Chapter 39 Remember Lai Jun and Pi Jun

When I was wandering around the Internet that day, there was an avatar on QQ that jumped up. I didn't know who it was, so I clicked on it.The first sentence is: "Repent!" This is a sentence in the New Testament, but it was recently quoted by Tolstoy.At the time of the Russo-Japanese War, Mr. Tuo wrote a letter to the emperors of Russia and Japan, which began with this sentence. But if you say that, are you accusing me? I called back and asked, there was a friend over there, and when he saw me coming, he came to ask, "Have you ever written anything for Lai Bao and Pi Bao at home, sir?" I said "no".He told me, "Sir, let's write a little bit, they are still some puppies we still like."

This is what I know. Anyone who has raised dogs or cared for them will never get bored. Probably because smaller dogs are often loved by people. Those who have a lot of dog owners around raise them and give them away. I have raised and raised it again, but I have never planned to give it away when I am tired of raising it. Perhaps I have never regarded dogs as pets, but I think they are living beings. I have long felt the need to write something, and I will often watch and suspect What do they think about, my friend reminded me very well, although this has nothing to do with Yu Youjun, but for me, it can only be like this.I just needed to write something.If I can know that they will think about some problems, then naturally I can think about it more, that's what I always think about-but, now, that's all I can do.

Then write it down. On the floor of my house, two dogs can be seen running around, one is a bitch and the other is also a bitch. Often they are no longer found in the house, nor anywhere.You can find them during the day, but they are much quieter at night, and you can't find them in the house. They have been together for a long time, and the habits are quite familiar. How about going to the balcony to have a look? Sure enough, they were on the balcony, lying on the ground, so depressed, they didn't pay attention to each other, but they didn't know what they were thinking.It is not appropriate for them to lie here at night, so I persuaded them to go back to the room, maybe because of the hot weather, they were very reluctant, I was never strict, so I took a stick Small steel pipes invite them into the house.

However, I stayed on the balcony and did not return soon. I really like the night sky, the night sky above is strange and high, I have never seen such a strange and high sky in my life, it seems to leave the world, so that people can no longer see it when they look up.But it is very blue now, with dozens of stars shining in its eyes, cold eyes.It smiles at the corner of its mouth, seems to think it means something, and spreads the frost on a few piles of shit on my balcony. I yawned, lit a cigarette, puffed out the smoke, and silently thought about the people far away facing the night sky.

Maybe I don't think much, but I probably can't think more comprehensively. The world is like this, and it always is like this. When I got back to the house, the two dogs surrounded me. The little dog named Pi Bao came to my house for a few days, and followed him back for no reason. If it wasn't fate, I don't know how to explain it.When I first came here, it hid all the people who came to pay for it at home. It was very shy when meeting people, but it was not afraid of me. It doesn't take much effort for Pi Bao to get acquainted with Lai Bao, maybe it is still young and treats Lai Bao as an aunt or mother, and always plays together. Lai Bao has been lonely since he was a child, and has never had anything to do with other dogs. They are not used to intersecting at first, but they can let go after a long time, so they often chase and fight around the house, but they have never really turned their faces, and even sleep, they are hugged together.

Lai Bao has been growing up alone, and I was his playmate, and I mostly ignored it, so he was a little melancholy, often staring out the window, and his eyes were mostly sad. I used to guess what he was thinking , maybe it will still remember its biological mother?You came to my house when you were so young, how much can you remember when you were a child? During this period of time, Pi Bao seemed to be infected by Lai Bao as well, and he would lie by the window in a daze for a long time, but he was funny when he stayed there, and fell asleep after staying there for a long time, sleeping on his back, like a piece of quilt It's like a discarded fluffy cushion, I'm afraid there is really nothing to worry about.

Small dogs often make mistakes. They often urinate on the floor, and they don’t know their mistakes after being taught a lesson. There are too many things bitten by it, such as cigarette cases, wires, slippers, rolling paper, towels, socks, pens, etc. Credit cards, and some money in coins.But most things that can be stuffed into its small mouth cannot escape. If you make a mistake, you have to be taught a lesson. Every time you have been trained, Pi Bao always finds Lai Bao to vent, barks and bites Lai Bao, but Lai Bao is not annoyed, and looks like he is taking pleasure in other's misfortune and avoids it. It has become a way for me to provoke them to fight.

As time went on, their relationship became closer and closer, but they separated me more often.Occasionally, when Pi Bao made a mistake and was about to be taught a lesson, Lai Bao looked very impatient by the side, and sometimes he would actually rush to block Pi Bao and me. I was moved by his courage and benevolence, and started to hit it. I often think that the lifespan of a dog is too short compared to that of a human, and I don’t know how long it will be together. I just feel like a child, more like a partner, and there are always many inexplicable feelings.But this kind of affection, I am afraid that it will not last very long like the world.

My original intention of writing this article is actually to thank these two puppies. Most of the work is boring and tiring. They are always around, adding a lot of fun. Seeing their cuteness, when I am happy, I will feel less tired. And I had more courage, so I lit a cigarette, and then I continued to write some words that "gentlemen" and others hated. But most of the time, I can only make eye contact with them. I often think that if they can speak human language, they can sit cross-legged with me and chat about the stock market, the Olympics, and those who cheated me of my hard-earned money. What kind of fun would it be if a pig gave birth to something raised by a donkey?

In fact, I have written a lot of articles, and what I say and write is just to take some truths that I take for granted from the things I have seen and heard in ordinary times. As for the ultimate things, I don’t know.Thinking about it this way, I was speechless, so I could only continue to pick up Mr. Lu Xun's collection of essays and read them.