Chapter 60 Start and end with the power of insomnia

Recently, insomnia is very serious. Even if I force myself to lie on the bed, I still wake up until dawn with my eyes closed.Then I don’t feel sleepy during the day, and I wonder if I’m about to become a fairy.What God favored me more is that during the period when my insomnia was more serious, the European Cup was arranged, which was really a shame.If you can't fall asleep, you can get up and watch the ball, which is much more practical than getting up and watching ghost movies if you can't fall asleep. I don't know if insomnia is a kind of person who is about to be appointed by the gods. Anyway, things have been going badly lately, my luck has been used up, and I always lose in betting with myself.And the thing that makes me feel most unlucky recently is that I missed a classic moment on the football field.Seeing that Spain was leading Ireland 4-0, and it was not long before the end of the game, it must be a dead end. I turned off the TV on impulse to see if I could fall asleep.In the end, I still couldn't sleep, and there was no ball to watch, so I had to cut fruit with my mobile phone for more than half an hour.But when I opened the webpage the next day, the screen was full of news that the Irish fans collectively sang and moved the world. I immediately looked for the video to watch, but I definitely couldn’t find the kind of emotion that I could continue watching the live broadcast last night. Oops, I am so sorry!

Most of the day today was spent introspecting, why did I have to turn off the TV so much in advance, I missed such a touching scene, I really did my own crimes, all kinds of imbalances in my heart, blaming others is useless.Then this sad and indescribable grievance began to continue, reminding me of many classic moments that I missed due to various accidents.There were two times that were more uncomfortable: when I was watching the NBA, Master Joe's second three-peat, and the last game against the Utah Jazz.That's right, it was the moment when he dedicated the most exciting steal and lore in history. I rode my bicycle home for dinner at noon. If I could pedal faster or start earlier, I would definitely be able to witness it with my own eyes at the first time. It's a pity that the accident happened Wrong, when I got home, the awards were already being presented.Another time was the quarter-finals of the 2002 World Cup, when England played against Brazil, yes, it was the classic game where Owen was born and Beckham was sent off. I fell asleep under the exhaustion, and when I opened my eyes, everything was over. The kind of crying without tears is no less tragic than forgetting my girlfriend’s birthday. I still remember it deeply...

After reflecting on this matter for a day, I really summed up a little experience.Basically it's a mentality issue.I mean, it's a kind of inertia.It is meaningless for many fans like me to insist on watching the whole game when the result of the game has been determined.Back then, whether it was A-A or the Chinese Super League, our friends made appointments to watch the scene together many times, cheering and cheering, but when our home team was behind and would lose, we would basically scold our mother and advance the game. leave.And in those games, there were not a few fans who also left the stadium early. This is the general mentality of most people like me.

The Irish fans really taught us a lesson. When we cursed our home team and the national football team at various times, the Irish fans supported their own team without hesitation, insisted on finishing the game, and sang together. This is a kind of Respect for the players and the team, a love for football. I decided that as long as I watch the rest of the European Cup, I will insist on watching it until the end, until the players who play the game go back to the hotel and sleep. I will not sleep, ahem, anyway, I have insomnia.