Chapter 239 Chapter 239 It's Better Than Leaving Later

"My dad sent a car to pick me up," I said. Xiao Fei nodded: "It's better to leave early than late." I didn't even think about what she meant by what she said, I tried not to think about it. Xiaofei wiped her eyes: "Xiao..." She stopped saying Xiaoying's name immediately, "She, she has something for you." I didn't speak, didn't dare to speak, and cried when I spoke. "Come with me, I'll bring it to you." She leads the way. I follow behind. Then, I saw a small shadow on the road... Her black and white photos, black gauze, elegiac couplets, wreaths sent by various units, and neat elegy and prose written by many of her sisters—— The army is like this, what can you do?

I can't even look at it. He lowered his head and just followed Xiao Fei. In the singing of Luo Dayou's vicissitudes of "Your Look", walk silently. I still hold back the tears. Just follow Xiaofei silently. Military Headquarters. The corridor of the female soldiers' dormitory. The familiar smell of the girl's dormitory came over me all of a sudden, the corridor was still messy, nothing had changed. I also heard my own footsteps. I tried my best not to think about how I got here in the past, and what kind of expectations and longings I had at that time. I don't think about it, suppress myself not to think about it.

Xiao Fei is leading me in front—in fact, she doesn’t need to. I don’t come here many times, but in my dream, I come here almost every time. But I can't think of anything right now. Xiaofei walked to the door of their dormitory, and opened it as soon as she pushed it. Then lifted the curtain: "Come in." I will go in. I suddenly saw Xiaoying's bed—it was empty. empty. Xiaoying's bed was really empty. The tears couldn't be controlled all of a sudden, and came out. There was a rushing flow, but there was no sound. Xiaoying's bed was really empty. Nothing is left.

There were two other female soldiers in the room, but when they saw me coming in, they stood up and dared not speak much. Xiao Fei said, "You guys go out first." I just went out, and no one dared to look at me or talk to me. I just stood at the door silently with tears in my eyes and looked at my Xiaoying's bed. Empty, really empty. Xiao Fei pulled me in and closed the door. "It's better to cry, let's cry." Xiaofei couldn't help crying as she spoke. With tears in my eyes, I slowly walked to Xiaoying’s bed—she was on the lower bunk, and she was a clean girl who made the bed tidy and warm every time; she was also a comfortable girl who made the bed every time soft; she is also a girl who loves fragrance, so her bed is always fragrant.

I put my hands on the empty bed board, knelt down slowly, lay my entire upper body on the bed, and pressed my face tightly against the rough and wooden board, so tightly—— I know, this is the bed that Xiaoying slept on. I know, this is Xiaoying's bed. I know, this is Xiaoying... the bed she slept in. I closed my eyes with tears and pressed my whole body and face against the bed where Xiaoying slept—to feel my Xiaoying, my Xiaoying who disappeared as if she had never been here before—where did she go? I dare not continue to think about it. Really dare not. I just closed my eyes and cried for a while.

Xiaofei came over slowly and sat on the bed beside me. I opened my eyes and saw her hand. Gently stroked my face and wiped away my tears. I just cried like that, she wiped away as many tears as I shed. "This is what Xiaoying left for you." Xiaofei gently placed a diary with a blue cover in front of my eyes - we all gave out one of this kind of notebook.