Chapter 23 meet another self

Some words can only be said by the paralysis of drugs, some people can only rely on the volatilization of alcohol to have themselves, and some feelings can only be cherished by the brevity of time. It takes time to deal with it, but in a short time, who are you, what is your name, what kind of lip color you like, and what kind of body suit you choose are all unknown answers. Passed, enthusiastic, in the end there is no time to be grateful, will you choose to hate for a lifetime?You said if it was you, you would. You asked me so expectantly, my answer is, no.I don't even have enough time to love, how can I have time to hate?

The youngest is beautiful, the youngest is beautiful, and the cheeks are decadent.Sitting behind the glass of red wine, I see you as brilliant as a peach blossom, your flickering expression rippling in the spring breeze, your bright boutonniere embroidered with your capital, gold and silver, are the most extravagant colors, carried by youth , has nothing to do with qualifications, that is an enviable life.Knowing that he couldn't compete, he immersed himself in various mass-market KTVs, sang the same songs to himself, and finally walked alone in the city night with a heavy heart because of Yin's and "The Summer After June".

What kind of communication is needed between people to understand each other?One by one childhood photos, one by one elementary school test paper, I said that I once wrote 8 horizontally and wrote it as ∞, I thought it was enough for me to understand, in my world, the two symbols are not different, but Facts have proved that it is not possible. The blood-red cross made me miss the perfect score in junior high school.The teacher who graded the test paper was a friend of my father. He asked me inexplicably why I wrote 8, which I had written for nearly 10 years, as ∞. Seeing his expectant eyes, I didn’t know how to answer, because I just wanted to do it suddenly, maybe I would do it. It's just not the right time.

That was the human error in my life, or evidence of the few that differentiated myself from others.I am not used to using the word "huge vastness", but when I was looking for a similar resonance, I hoped that there would be another person in the vastness of the crowd who had the same adventure as me, completely forgetting the importance of scores, and only remembering life There are such and such unusual. Watching "Falling Leaves Return to Roots", all I saw were faint tears, the helplessness of life contained in the large and beautiful scenery.Lao Zhao ran after Xiao Xia with open arms and a smile, longing for the unfinished goal in life, that is the most worrying thing.

A person's whole life is looking for another person, and the other person is another self.You are two people living in different places with the same experience. Maybe he never says "I love you" and neither do you.But you come together because you know he knows you too, and he's bound to love you for it. However, it is only understood in the last month that similar people can be happy together, and those who complement each other are suitable to grow old together.Loneliness cannot be solved by the words "together".Loneliness, or the same as confusion, will always exist with people throughout their lives.If you keep thinking, the soul will always drift in the space, there will be no fixation, and every second is just the fixation of the last second.Only a certain state of loneliness will allow each of us to present a fresh self and be recognized in the vast crowd.

October 7, 2012