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Chapter 33 Second, the crown of beauty is ruthless and touching

lovesickness 白落梅 2016Words 2018-03-18
The emblem is written in wonderful handwriting, and the water-cut eyes are dotted with crimson lips.
The first time I read the phrase "even if it is ruthless, it is touching", it was actually in the "Shouyi Hongqunfang held a night banquet". When the wine was ordered, Baochai drew a lot. On the sign, a peony was drawn and attached There is a poem: "Even if it is ruthless, it is moving." At that time, I thought it was wonderful to apply this poem to Baochai. Xue Baochai is a cold beauty in the Grand View Garden. She doesn't see luxury in her clothes, but only feels elegant.She took Lengxiang pills, the cool and delicate fragrance gave people a kind of blurred beauty.She is reticent, wise and self-conscious, neither close nor close to people.She has already seen through the world and human relationships, but with a sober heart, she looks at others intoxicated coldly.In short, she is such a high scholar in the mountains, a beauty of ice and snow.

Her plump skin and luxurious demeanor match Kao Peony.In the Grand View Garden, she is the king of Hengwu who is crowned with beauty, and Lin Daiyu is the lonely forest of the fairyland in the world, and a hibiscus that will always condense dew.It was not until later that I learned that "Even if it is ruthless, it will move people" comes from the sentence in Luo Yin's "Peony Flower" in the late Tang Dynasty, "If you teach and explain the language, you should be overwhelmed, and even if you are ruthless, you will be moved."The glamorous and ruthless Xue Baochai is also charming. Her beauty, talent, self-cultivation, and calmness are beyond the reach of many women.However, even if such a smart woman is ruthless, she can't live up to the fate of a golden and jade marriage, and her wonderful life is mistaken in Jia's mansion.

"Even if it is ruthless, it is moving" in this poem is similar to the Chinese one.Qin Shaoyou was a poet of the Wanyue school in the Northern Song Dynasty. His poems mostly wrote about the love between men and women and expressed the feelings of frustration in his official career.Among them, the part about the love between men and women is mostly written about brothel singers, with deep affection and lingering sentimentality.His famous line through the ages "If the two loves last for a long time, how can they be in the morning and evening" is still chanted today.However, it seems that the love is deep, but it seems a little unsatisfactory, like finding a beautiful excuse for a parting.

What is written in the words is Cui Hui.Cui Hui in the portrait, an amorous singing girl. "Water-sheared eyes with red lips", eyes like autumn waves, tenderness full of affection, red lips, better than peach blossoms.Such a peerless beauty was drawn into the painting by the painter with his skillful hand, and she has eternal beauty despite the ups and downs of the world.Some people even thought that Cui Hui took the Danqing plain brush, faced the Linghua mirror, and brushed lightly at the shadow.Draw cloud temples and double eyebrows, draw spring looks and willow waists, and then draw seven points graceful, three points cold and arrogant.

Cui Hui in the painting looks like a half-covered lotus, only showing half of her figure.Qin Guan said that she looked like a girl from Song Yu's east neighbor who had been peeking at him for three years because she admired Song Yu's appearance and talent.Every time the wall covered half of her jade body, only her emerald eyebrows and snow-like skin could be exposed.I don't understand why such a young woman, who has the courage to climb the wall to spy, dare not climb over the wall and confide her heart to Song Yu.And Song Yu?How could he not know the admiration his neighbor's daughter has for him, a dignified man would have the heart to have a woman climb the wall for him for three years.I would rather they, when the willows are on the moon, can make an appointment after dusk.Maybe in that case, the achievement will be another good story.However, the neighbor's daughter waited and endured for a long time, and in the end, all she got was a sigh.If she was ruthless and only looked at her own scenery on the swing frame in the next courtyard, the heavy door covered with vines was locked all year round, and she burned incense and played the piano with bare hands, maybe the person who climbed the wall to spy would be the sad autumn Song Yu.She wandered around the courtyard slightly annoyed, her cold and arrogant demeanor was touching even though it was ruthless.

And at this time, how could Qin Guan not be spying on the beauty?It's just that he doesn't need to climb the wall to peep, he can stand in front of the portrait and look at Cui Hui's expression and posture at will.Over time, wouldn't this romantic talent develop a little affection for the person in the painting?According to legend, Qin Shaoyou and Su Xiaomei had a good story about couplets of poems to repay their marriage. Whether it is true or not has no way of research.But there are records in history that his first wife was a woman named Xu Wenmei, who was from Gaoyou, Jiangsu Province, from his hometown.But she may not be the woman Qin Shaoyou loves, because he never wrote lyrics for her.On the contrary, the brothel singer won his love.He wrote "Shuilong Yin" for Dongyu, a brothel in the camp, and "Nanxiangzi" for Tao Xin'er, a famous prostitute.He wrote sachets to explain the secrets, and the belts were lightly divided. When he parted from the beautiful woman, he said that the relationship between the two was long-lasting, and he didn't care about the night and day.All of these should be reconciled, it is easy to be emotional but difficult to keep it.

"The past has been bitter, who remembers Cui Dai's frown?" Cui Hui, a stunning woman, as a singing girl, has a bitter past.Back then, the eyebrows were frowning, and the infinite thoughts were also drawn into the painting by the painter.Cui Hui was a singing prostitute. She fell in love with a man named Pei Jingzhong at first sight and fell in love with him for several months. After Pei Jingzhong left, Cui Hui couldn't help herself and couldn't get along.A few months later, Pei Jingzhong's close friend Zhi Tui came to visit, and there was a man named Qiu Xia who was good at taking pictures. Zhi Tui invited Qiu Xia for Cui Hui to take pictures of him, and it was a masterpiece.Cui Hui held the painting to Zhitui, and said to him: "When you see Pei Jingzhong, tell him, 'Once Cui Hui is not as good as the person in the scroll, Hui will die as a man'." Ill, described as haggard, no longer the old appearance.Soon, she died, dying of lovesickness.

The confidante has died, and looking at the person in the painting again, Gu Pan is smiling, charming and charming, which makes Qin Shaoyou, who appreciates the painting, feel pity.He has a heart to cherish each other, but Dan Qing doesn't understand the language, even if it is to explain the language, Cui Hui's heart is only for Pei Jingzhong, will he fall in love with another man again?Cui Hui is painted with a beautiful face and moonlike appearance, but she has no warmth when touched. She is just a cold beauty sealed on paper.But Qin Shaoyou still sighed to the incomprehensible peony flower: "Ruthless, even ruthless is touching." Just one sentence, I don't know how many people's hearts are moved.

In this world, only emotion moves people, only emotion people.People always hate, how many people live for love and die for love.Cui Hui in the painting is not ruthless, but deeply affectionate. It is just a wonderful brush, which can stay in beauty, but cannot describe her deep love.How can Xue Baochai, who lives in the Grand View Garden, be a real cold beauty, but no one sees her sleepless in the middle of the night, lovesick like rain.She knows that the world is unpredictable and as deep as the sea, so she dares not love, but only freezes her heart.She knows that life is full of clouds and smoke, and it is all illusory in a blink of an eye.It's better to have no love and no hatred, being a ruthless person is more exciting than a passionate person.

However, what is sentient being?What is ruthless?Just like us, we still have no way of knowing whether the flowing water failed the Luohua, or the Luohua failed the flowing water.
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