Chapter 232 Chapter 232 Kneeling there

I didn't think about anything, I just knelt there crying and shouting. In my mind, it was really blank. I am very good at controlling myself, otherwise would I still be able to live in this society for so many years? It's just a vent. You're freaked out, you're really freaked out. You don't know what's wrong with me—what's wrong with this black fellow? !crazy? ! I cried and shouted the various numbers of the army, but I really didn't think about anything in my mind. Control, I'm really good at controlling myself. Now that you know these things about me in the past, do you think I can live without controlling myself? !

You are absolutely terrified. Just sitting in the car and looking at me stupidly. ——A black servant like this crying and shouting so heart-piercingly, anyone who saw it would be shocked. What's more, you are a little girl who doesn't understand human affairs? I cried and yelled at the mountains. Heart-piercing absolute heart-piercing. I was tired from shouting and my voice was hoarse, but I was still crying with snot and tears flowing together. My heart hurts, it really hurts at the time. But there was an absolute blank in my mind. Then, I felt a hand pat me gently in the cold drizzle.

"Hi!" You shouted carefully behind me. "Are you OK?" You can't be more careful to ask. I closed my eyes and tears fell silently with the rain. "Shall we go back? I don't want to play anymore." You are still careful and cannot speak more carefully. I suddenly turned around but still knelt and hugged you tightly in my arms and cried loudly. Actually, I didn't know what I was crying but I just wanted to cry. You took a step back at that time, and you were indeed afraid. But how can you be as fast as me? What are fast, accurate and ruthless?

You know now? I buried my head in your waist and cried. I don't know why. I think I really need a hug to cry. That's it. You were so frightened that your face turned pale with fright and you raised your hands and dared not move. I just cried regardless. I hugged you so tightly that you didn't dare to move at all. It took you a long time to carefully say a word, and you gasped and said: "Can you be gentle? You hurt me!" I know I hold you too tightly. You dare not say it, but then you really can't help it. I raised my head and looked up at you in the light rain.

You really look like Xiaoying, you really look like Xiaoying, what I saw at that moment was really Xiaoying—really, at that moment, I didn’t have Xiaoying’s name in my head, but subconsciously I knew that this was the girl I loved the most. Then he left me - but I really can't remember how I left, because I have been used to forcing myself not to remember anything for so many years, and I subconsciously suppress myself when I think about it. You raised your hands and looked at me stupidly: "Brother Xiaozhuang, shall we go back?" do you know?Your voice is exactly the same as hers, you are really one person, really—I won’t lie to you, you carefully asked me on the phone if I could send you Xiaoying’s photo, I didn’t say it but Now I can tell you -- you go look in the mirror, fling your long hair around your head and put on that blue baseball cap -- it's Shadow.

Really, I kid you not.I didn’t dare to say anything on the phone, one is because I’m afraid you will get angry, and the other is that my heart will hurt because I just finished writing the paragraph about Xiaoying going to sleep. What you see in the mirror is Xiaoying. In fact, you are really a person arranged by God to this world. I just met them at different times. ——So, as soon as you spoke, I subconsciously stood up and hugged you tightly and held you in my arms——I really didn’t think of anything, but subconsciously hugged you tightly, hugged you tightly . You are stupid, but you really can't say it before you say it.

Because the next thing I do is kiss you. My snot and tears flowed down your face in conjunction with the light rain. You are really stupid to open your eyes stupidly. ——That's how I took your first kiss away. You are stupid and don't know what to do, but you can't push me away—how can you be as strong as me? You just bite me but do you think I'm afraid of pain? I let go of you because I can't breathe myself.