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Chapter 38 volume three

Avalokitesvara 安意如 1746Words 2018-03-18
The public opinion is always on the side of the white snake, but if you think about it from Xu Xuan's perspective, all his actions are not noble, but they are indeed excusable.If it were you and me, we might not have done better than him, maybe we could have escaped earlier than him. There is an episode in the novel, which is that He Yuanwai took a fancy to the beauty of the white snake, and led her to Wangjiang Tower, intending to do something wrong.The White Snake played a little magic trick, and immediately frightened him into a coma, the shit went out of his mind, and when he woke up, he even shouted that he had hit a ghost, and my life is over!

From this point of view, Xu Xuan is still very kind!He has already seen the original body of White Snake, and he still dares to sleep with her, and still pretends to be loving and happy. Sex life is inevitable, and his psychological quality is not ordinary. It is wrong to call him a coward. It can be imagined that for a long time after the Dragon Boat Festival, Xu Xuan lived in extreme fear and pain.The big white python appeared in front of his eyes from time to time with its mouth wide open.Whether hallucinations or nightmares, they bite his body and mind all the time, and the pain is much stronger than that of patients with depression.Xu Xuan didn't have schizophrenia, he didn't commit suicide, he was already considered strong.

It was hard to get rid of her.Even if it's a lawsuit, thinking about it is worth gratifying, but she didn't let go, and she chased after him, calling the officials over and over again, one can imagine how upset and broken Xu Xuan must be! If he could, he would burst into anger and yell, "Your bloody ghost is lingering, you can't stop playing!" Xu Xuan has obvious human weaknesses, sensitive, cowardly, suspicious, soft-hearted, and greedy for comfort.The troubled life since he was a child made him diligent and kind to others, and also cultivated his character of selfish and philistine.He has always yearned for a life of ease and prosperity.If it weren't for the karma in his previous life, with his handsome appearance and shrewd mind, Xu Xuan would have relied on his own ability to be a wage earner first, then beg for a house and wife, save money to open a store, have children, and live a peaceful life. .

This is the life arranged by God for most people, step by step.There is nothing bad and nothing wrong.He also resigned himself to his fate, and lived a cautious, well-behaved life. After meeting her, his luck suddenly changed, luck was too good to be true.In the boundless love she never gave up and didn't care about return, Xu Xuan became more and more turbulent.He is like a drifting boat, unable to confirm her love as deep and wide as the sea, and unable to confirm his own position.The more omnipotent she was, the more she made him feel suspicious and guilty. He is just a mediocre man in the world, even he himself can't claim to be outstanding, why does she only look at him?If Xu Xuan knew that he and the White Snake were destined to have this marriage, maybe he would be calm, but the point is that he didn't know, he didn't know what she was planning for him.

Kill him—this was the most reasonable answer he could find. No wonder he was guilty. Before meeting her, life had never treated him favorably. He was always restless, relying on others, and his world was full of calculations.Life is all about being careful.So mean that he couldn't believe that someone would treat him well for no reason. He was afraid that her tenderness and sweetness would be like flowers in a mirror, a castle in the air, and finally come to a cruel and chilling truth.And her appearance convinced him even more that everything was based on lies and was not worth believing.Destiny has allowed a cowardly man to see what love really is--in too violent and terrifying a form.

He loves her enchanting style, and loves her body transformed from a snake, grasping and entwining tightly like vines in the dark night.Love her kindness to him, love the wealth and well-being she brings.But he doesn't love her for what she is. Either true or false.Everyone thinks so. As if to confirm his thoughts, Fa Hai appeared in front of him at the right time. It must be explained that the white snake in the film is not the Bai Suzhen who understands the world situation and acts properly in "Legend of the New White Snake". Please don't take it for granted. White Snake acts with an inborn untamed evil spirit, she seems to be addicted to stealing, this hobby makes people very speechless.This time she took away the sandalwood from the businessman, who was stopped by Fa Hai when the businessman was about to drown himself.Fahai figured out that the white snake had stolen the item, so he went to Xu's family for alms.

At this point, Fa Hai, the third party in the marriage between White Snake and Xu Xuan, made his grand debut.The third party is a man, which is what makes this case different.Of course, there are many stories, and those who come out to make trouble are monks and Taoists who are willing to die.But in terms of notoriety, it is not as good as Fa Hai. Like all marriages that have problems, when there is a problem in the marriage, the crux must be on the husband and wife.The second is the third party.But modern people like to blame Fa Hai, scolding the third party, who told you that you are a third party, no matter male or female, public opinion will kill you.

In many versions of the story, Fahai is portrayed as an extremely distorted, jealous of the love between husband and wife, deliberately sabotaging, kidnapping Xu Xuan, persecuting the white lady, breaking up happy families, full of benevolence and morality, hypocritical dead donkey!It is conclusive.It was Lu Xun's leisurely strokes in "On the Fall of Leifeng Pagoda" that confirmed his charge of "feudal defender". In fact, Fahai is more wronged than Dou E!If it's not for the performance of official duties, is he worthy of meddling in this business?What's more, from the perspective of a monk, it is right for him to despise love, ignore love, and even ignore love.Not every monk has the necessity and awareness to fulfill his lover, like the abbot of Pujiu Temple, he lent his monk's house to Zhang Sheng to pick up girls.

White Snake was originally ruthless and desireless, if she hadn't been tempted by chance to love love.She and Fa Hai were fellow travelers, and at the Longhua meeting, they smiled and shook hands.And Xu Xuan is the eternal life, the mayfly in her eyes. The law does not arise alone, it must be born by fate.
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