Chapter 15 The wind lives in the dust, the fragrant flowers are gone

She wrote: "You should be a hero in life, and you should be a hero in death. I still miss Xiang Yu and refuse to cross Jiangdong." It should be a woman's admiration for heroes, and the need for heroes in an era. He said that the current situation is also chaotic.In a trance, it was the end of the Qin Dynasty again, the smoke of war was everywhere, and the world was fighting.But no more overlord of Western Chu came out to rule the world.The seventy-two princes walked forward on their knees, and none dared to look up. However, the world, or a vanilla beauty like Li Qingzhao, needs such a man to own and protect.

At that time, the Northern Song Dynasty perished, and the Song Dynasty went south.Zhao Gou established his capital in Lin'an and changed his reign name to "Jianyan".However, the Southern Song Dynasty was in danger, and even if it retreated to the south of the Yangtze River in a corner, it would not change the situation of the big golden iron cavalry clanging and descending to the city.However, some people think that the shame of Jingkang has become a thing of the past, and the past is too bad to look back on.I don't know who will cut off this good head tomorrow?It's better, if you have wine today, you will be drunk today, and you will worry about it tomorrow.

So there is "the green hills outside the mountains, the buildings outside the buildings, when will the West Lake dance stop? The warm wind makes the tourists drunk, and they turn Hangzhou into Bianzhou." Lin Sheng described the superfluous scene in "Ti Lin'an Mansion".This is an ancient poem I memorized when I was a child, and I still remember Qingming.My grandfather was afraid that I would not understand it. (If you do not understand the poem, you will not be able to appreciate its benefits. Of course, you will not be able to remember it.) He strongly opposed memorization, so he told me that the Northern Song Dynasty, which Zhao Kuangyin worked so hard to build, had collapsed at that time. His descendants moved the capital to Lin'an, today's Hangzhou.They only owned half of the country, but they still didn't want to resist foreign aggression, didn't know how to reuse loyal ministers and good generals, blindly dreamed of life and death, singing and dancing... In the end, the Southern Song Dynasty also died.

Grandpa said that Hangzhou is a land of lingering flowers and willows, a town of prosperity and a paradise on earth, which makes people addicted.But at that time, it was not the time to indulge.If you say this matter is big, you are sorry to the people of the world, if you say it is small, you are sorry to the ancestors of the Zhao family.The offspring are unfilial, which is chilling.I listened, and said in a hurry to please you, I must be filial to you. The impression I had when I was a child filled me with an unspeakable fondness for Hangzhou, which is still indelible to this day.But because of this, I don't like the decadent Southern Song Dynasty, which seems to be a rainy dynasty in the south of the Yangtze River.Wet from the inside to the outside, without a bit of rigidity.I like dynasties that are stable, majestic, and gorgeous enough to make people's soul fly, such as the Tang Dynasty; .In such a chaotic situation, it's only when everything is overturned that it looks clear and clean.

Qin Wang swept Liuhe and was the overlord of the world.His descendants can no longer hold down the steelyard of the world, and there will be heroes who can stand up to them.Xiang Yu destroyed Qin and became the overlord of the world. Isn't there an old saying?Long divided must unite, long united must divide.Chaos is the general trend of the world, and it is caused by the cycle of heaven.Heroes and sentient beings are born according to the conditions, and they are determined according to the conditions. It's just that in the Southern Song Dynasty, apart from those famous generals who fought against Jin and Yuan Dynasty, such as Yue Fei and Wen Tianxiang, I had a strong liking for them. Except for Li Qingzhao and Xin Qiji, it seemed difficult to find others.

One is a bold and unrestrained master who inherited Su Shi's style, and the other is a famous lady who is unique in the Song Dynasty Ci circle and is in the same line of graceful and restrained.Qingzhao Ci is called "Yi'an Style". The name "Yi An Ti" began in the Song Dynasty.The subtitle of Hou Yin's "Eye Mesmerizing" reads: "Xie Yi An Ti." The sub title of Xin Qiji's "Chou Nu Er Jin" reads: "Boshan Dao Zhong Xiao Yi An Ti." Since the Ci has become a whole, it shows that it has formed a distinctive style and charm.Li Qingzhao's status in the history of literature is comparable to that of men.It is not easy for a woman to achieve such an achievement. She is an anomaly in the history of literature; besides, the Song Dynasty is not comparable to the Tang Dynasty, and there is little room for relaxation and leeway in various hierarchical systems.In the Song Dynasty, although the queen dowagers of four dynasties successively held power, the status of women was still low. Thanks to Cheng Zhu's Neo-Confucianism, the shackles of etiquette on women became tighter and tighter.

Li Qingzhao was an anomaly. Born aristocrat, with fond memories of her childhood, she was well educated.Married at the age of eighteen, and married Zhao Mingcheng, and they are in harmony with each other, and the husband and wife sing in harmony.With Zhao Mingcheng, Li Qingzhao is not only his friend in poetry and drinking, but also his bosom friend, both of them are happy. I once leaned on the door and looked back, but sniffed the green plum.It seems that there is still a childhood sweetheart in my life.I wonder if that person is Zhao Mingcheng?It has been impossible to prove whether their marriage was the result of free love, the order of their parents, the words of a matchmaker, or both.After all, one is the daughter of Li Gefei, a member of the Ministry of Rites, who is a famous scholar; the other is the son of two prime ministers, Zhao Tingzhi, who became a student at a young age.Anyway, no matter what happens, they are all in the right family, and their talents, learning and character are all equal, and no matter how strict the etiquette is, they can't fault it.Such a pair of Bi people is really enviable.

Life after marriage is leisurely and prosperous.Husband loves gold and stone, and Qingzhao also has research and insights on this.The husband and wife are obsessed with this, and the stronger the like-minded relationship, the more elegant stories of "gambling on books and fighting tea" spread.Nalan once wrote: "Gambling books disappeared with the fragrance of tea, and at that time only Taoism was common." The sentence mourns his deceased wife, which shows that his anecdote has been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. However, when Yi An read this sentence in his later years, he might also burst into tears.

Even if it is true that Zhao Mingcheng went to Huajie Liuxiang before marriage, and had an affair with a maid after marriage because Li Qingzhao had no children, but in the era when sex with prostitutes was common, this should be forgivable, right?Yi An needs an equal and full love to release her talent and beauty, and needs a gentle and respectful man to love her. Zhao Mingcheng is the most qualified husband. She is too full of fun, has too sensitive and clear eyes, and sees things deeply.One day after a stormy night, after finishing her makeup in the morning, she casually asked the servant girl: "It rained heavily last night, what happened to the flowers in the garden?"

The servant girl replied: It's still the same. She shook her head and smiled: Do you know?Do you know?It should be green, fat, red and thin. yes!This morning's appearance is older than yesterday, people will change every day, flowers and plants have a storm overnight, how can there be the same reason?It's just that ordinary people can't see it. One autumn, when the trees were falling and Zhao Mingcheng wanted to go out with friends, Li Qingzhao wrote a poem "One Cut Plum" on a brocade handkerchief to bid farewell to her husband—— The fragrance of red lotus root and the remnant jade mat in autumn.Untie Luo Chang lightly, and get on the Lanzhou alone.Who in the cloud sent brocade books, when the wild goose came back, the moon was full on the west tower.

Flowers drift by themselves, water flows by itself.One kind of lovesickness, two places of worry.There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lowered my brows, but raised my heart. After Zhao Mingcheng read it, he also had the feeling of caring in his heart, and subtracted more than half of his thoughts of climbing mountains and visiting ancient times; people have not left, but their hearts have already returned home. Another year of heavy ninth, Zhao Mingcheng was away.Li Qingzhao filled out a poem and sent it to Zhao Mingcheng.After Zhao Mingcheng received this poem, he closed his door for several days and spent three days and three nights trying to fill out fifty poems. He also copied his wife's poem, without specifying the author, and gave it to his friend Lu Defu. comment.Lu Defu recited it over and over again, thinking that three sentences were the best: "There is no way to lose one's soul, the wind is blowing in the west, and people are thinner than yellow flowers." Zhao Mingcheng was overjoyed, and said: "My wife is indeed a hundred times better than me in talent and learning. From then on, I am obedient gone." This is the origin of the famous "Drunken Flower Yin" "after Dongli puts the wine at dusk".Zhao Ming sincerely appreciates his wife's talent and learning, and respects her even more.Because of his family background and the loving relationship between husband and wife, Li Qingzhao was probably not suppressed by too much ethics.She wrote, "I often remember that the sun is setting in the brook pavilion, and I don't know the way back when I'm drunk. I return to the boat late after I'm happy, and I stray into the depths of the lotus flower." The lively state of a drunk girl.Boating on the lake to appreciate the lotus, accompanied by sake, has the heroic spirit of Xiang'er pulling out the golden hairpin as wine, and the naive charm of Xiangyun drunk and lying in the shade of peony, which makes people happy to see it. "Crimson silk is thin, the water is clear, the snow is greasy and fragrant, and the sandalwood man is laughing, and the gauze and pillow are cool tonight." "("Huanxi Sha") such sweet words and beautiful sentences are filled with Xue Tao's notes, but they still can't satisfy her happiness. In the first half of her life, she was overjoyed.It would be great if we could live a smooth life without suffering!Not everyone has to experience hardships and hardships in the world. In fact, the fewer people experience it, the better.More people, originally thought, should enjoy the comfort.Otherwise, why do we want peace in the world? Rilke said that love is the hardest thing.God is jealous after all.Twenty-six years after their marriage, three years after Jianyan, Zhao Mingcheng died on the way to Jiankang to take office.The loss of her beloved husband was also the beginning of Li Qingzhao's wandering in the second half of his life. I don't know why God tortured this woman, gave her a peerless talent, gave her a good start, but had the heart to give her a bleak ending of "where is the country broken?" We watched "Slow Voice" to know how she lived miserably—— Searching and searching, deserted and desolate, desolate and miserable.It is the most difficult time to rest in the warm and cold season.Three cups and two cups of light wine are no match for him, the wind comes late.The wild goose has passed, and I am sad, but it is an old acquaintance. Yellow flowers are piled up all over the ground, haggard and worn out, who can pick them now?Watching the window, how can it be dark alone.The sycamore trees are also accompanied by drizzle, and at dusk, bit by bit.For the first time this time, what a word of worry! I don't agree.Is it just to add a little more melancholy and majestic to Yi An's Ci, and to add a little bit of sorrow for the time and the people, so that this woman must travel south with the small imperial court, wandering in the world, and die alone?If it's true, goodness is cruel. She survived.Although her husband passed away and her relatives were separated; even though the country was broken and the mountains and rivers were broken, and there was a new worry in the place where she stared, she was able to bear it after all.Moreover, even if he is so poor, he still can't forget the country's hatred.When other people enjoy the lanterns during the Lantern Festival, she misses and reminisces about the scenery of the past, but at the same time, she can't help but feel sad because of the prosperity in this end-of-the-day world.For this pomp is a proof that people are addicted.She wrote "Yong Yu Le Yuan Xiao".A woman, meditating in the quiet night, worries about the country and the people three times deeper than a man. It turned out that it was to see whether she would be annihilated by the turbulent waves of the world, whether the grief of family ruin would destroy her; whether she would emerge from the floating world in the end.After all, apart from Yi An, there is no other such outstanding female literati in the millennia. Heroes and beauties originally wanted to cater to the times, but they couldn't cater to them, and they had to suffer from hardships. It turns out that we have to wait until the wind and dust are gone before we can see the last wind and moon, and the flowers are full and full. No matter where you are, after the vicissitudes of life are over, we will finally meet.How can the life of floating flowers and waves be broken so easily?