Chapter 18 The unity of heaven and earth is the courage to break with the king

The unity of heaven and earth is the courage to break with the king I used to be the one who swore to you. "Han Yuefu" records my oath to you: "Shangxie! I want to know you and live forever. The mountains have no edges, the rivers are exhausted, the winter thunder bursts, the summer rains and snows, the heaven and the earth are united, so I dare to be with you. You must." If you forget.I would like to say it again.Yes, I say it every night.At the end of the night, the flickering faint heart fire reflected my resolute face at that time. I stand with two fingers together, pointing to the sky.I said, please the heavens as witnesses, I would like to know you and love each other, and hope that God will make our love never fade.Unless the mountain peaks disappear before our eyes, the river dries up, the winter is drought and thunder, the summer is raining and snowing, the heaven and the earth are closed, and the chaos cannot be separated. When you and I return to the prehistoric, life is not there, so I can be separated from you.

Until now, when I think of you, such a scene still haunts me like life and death.I feel that I have never left there, the torrential river, the faint green hills on both sides.They can come to me in an instant if I want to. However, the feelings were finally dried up by time.In the long and endless time, my thoughts of you have finally dried up.What used to be Yin Yin Yanyan turned into a little crimson, and shrunk into a cinnabar mole on my heart. Only when I touched it with my fingers, there was still a little warm red. Missing, finally unable to withstand the time.I saw that once extremely sincere face.My sadness is like a thread, suddenly gushing out from the deepest part of my heart, inextricably linked, like the innocent goblin in the coiled silk hole, binding others and holding myself.

Is there any person who will not think that when he is in love, the little love in his hand is the essence that Nuwa missed when he repaired the sky; is there any person who will not think that the person around him will accompany him through the vastness of life? the rest of my life. Unfortunately, we couldn't see the result. When I met you, I never thought I would be Mrs.So what if it's my wife, it's your sweetheart who loves you, but she's miserable, with the word "Qi" in her name. Twenty-eight girls are so delicate.When I looked up at you with my bright eyes, you lowered your head and smelled the grass in my hair.At that time, I was still a peasant girl in the field, with my trouser legs pulled up high, and my feet stepped in the mud.The cold mud disappeared from the insteps, and peeled off when it dried, and my feet were still as shiny as jade, just like the rice I'm pounding now.

At that time, the king was not famous and I was not married, everything was just beginning this spring.We are running in the fields, passing through the green rice grains, hugging each other.That piece of yellow flowers stretches like a cloud, ups and downs, sending me to the peak of glory. I see your face.You sing: "When the strong wind rises, the clouds fly, Vega returns to his hometown, and the warriors guard the four directions." The sadness is not the excitement in the rumors. You said, Qi Ji, in fact, I don't want to fight for the world. If I lose the battle, I just retire after I have achieved success.You say, people all over the world admire me, but what I admire is actually the overlord who has double pupils and is invincible in seventy-two battles.This world should belong to him, but I am just a shield used by those who dare not fight him and are unwilling to let others down.

What to say, fate is at stake, but in fact it is involuntary. I said, I don't want you to compete for the world either.I want you to be with me, no matter who you are, whether you are a monarch or a commoner, I only love you.I don't want to be like those people around you, don't use you to do anything, don't want you to be a tool to satisfy my ambition. This world is too short, wars are too frequent, you drift away again and again.We must love hard and fast.So I must tell you—— I want to know each other with you, and I will live forever! Yes.Whether it's for love or later for survival, I hope to "live forever" with you.You are my love, my support, my talisman.

However, you died.You can't see that she degraded me as a slave and imprisoned me in this eternal alley. She shaved off my hair, stripped off my silk clothes, put a heavy iron hoop on my neck, and pounded rice day and night without stopping. This vile, vicious woman.She knows that you love to pet me.She is jealous of my peach-like delicate face; she is jealous that my black hair can shine faintly in the dark night, while hers, inch by inch, are withered and broken. My youth is so rich that she is useless.Even if she changed into the latest bun and put on the most colorful rouge, she still couldn't hide her dull eyes like fish eyes and her face withered like orange peel.Even when her body got closer, she could smell the rotten smell of fallen leaves.

I think, later I became vicious and no longer pure and kind; I tried my best to win over you; I wish I could show you these three inches of my heart, and let you stop in my garden.However, later on, I really didn't love you as much as I did at the beginning. I started to hate.I hate that there are so many women between you and me!They are mountains and rivers, and when they all disappear, I have fulfilled my oath—they dare to break with the king.Perhaps, she also has the same hatred, love, and possession of a man, all of which are unique and as strong as sulfuric acid. Tears, smiles, slander, flattery, on and off the bed, I tease you, I lie on your chest and knees, whispering softly——

Ruyi's eyebrows are so like you; Ruyi is brave and intelligent; Ruyi's character is exactly like you.Of course I won't talk about you again.I mean Your Majesty.Your Majesty, the noble Son of Heaven, if you put on the dragon robe, you are not the one who has sex with me in the wild. Not just the distance of appellation.Between us, in just a few years, is it not between heart and heart?I think I, right now, need a man who can be relied on, who can be controlled, and who will never betray. So I fell in love with my son Ruyi.I firmly believe that one day, he will send me to the summit of glory just like you.

Unfortunately, I am not as good as her, and I am always not as good as her.She is a power play woman.All the wits and energies of a woman who has lost her love are diverted to politics.The desire for power will satisfy her shrinking emotions and make her withered body full again like a spring tide.And I'm just a person who plays with love.How to play, is also a person who can't get rid of his feelings. Ruyi is the king of Zhao, and he did not become the prince in the end.And I became a prisoner.Success is one step away, just one step, Xiang Yu is one step away, and I am also one step away.But in life, every step follows the trend, and one step cannot be moved.

"The son is the king and the mother is the slave. They spend the whole day in the dusk, and they are always in the company of death. You are three thousand miles away, who should sue you?" In Yongxiang, I sang sadly.I was so wrong!Even if my beauty turns gray and my once icy skin is covered with dust, I should learn to bear silently any kind of pain and humiliation.I shouldn't be crying.Because you are gone, the person who once stood like a mountain has disappeared between the sky and the water.It is forever and decisively disappearing. My mountain is flat, the water is exhausted, the world is turned upside down, and I return to the prehistoric.The world is pitch black, and her anger is like fiery red lava, which will destroy us, mother and child.

Ruyi was poisoned to death.As for me, that torture, even in the dark, I couldn't help but tremble all over.For this reason, I would rather not reincarnate.Do not reincarnate as a human again, be drugged with dumb drugs, deafen your ears, goug out your eyes, cut off your limbs, cut off your tongue, and throw them into a latrine. Like a flower like a jade, a person who can overwhelm the country and the city.She called me - "human pig". After three days of crawling in the latrine, I was able to die as I wished. Later, I once saw the woman in "Dunhuang Song Ci" leaning on her lover.Clouds and temples slanted, flowers waved and shadows were broken, and the ground was confused.In this embarrassment, she hurriedly confessed to her lover: "I made a thousand wishes before my pillow, and if I want to rest, I will wait for the green mountains to die. The scales and hammers float on the water until the Yellow River is completely dry. To the south. You can’t rest if you rest, and you will see the sun in the third watch.” I sneered and laughed on the ground.She even imitated my tone of voice when she swears, which shows that she is a silly girl like me.It is no longer fashionable to make all kinds of wishes before the pillow!Listen to me break the puzzle for you: If you don't wait for the green mountains to rot, you can say goodbye at dawn; the weight on the water will never float; the Yellow River will never dry up; It will appear; the Big Dipper is always in the north and cannot go back to the south. If you don't rest, you will rest. Why do you need to see the sun in the middle of the night? Oaths, promises, don't they all come with spoken words?It happens that there is no intention. But why do I still feel sad when I hear people sing "Han Yuefu" again?The melodious and clear local accent entered my ears, and I began to understand why Xiang Yu's cavalry army was defeated in an instant when I was surrounded by enemies.No matter how strong a person is, he can't resist lovesickness.Homesickness, lingering around the bone, there is no escape. When someone sang my oath a thousand times, after a thousand years, I couldn't help opening my eyes from the darkness.I want to see why this oath is still so clear?Is there still love in the world? real.It still exists...Because I have been asleep for a thousand years, and the moment I wake up, the person that comes to my mind is still you.The cinnabar mole on the chest suddenly spread into blood. The mountains have no edges, the rivers are exhausted, the winter thunder bursts, the summer rains and snows, and the heaven and the earth are united.Sometimes, love is just lost to life and death, time, and desire. When we return to the depths of our hearts, in the deep blue and quiet, I am a shark, and I will still cry for you. Love is a hidden gem.