Chapter 19 Miao Yu Ailing

Li Miaoyu is a lonely person, hated by the world.In the fiftieth chapter of the book, "Lu Xue'an contends for the scene poems, and Nuanxiangwu elegantly makes spring lantern riddles", Li Wan ordered Baoyu to beg for plum blossoms, and said clearly: "I hate Miaoyu as a person, and I ignore her." Sixty-three chapters "Shouyi, Hongqunfang held a night banquet, and the golden pill died alone to manage the funeral." Baoyu went to return the gift to Miaoyu, and met Xing Xiuyan on the way, and used Xing Xiuyan to criticize her boldly, saying: "Let her go." Bizarre", "Monks are not monks, vulgar are not vulgar, women are not women, men are not men", "what makes sense".

It took me two nights to finish reading Liu Xinwu's book, and there were no major surprises, but there were still some small surprises, just like stretching lazily after a long afternoon nap, not very important but very satisfying.Exploring Qin Keqing is the mainstream, but too much talk about Keqing's death, just read it briefly, and seeing "The Death of Yuanchun" and "The Death of Miaoyu" has a kind of comfort to fill in the gaps.After all, he has put his heart and soul into it. Although the grammar is vulgar and crude, which is far from the Red Chamber, it can be seen that he has put a certain amount of effort into the details.He hated Miaoyu and Yuan Chunxue, hated that Gao E, deliberately altered the Red House, and caused so many confidantes to be wronged and wronged, it's really not a pity to die!

His research on Miaoyu can be regarded as a "good". To repay Baoyu and Jia's kindness, she went to find Prince Zhongshun, moved her heart with wealth and talent, and finally died together with her.This way of writing is really good! Although Miaoyu is "poor gold and jade, and eventually sinks into the mud." But such a beauty is really chivalrous.It's not in vain to come to the world from beginning to end. Today's high-minded women also like Miaoyu a lot. They love her "as beautiful as orchid, and more talented than immortals." I don't think there is anything wrong with being born lonely.What Miaoyu did, after hundreds of years, was accepted by the world, and even became a fashion, which is lamentable.

I think Ailing is also like Miaoyu, who is born with wisdom and has the quality of gold and jade.Out of the mud but not stained, its heart is tenacious, and its brilliance will not be damaged after years of torture.People in the world say that Ai Ling is noble and lonely, and difficult to get close to the world. In 1952, the first literary and art circle representative conference was held in Shanghai, and Aileen was invited to attend.In the tide of blue and gray Chinese tunic suits across the country, she abruptly abandoned this attire, put on a mesh white wool sweater over the cheongsam, and sat indifferently in the back row.Even if it is ordinary, it is still unruly, giving people the feeling of "overwhelmingly high".Although the attire at this time has changed from gorgeous to plain, it is still shocking when compared with a group of blue ants.

Some people say that she is indifferent, but in fact she has a cold face and a warm heart.For example, when I saw the police beating people on the Bund, I couldn't help but get angry. In a fit of anger, I wanted to become an official, or the chairman's wife, and give the police a slap in the face. For another example, the writer Ke Ling was imprisoned in the "Bei Mansion" by the Japanese Gendarmerie in Shanghai.The Pei Mansion is located on Peitang Road, the former site of an American school. It used to be a snow-white building with green grass, pure as heaven.Opposite the door is the solemn and solemn International Church, with a purple sauce-colored sloping roof and walls covered with ivy. It is elegant and quiet, and it is a good place for couples to take a walk.The Japanese chose such a place to be a living hell, and the comparison between the two is even more creepy, and there are gusts of sinister wind from the bones.

Although Ke Ling was lucky enough not to be baptized by the spirit of Bushido—severe torture, he had heard enough of the piercing screams of the victim when he was tortured, and felt the anxiety and helplessness of Wu Zixu passing through Wenzhao Pass overnight. He was released not long after, and he had the feeling that "he had just escaped from the death line, and he was very sensitive to that environment, and felt that the world is really beautiful".When I got home, I knew that Aileen had gone to inquire about him when he was in trouble, and I was very moved, "I immediately replied to her with a short note in classical Chinese, just a few lines, which is one of my best works in my memory. The reason is that usually It’s hard to have this kind of excitement when writing.” As the saying goes: “It’s easy to add flowers to the icing, but it’s hard to give charcoal in the snow.” Ailing is just because you are rich and honored, and I don’t care about you, and I’m not afraid to see you when you are suffering, which shows her kindness and love.

Not forgetting each other in adversity, nor avoiding disgust, that is really an indescribable kindness of a confidant.Although Ke Ling didn't say it clearly at that time, his prudence was evident in his reply in classical Chinese.The demeanor of a celebrity can be seen leisurely, and his gratitude is beyond words. I read it, and Hu Lancheng also wrote this paragraph: "Aileen has little contact with the outside world. The only time a friend was arrested by the Japanese military police. Aileen had to go around because of adapting a stage play. I accompanied him to visit his home. , and then I told the Japanese military police that they would be released if they could.”

Things are not surprising.It was only after reading Ke Ling's article that he realized that even he himself didn't know that it was Ai Ling who saved him back then.It turned out that she just did it on her own, without any publicity at all.After 40 years, Ke Ling "had inextricably complex emotions. But I can only be more grateful for Zhang Ailing's kindness." ".Ke Ling must have felt the same way. It is Chinese chivalry to show kindness without expecting repayment.Ailing is a chivalrous woman. She was a born aristocrat, and a true aristocrat.The indifference of the world of mortals cannot annihilate her warm and kind heart. It is our luck to have Aileen in the world!

She was originally Miaoyu.Although in the end it is still "dirty in the world of mortals against one's wishes", after all, there is no lament that "people who are too tall will be jealous, and living in a clean world will be the same". Ailing is luckier than Miaoyu, because she lives in our time.