Chapter 10 Refuse temptation, enjoy loneliness

Life has been rushing for decades, but it is just a game and a dream.Some people enjoy a feast, some people enjoy a journey, some people enjoy a piece of scenery, some people enjoy the life of the stars and the moon, and some people enjoy the joy of paper fans and golden drunkenness.Everyone has the right to enjoy life, just from different angles. Loneliness is also a kind of enjoyment.Loneliness is not the lone geese in autumn, it is a young eagle with outstretched wings giving birth to the direction of flying in the Ming Dynasty, it is a kind of meditation on life; loneliness is not a weak yellow flower swaying its golden yellow in spring, it is a strong grass, looking for The soil that takes root is the display of life; loneliness is not the scattered catkins in autumn, but the seeds that germinate quietly at the end of the cold spring, and it is a kind of life force; loneliness is the passionate soul under the lonely lamp. The longing that cuts off strands of tears and tears on the letter paper is a kind of deep helplessness and unfinished love.

All kinds of temptations in reality always make us unable to see the beautiful side of loneliness.Hold a cup of tea, sit under the soft light, taste a piece of tranquility, isolate the hustle and bustle of the world from the heart, let the soul take a vacation, and you will find that it is actually very simple to refuse temptation, and loneliness can also bloom colorful color. It was an ordinary weekend evening when I received his call.She and her boyfriend just went to choose a sample of the wedding photos, checked the wedding venue, bought the wedding candy, wrote the wedding invitation, set the wedding banquet, discussed specific matters with the wedding company, bargained like in a vegetable market, and was as busy as a spinning top , When I got home, I was so tired that I just wanted to fall asleep.Even so, she still enjoyed it.Because, next month she is about to become a beautiful bride.

There was his familiar voice on the phone: "Are you okay? Do you have time to sit down?" She wanted to refuse, and wanted to say that she was very busy, but as soon as the words came out, it turned into: "Okay, tell me the time and place." "Go to the old place, you know." She didn't know why she couldn't say no. On the appointed day, she couldn't fall asleep early, so she got up to find the clothes she liked the most, put on light makeup, and dressed exquisitely and full of charm. The so-called old place is the coffee shop they used to go to when they were dating.After the two enjoyed their lunch, they used to come here to sit for a while, he would order a cup of coffee, and she would always order a cup of fragrant milk tea.

She walked into the coffee shop, and he was already sitting by the window waiting.She remembered that seat, where they had sat and looked into the future countless times. She sat down opposite him, and the fragrant coffee in front of him exuded a seductive smell.She still ordered milk tea, sipping the mellow milky fragrance spreading between her lips and teeth. "You're still in your old habits." She didn't answer, but just smiled at him. In fact, she had already given up milk tea and switched to coffee, but when facing him, she chose to return to her former self.She looked at him, and her memory seemed to travel through the long river of time.

She and he were classmates in the university. At that time, they were in their prime and full of vigor.He is a man of the school, not only excellent in grades and talented, but also active in various occasions, and a leader who does his part; she is also excellent, beautiful and excellent, good at singing and dancing, and has constant suitors. She is a white swan in the eyes of boys .Their relationship was recognized by everyone as a pair of talented men and beautiful women, which attracted countless envious eyes. After graduating from university, none of them returned to their hometowns, but chose to stay in this bustling city.They think that with their youth and ability, it is easy to break out of their own world.

They have all found jobs, and although their incomes are not high, they believe that their lives will get better and better.They often sit together and think about the future. When the days are stable, they will get married and build a small family together, and take root here stably. But real life is cruel after all. When the smugness and enthusiasm at the beginning of the campus gradually receded, they found that no matter how hard they tried, they were still unable to move forward, and he began to lose his temper.At this time, he met a woman who had a successful career. The woman promised that as long as he followed her, she would help him study abroad and develop his career.

His heart was moved, as if he saw the flame of hope again.Between the emotional commitment with her and the brilliant future, he went through an inner struggle and finally failed the test of temptation and chose the latter. It was snowing heavily on the day they broke up, and she was walking aimlessly on the street, tears blurring her vision.She only felt that her heart was ashamed, that years of relationship could not withstand the test of fame and fortune.After passing through an intersection, a skidding car ran through a red light and ran straight towards her.Although she was rescued, her leg was injured.Even if the injury is healed, walking is not a problem, but it is difficult to dance her favorite dance.

"You're still as pretty as ever." His voice interrupted her thoughts. She shook her head: "No one will never change, it's just my change, maybe you can't see it with your eyes." He took her words as indifference, he thought for a while, and asked hesitantly: "It was my fault for what happened back then, are you still blaming me?" He had betrayed her in their love, but facing him again, she felt that there was no hatred in her heart. "It's been so many years, what's wrong with it? It doesn't make any sense to pursue the mistakes of the past."

"Are you married? I -- I broke up with her a long time ago, and I am still single now. Now that I have been able to give you a rich life, why don't we start over?" Before she could answer, the phone rang in her bag, and it was her boyfriend.He asked: "Where are you? The bridal shop's gown has been changed, and I asked when we have time to check it out. I called your place several times but no one answered." She looked at him in front of her, and then replied: "Outside, I met an old classmate, I will go back in the afternoon and we will go together." "Okay, I'll wait for your call, and be careful on the road."

After the plain exhortation, the boyfriend hung up the phone.He seems to be used to telling her to "be careful on the road" every time a call or date ends, because the person who rescued her from the front of the car in the snowy day was his current boyfriend.The boyfriend cared for her silently, comforted her wounded heart, and gradually healed the wound in her heart with his warmth.Although her boyfriend is mediocre in appearance and does not have a high income, she still chooses to accept his feelings. At this moment, her boyfriend's concerned exhortation seems to have touched her heart more than ever before. Although these words are plain and unpretentious, they are simple and warm.

"Old classmate? Is this how you position our relationship?" He seemed to have sensed the answer from her words. She smiled calmly and gracefully: "Maybe we used to have other identities before, but everything is in the past, and now you are just like this to me." "I don't have another chance, do I?" "I'm getting married next month, and you're welcome to the wedding." She said goodbye to him calmly. On the table was just a sip of milk tea.She found that it was difficult for her to adapt to the taste she loved the most at the beginning, as if the expired relationship between them was no longer suitable for herself now. Temptation is the poison of love, but everyone chooses differently in the face of temptation.Some people follow their inner desires, accept the temptation, and then think about turning back, the past is like smoke, leaving only regrets in their hearts.Some people uphold a peaceful state of mind and firmly say "no" to temptation in the ordinary fleeting time. Rejecting temptation is a rare and precious mentality, and temporary frustration is not terrible.Think of suffering as a kind of tempering, life is always full of challenges; regard failure as a stepping stone to success, there will always be dawn in the trough of life; regard unsatisfactory love as learning, and the next love will always be happy.When the dust settles in your heart, work hard to move forward, and after you persevere, there will be a happy ending.