Chapter 18 Loneliness is the dust in the sky

Life is sometimes like a mess that can never be untied. There are so many knots in life that there is no way to start. People who are impatient usually cannot reach the other side of happiness.Loneliness is like the dust on the tangled hemp rope. When we tidy up the thread, it gets on our hands unknowingly, and it is difficult to dust off without washing it with clean water.Take a handful of pure water for the soul and wash away the dust called loneliness, so that life can bloom the most beautiful flowers while waiting. (one) Boys will tolerate girls in everything, and even when they quarrel, boys will only be silent and forbearing.But in the girl's heart, she hated iron and steel. She didn't want the boy to be like this, and sometimes quarreled. She didn't want to say something hurtful or angry, but when she saw the boy's forbearance, she became even more angry.

The girl has always been careful to maintain the boy's self-esteem, until one day, she impulsively said this sentence: "Let's break up." The boy was very sad, but he didn't dare to get angry, so he had to whisper: "Okay." In fact, the girl regretted it as soon as she said it, and looked at the boy still indifferent.But the girl was used to being self-willed, and couldn't let go of her noble self-esteem, so she packed her things and left bitterly.There was some hesitation when he left, but the boy opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word, and the two of them haven't heard from each other since.The girl did not fall in love again.Same goes for boys.

Months passed, they met unexpectedly, and the two remained silent for a long time before leaving.The girl's footsteps stopped again and again, as if waiting for the boy to say something, but the boy's mouth was tightly closed and he didn't say a word!In the end, the girl left in disappointment... A year later, the two met again, and the situation was similar to the last time. The difference was that when they were leaving, the girl said something: "I hate you!" After she finished speaking, she turned around and left.As soon as the girl left, the boy's tears flowed down. He hated himself, why he didn't keep the girl back then!

Time flies, and another two years have passed. One day, the girl asked someone to find the boy after all the hard work. It turned out that the girl had a car accident and was seriously injured!When she was dying, she just wanted to see the boy again, and the boy rushed to the hospital immediately after receiving the news. When he saw the girl's weak body lying quietly on the bed, he finally lost his mind. He threw himself into the girl's arms, and disobedient tears flowed from his eyes and slid across his bitter face. , dripping on her chest... The boy held the girl's hand tightly and said, "Don't leave me, I won't let you go, please! You have to stay for me..."

The girl struggled and said: "I have been waiting for you to say this for three years, but you still refuse to say it. I hate you! I will hate you for the rest of my life." The girl said again: "If you want to keep me, as long as you say In a word, I will return to you immediately, because I really love you, but it is too late now!" The boy cried even harder, and said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry..." In the end, the girl left with complaints, and the boy felt that he had gone with her soul.The boy knows that he has always loved the girl deeply, he can't forgive himself, he hates himself, why don't he bravely fight for it and redeem it!

Is there anyone around you waiting for you to save?If so, you must keep it!Because some people or things, once lost you will never come back, love is actually very ordinary, as long as you stretch out your hand and open your mouth, you can grasp happiness! (two) When Shi Shi was eighteen years old, he took over from his father and became a postman in a small town. He rides a bicycle through dozens of villages in this small town every day, working hard, but he feels very happy and fulfilled. After a period of time, Stone found that every once in a while, there were always some letters addressed to a girl named Lily.Lily is a beautiful and smart girl from a village near the town. Her father died in an accident, and the mother and daughter run a small grocery store together.

Every time Shishi's bicycle bell rings in her small shop, Lily's charming smiling face will always appear in front of Shishi in time. "Do you have my letter, Brother Stone?" Lily's voice was always so sweet. So Stone will hand over her letter to her.Lily took the letter, never forgetting to accept it happily, and made a face at him: "Thank you..." Then, leave him with a cheerful back... Shi Shi knew that most of those letters were courtship letters sent to Lily by young men nearby.Because on many envelopes sent to Lily, there are always such words in the recipient's name column: Dear Lily, or the entire envelope is painted with a big, bright red love heart...

Gradually, Stone found that he also fell in love with this lively, beautiful and intelligent girl. Thinking of handing over to Lili one after another hot courtship letters from other men, I feel really uncomfortable.Sometimes, he really wanted to open those letters to see what was written inside, or secretly burn them without giving them to Lily, but he knew that he would be punished by the post office if he did so, and he might even lose his job . Therefore, he decided to write a love letter to Lily quietly to express his love.However, he was afraid that Lily would look down on her. If so, wouldn't it be embarrassing to send letters every time?After thinking about it, he finally decided to write on the signature: a postman who loves you very much.

The next day, he stamped the written letter and handed it to Lily among other letters.But today he got on his bicycle and ran away without waiting for Lily to say thank you. A few days later, Stone went to Lily's house to deliver a letter.Lily handed him some letters and said to him: "Brother Shitou, I have some letters here, please send them to me, please?" Shi Shi took it over and looked at it, and there was a letter written in the recipient column, a postman who loves me (receive).Shitou's heart thumped like a little rabbit, and she wrote back.With a promise, he left as if fleeing.

When he got home, he couldn't wait to open the envelope.There are only a few words on the letter paper: I will wait for you under the Bodhi tree in the next century. Stone's heart is terribly cold. It is now 1985, and there are still fifteen years before the next century. In order not to hurt her self-esteem, the clever Lily rejected her love proposal in such a tactful way. In this way, Stone quickly came out of his annoyance and tried his best to forget Lily's shadow in his mind.The days passed by in a hurry like running water.It wasn't until that day that he sent a letter that read "Mother Lily (received)" that he completely gave up.It turned out that Lily was married and had children.

In the following period of time, Stone got married in a hurry.But after only five years of happy life, his wife unfortunately fell ill and died. Stone is still riding that broken bicycle, walking through every village in the town every day.However, I don't know when Lily's letters started to decrease, and he couldn't remember how many years he hadn't sent Lily a letter. One day, when he passed Lily's canteen, a woman in her thirties stopped him.After a closer look, it was actually Lily.Lily held a letter in her hand and said to Shitou, "Brother Shitou, can you post this letter for me?" Her voice was still pleasant, but there was some resentment in it. Shitou took a look at the letter, and his heart was shocked. The recipient column turned out to be: a postman who loves me.Then he heard Lily say, "I've been waiting for this man for fifteen years, but I haven't heard from him..." "You... aren't you married? And have a child, I remember I sent you a few letters from your son!" Stone asked Lily in disbelief. Lily looked at the stone with resentful eyes, and she told him that it was just a primary school student in a poor mountainous area supported by her. Every time this child wrote to her, he would affectionately call her Lily's mother. Shi Shi was stunned, she didn't expect Lily to be married yet.What puzzled him even more was that she turned out to be the postman who was waiting to write her a love letter. At this time, Lily looked at Shishi who was lying on the side, and said quietly: "Brother Shitou, I know you are the postman..." Shitou had mixed feelings at this time, he looked at Lily confusedly and said, "Since you like me so much, why did you reject me?" "When did I reject you? You didn't make the appointment on time..." Lily said aggrievedly, "When I received that letter back then, I knew it was you. I wrote back and said that I will wait for you under the linden tree next week." , but you didn't come..." When Shitou heard this, he couldn't say anything, let Lily sit on the back seat of his bicycle, and rushed home as if flying.When he put the letter in front of Lily, Lily cried: I made a mistake, I just wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, who knows... Lily buried her head in front of the stone's chest and burst into tears, and the stone hugged Lily tightly with tears in her eyes.