Chapter 5 2004/11/24 on

It's five thirty-eight in the morning. An hour ago, I was having a bloody dream about prison fighting skills (who would have such a dream?), the lights in the room suddenly turned on, and my mother and I were disturbed by a series of hurried voices from nurses, and then I was distracted. Restless clacking noises. I thought it was dawn, and the patient in the next bed who was expected to be discharged from the hospital today would eventually leave, but when I listened carefully, it was the sound of emergency first aid, accompanied by inquiries from the patient's family members.But unlike what I saw on TV, the nurses did not report any data to each other, and the inquiries from the patient's family members were not anxious, but dazed and dull.

Listen to the sound, it is a patient with a bevel. I got up and sat on the companion bed, while rubbing my mother's hand, I picked up the medicine master's photo and recited the medicine master mantra. The Medicine Master Mantra is a catchy mantra that everyone in our family can recite. When we were sick and lying in bed when we were young, my mother would always lead us to close our eyes and recite the mantra, and then talk to Buddhas and Bodhisattvas.Sometimes the medicine powder is too bad to eat, I also recite it when I get an injection, and I also recite it after swallowing too many pills at once; it seems that after reciting the mantra, the pain will disappear at that moment.

I chanted the mantra over and over, gradually diluting the fear in my heart with each breath.Hearing what the nurse was yelling clearly, I climbed into Mom's bed. "Mom, don't think too much. The nurse said that the tumor is pressing on the aorta, and then there will be a lot of bleeding. You know this better than me. Don't lie to you, you also know that our disease will not have such a situation. Our condition It's a blood ratio, a battle against infection. It's different, it's not going to happen." I worried about Mom's emotions, but it was all true.

Then the unsettling crackling finally stopped, and all the extra noise died away. "I heard what kind of examination he had done today." Ma sighed, and then prayed with palms together. "Mom, really don't think too much. I have memorized so many sutras and mantras. The only one I can remember clearly without reviewing is the Medicine Master Mantra. I have always believed that there are no coincidences in this world, and everything is a cogwheel. Biting, I can only recite the Medicine Master Mantra, there must be a reason for it." I swear.This is my belief in life, just like the last thirty-six scenes of the novel "Sneeze".

The patient was pushed out.There are many ways for everyone to leave this world, and the hospital is just one of them. Mom was still in shock, because the shock came so suddenly. I pinched my mother's feet and said that I had originally accepted Director Wang's script idea these days, but I forgot it because of this sudden change. I didn't think about it until Director Kuang called me to talk about other things at night.Naturally, I introduced the reasons why Director Wang and I were powerless to conceive the script this time, and then added about the reshooting of the work. "Just close your eyes and listen, anyway, you just need to listen, you can know my expression." I laughed.

Of course Mom agreed, and closed her eyes obediently. "If you feel that you have a fever, you must tell it. Your feeling must be faster than the nurse's temperature measurement. A rapid decrease in the number of white blood cells will definitely cause a fever. Immediately increase the level of isolation." I reminded, although I said it several times. Mom nodded, and asked Dad and grandma if they had brought a few boxes of masks when they came to visit at night, apparently calmed down professionally. Hungry, record the remaining amount of chemical agent, 181. I opened a can of honey soy milk and wrote down this very fictional reality.