empathized and married a concubine, and Zhuo Wenjun wrote "Song of White Heads": The snow is like the snow in the sky, and the moon is as bright as the clouds.I heard that you have two ideas, so you come to make a decision.There are also attached books: Zhu Xian is broken, the mirror is missing, the dew in the morning, the fragrance rests, the white head sings, the hurt parting, try to add food and don't miss the concubine, Jinshui Tangtang, farewell to the king!

Even though she has Zhuo Wenjun's talent for writing poems, he no longer has Sima Xiangru's desire to return to the world.So in 1947, when she learned that Hu was safe, she wrote to him, "I don't like you anymore. You don't like me long ago. I thought about it for a year and a half. Yes, but at that time Xiaoji (the hidden character of Jie) didn’t want to add to your difficulties. I sent you the money order for the manuscript fees of the two films I wrote recently, totaling 300,000 yuan. Don’t come looking for me, even if It’s a letter, so I won’t read it.” Hu Lancheng received the letter in his hand, it was like a blow to the head, and his body and mind were destroyed in an instant.The sun was shining outside, and the disturbing cicadas were still loud in my ears, but it was okay, my heart sank into the tranquility of the water.

Hu Lancheng said that Ai Ling is "sorrowful, beautiful and deep, the most bright and hard to offend, but also heartbroken." Sigh!This man really understands her, he wins with a single touch, but there are countless others.Just not for long. Hu Lancheng is a person who knows how to love, let's see that his writing is romantic and flexible, tactful and light, and every word and every sentence of his writing is innocent and innocent.He is smart and cunning, knowing that raising Aileen also raised himself. "The Story of Zhang Ailing" in "Girls of the Republic of China" only reached 33 pages, and several other "Girls of the Republic of China" came out.Even with the addition of Aileen, which is written at the end, the space is still very small.But it is this little thing that was written and borrowed by all future biographies of Eileen Chang.Those who are not so smart, after using up other people's things, still don't forget to criticize him.As I am now, it is very unkind.

She loved him badly, because she had to break up with him because of the bad love.Love is a poison that erodes the bones, and the only way to cure it is to be reborn after death.The dream of the Red Mansions continued by the high-jaw is not good at all, and it is not good at all. Daiyu burned the manuscript, but it is a must.It's like hearing the sound of broken jade all over the ground, cold and crisp.The beauty of determination is heartbreak without trace. Usually women are more entangled and indecisive.There are more self-pity and self-pity, and more sloppy, less hands-on, swinging swords to cut love.In the Book of Songs, there is a sentence "Scholar's procrastination can still be said, but women's procrastination can't be said." It says that it is easy for men to get out of intoxication, but it is difficult for women, and they are often addicted and unable to extricate themselves.

From Zhuo Wenjun to Zhang Ailing, women should be so fierce!The woman's determination has a kind of fierce beauty, from soft to firm, thrilling.There are many kinds of beauty in women, and it is rare in the world to reject this one. Many grievances and grievances are just interpretations of later generations. In this situation, the parties may be indifferent.Even if there is pain and hatred, it is like overnight tears, which dry up before they are wiped away. It is rare to have such deep resentment that lasts forever.There is no great joy or great sorrow in Ailing's blood.She is a smart woman, but not cunning enough, because she can't learn to compromise, so she is lonely.It can only flourish in the corner of fate.