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Chapter 12 From the highest to the brightest and the brightest to the moon

Bowl 安意如 3032Words 2018-03-18
Most of the people who write articles are high-minded, whether they are really high-spirited or fake high-spirited high-spirited people, anyway, generally praises are not in place, and most of them will make a gesture of "I'm drunk and sleepy" to show disdain.Of course, to a certain extent, you need a spectator to comfort you, because the feeling of being "raised in a deep boudoir without knowing it" is really hard. I feel that I am a relatively shameless alternative. If no one praises me, I will feel very boring, like a flower that blooms with great effort but no one is watching, looking around in the wind, swaying very lonely.Outsiders generally cannot force it casually, so force "that person".After writing a manuscript every day, that person will read it as usual, but the comments are like lifespan passing through the years, and every day is less and less.

Up to now, I want to earnestly ask: How is my writing?Only then did he get a word out of his iron mouth and steel teeth, and he vaguely said "tolerable", and then stopped abruptly.If I ask again, this person will say plausibly: I will elaborate on it when I have time, you think you don’t have to think too much about complimenting people! I can't talk about happiness, I can't talk about loss, and I can't talk about sadness. I'm just speechless.Looking back, what this person said made sense.Anyway, no matter how close the relationship is, it will inevitably be like this after a long time.Although it is said that you are like a flower to people, seeing each other every day, it is hard for others to praise you every day.After all, getting along every day is not acting, so I sang one sentence: "Miss, you are so elegant."

If you are acting every day, even the most famous actresses will throw away their helmets and armor one day.Otherwise, why did the small building abandon Cheng Dieyi halfway and marry Juxian? I thought I was bored, and I wanted to live a peaceful and stable life.People in the world, even the overlords, can't help but want to return to their innocence, and only Dieyi, who is not crazy and not popular, is willing to stay alone in Yu Ji's world. To be in love with each other, after all, love is as light as water. In fact, I only came up with this idea after reading Li Ye's poem "Eight Zhi" today.The poem said: "From the near to the far east, from the deep to the shallow clear stream. From the highest to the sun and the moon, from the closest relative to the sparse couple."

Different from the general poems that pay attention to the beginning, succession and combination, the language of this poem is light and simple, and it is extraordinary in the ordinary. One, don't think it's tasteless." Hun seemed to say it casually without thinking, but it was meaningful.Leaving aside Wang Fanzhi's poems, let's just talk about the "Eight Zhi".The first three sentences of the poem are a cutscene, and exist to set off the last sentence: "close relatives and distant husband and wife." There are many clouds and mountains, and after the first three sentences, the last sentence shows the peaks and mountains.

"Lovely relatives, dearest husband and wife." These words are full of experience, and I think they are much more profound than ordinary love poems, and they can be regarded as the most reasonable words in love.Husband and wife can swear to live and die together, or they can turn against each other and become enemies.Love and hate are subtle in this, and there are many emotions, ordinary young girls can't say it if they want to, and they have to go through the sea before they can point out the sails. Perhaps it is because of seeing through these things that Li Ye would rather indulge her feelings. Even after a thousand years, it cannot be said that her thoughts must be negative.

Li Ye is Li Jilan, a famous female Taoist priest in the Tang Dynasty, and a famous talented female poet like Xue Tao.It makes me laugh when I talk about this female Taoist priest of the Tang Dynasty.Most of these women in the Tang Dynasty liked to sell dog meat as sheep's tricks. If the princess wanted to do it, she would run to become a female Taoist priest.Under the princess, the atmosphere is also relaxed, and she became a female Taoist priest, not a married woman, and no one cares about her casual interactions with men. I want to talk about the boldness of women in the Tang Dynasty. Compared with those who advocate body writing now The hero of the women's middle school also needs to be an avant-garde three-pointer.

When Li Ye was eleven years old, she was sent to the Yuzhen Temple in Shanzhong as a female Taoist priest and changed her name to Li Jilan. Like Xue Tao, Li Jilan also had a story about a rose poem.It is said that when Li Cai was six years old, she wrote a poem chanting roses, in which there were two lines: "The time has not stopped, and the mood is chaotic." Her father was similar to Xue Tao's father, both happy and surprised, and both had a strong sixth sense, and immediately predicted that their daughter would be a "lost woman".My father said, "This girl is very clever, and I am afraid that she will be a lost woman."Because "Jia Que" in the poem is homonymous to "Jiu Que", it is hard to guarantee what you will do in the future if you make such amazing words at such a young age.

Anyway, I don't believe this matter, and I think it's more mysterious than Xue Tao's matter.Most of them were attached by later generations.At the age of six, it is good to have a gender awareness that boys don't play with girls. I want to marry, this is too precocious. Is her mother's prenatal education so successful?Or is it the early enlightenment education in ancient times? But Li Jilan's flirtatiousness is irrefutable. "Biography of Tang Talents" records that she had a long history of contacts with celebrities at that time, talking freely about poetry and prose, and laughing freely during the dinner.Liu Changqing, a well-known scholar in Hejian, suffered from "yin-heavy disease", that is, "hernia", and often had to use a cloth pocket to hold up the kidney capsule to reduce the pain.Li Jilan knew that Liu Changqing had this disease, so she used Tao Yuanming's poem "Mountain Qi is beautiful every day" to make fun of Liu Changqing's hernia disease.Liu Changqing, a famous scholar, immediately responded with Tao Yuanming's poem: "The birds are grateful and trustworthy." Then everyone laughed.

This kind of pornography is relatively esoteric, and it took me a long time to understand what it meant.But I understand, I understand, even if you beat me to death, I would not dare to make such a joke with men in public.Daoist Li's daring and boldness left me, a modern person who considers himself open-minded, stunned. However, I like Li Jilan's talent very much. Speaking of it, she is better than the talented woman Xie Daoyun in the previous dynasty (only chanted "Wei Ruo catkins are blown by the wind") , Xue Tao of the same age, poetic talent is much higher.In addition to the "Eight to" poem mentioned above, she also has a poem that I like very much——

The depth of the human sea is not half that of lovesickness. There is still a limit to the sea, and lovesickness is boundless. Carrying the piano to the high-rise building, the building is full of moonlight, playing the song of lovesickness, and the strings are broken for a while. ——Li Jilan "Lovesickness and Complaint" This song "Lovesickness and Resentment" has won the beauty of the straightforward language of folk songs, but the artistic conception is lofty, and it has a distant and ancient style.It is not difficult to read such poems and think of some pictures along with the poetry: tall buildings meet the blue sky, and under the moonlight covering the sky, the tall buildings seem to be Yaotai where immortals live.A woman is playing the piano on a tall building. The melody is sad and desolate, stretching straight into the void. Only the song of lovesickness can last so long.However, the string suddenly broke and the sound cracked, presumably because the woman was so emotional that she couldn't play it anymore.Qu San heartbroken, this woman sat alone playing the piano, her expression was bleak, and she was depressed for a long time.The unspeakable gestures such as "The sea is still boundless, and lovesickness is boundless" have always been the most artistically appealing.

It's a pity that the "Dictionary of Appreciation of Tang Poetry" did not select these two poems that I, a layman, value.I looked through the "Dictionary of Appreciation of Tang Poetry" at hand, and I chose "Seven Brothers Sending School Books". The poem said: There is nothing wrong with Wucheng County, and there is a difference of more than a year. I don't know how lonely the Yun Pavilion officials are. Floating immortals in the distant water, accompanied by cold stars to make the chariot. Don't forget a few lines of script because of the big thunder bank. This is a letter written in poetry, which was sent by Li Jilan to her elder brother who is a school secretary (librarian of the National Library).Among them, the two sentences "floating immortals in the far water, and the cold stars accompanying the chariot" have always been praised by critics. good environment".I read the materials carefully, only to find that the advantage of these two sentences lies not in the profound and ingenious use of allusions, but because it writes a fictional scene, artfully articulating the scene of his elder brother working in the National Library, praising his elder brother's traveling book The sea, hard work, in fact, it is similar to what we often say now that "there are roads in the mountains of books, and there is no limit to learning from the sea and working hard to make a boat".Of course, masters have much skill in choosing words and making sentences, and they cannot compare with our vernacular. In this poem, Li Jilan uses the brushwork of the Five Ancients to occupy half of the text, and the second half of the poem changes abruptly, showing her talent in a narrow situation, showing her confidence in her talent.Lu Chang's "Poetry of Famous Women in Past Dynasties" praised her: "The pen is strong, the style of poetry is clear, and the style of celebrities is not like a woman." It is still a very pertinent evaluation. According to historical records, Li Jilan is "beautiful in appearance and calm in expression. He concentrates on pen and ink, is good at playing the piano, and is especially skilled in rhythm."I always like to wonder what kind of demeanor she has with that "looked casual".Is it like the photo of Zhang Ailing holding her head high, with two points of arrogance, three points of loneliness, five points of desolation, three points of nostalgia, and seven points of indifference to the world of mortals. I believe that first-class talented women, even after thousands of years, have a common mind. The wandering breath on their bodies is like a sandalwood wardrobe left in an old house. It is always tall and heavy. Whenever it is opened, it will permeate With a faint fragrance, there is a feeling of trance acquaintance. Li Jilan was talented and famous for a long time, but she was already old when Dezong summoned her. Dezong saw that she was a handsome old lady, and after comforting her, he had no other thoughts.Li Jilan thus gained the nickname of "handsome woman" in history.I couldn't help laughing at this story, and I deeply sighed that Eileen Chang was right-"It's better to be famous as early as possible. If it's too late, the happiness will not be so strong!" Order to kill with sticks.It's sad to think about it.If possible, a woman's life should not be related to politics. It is said that before a person dies, everything she experiences in her life will be played back like lightning. Who does Li Jilan think of when she looks back at her life before she dies?That night the night was even deeper, carrying the piano to the tall building, who was she playing the song of lovesickness for? "Closed relatives and distant husband and wife", I want to know her past life, what kind of smokey dream is the past?Because, such deep thinking and indifferent words cannot be cultivated through Taoism.
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