Chapter 206 Chapter 206

Sad—— Do you know what this word means? As I recall now, this is a small village, and the lines of fire on both sides are actually not that big—there are UNPF observation posts in large places, and old observers are watching. Generally, there will be no accidents there, and the international community must be taken care of. Influence—but this kind of massacre among the people has indeed always existed. You really don't have a temper. If you catch up, you will maintain peace, if you fail to catch up, you can only clean up. I involuntarily clenched my rifle and hung it on my chest, and even put it on my shoulder. The muzzle of the gun was facing down. I was completely preparing for rapid fire-I am a special forces soldier, this is my instinctive reaction, but what am I rapid fire? Where is the rapid fire? !

Where is my target? ! Where is my enemy? ! ——I am a soldier and a soldier of the peacekeeping force. It is my responsibility and obligation to maintain world peace and stop war killings—but how do I maintain peace and stop killing? ! I am a soldier, I wear a military uniform, I have a gun in my hand, I am a martial artist, and I have practiced hard for three years—but in this scene where such human tragedies have occurred due to the chaos of war, do I have an egg? ! ——I am a warrior, a soldier, I want to protect the weak, but how should I protect? ! I witnessed the tragedy of killing but I can't do anything? !

Desolation—you don't know the meaning of the word desolation! It's really sad! ——This picturesque country with tropical jungles, this river runs through the beautiful red land by the sea, these hardworking, kind and simple people—what are they killing for? !What are you fighting for? !For what? ! - Sadness! I am a soldier! I am a soldier! ——Do you know how you feel when you are powerless in the face of killing? It's just guilt, in fact, I really don't do my shit, but I still feel guilty! Because I am a soldier!They are all common people! I am really guilty! ——Killing, killing everywhere.

Nothing else but blood flowing like rivers. Nothing but piles of corpses. I don't know how deep is the hatred between human beings?But I have witnessed with my own eyes what is inhumane -- none of the elderly, women and children survived, what is this for? Is there that much hatred? ——Actually, the Kotou High School team was also shocked, as I recall now.The cool feeling on his face is really gone. He has been on the battlefield, but that is war, not massacre! I remember the shock on his face, and it was really the first time he saw this kind of scene. He walked beside me and didn't speak a word.

We can only hear our own breathing—we have to breathe?We are humans, we are animals, we need oxygen? — but do we breathe oxygen? It's... lifeless. The smell of death. Really, I still feel the same way writing this section now. The smell of death, the breath of death. The real killing scene is not the killing you see on TV news or photos, it is far away because you are sitting on the sofa or a comfortable computer chair in your own home! You just walk in the blood with one foot deep and one foot shallow. Inside the slurry after coagulation of human blood. You can clearly hear the soles of the boots being pulled out of the blood with a gurgling and gurgling sound.

That sound is so jarring that you will never forget it for the rest of your life. This is war, this is massacre, this is killing! ——After many years, I really wanted to cry when I sat in front of the computer. And at that time, I was really weak in my legs - I used to think that I was such a bird, but when I really came to this place, I knew, I was an egg?Watching the fire from the other side is just watching the fire from the other side. Only when you come yourself do you know what is going on with the war massacre? ! My legs are really weak - I won't be shivering. After all, I am a special soldier of the Chinese Army and I am abroad or on foreign affairs occasions.

But my heart is definitely shaking. Just walk in the blood river step by step. It's time to line up the corpses. I saw a group of people working, all from the peacekeeping force. When I looked up, you know what I saw? ! ——Xiaoying! She was also inside, recording with snot and tears! Xiaofei and the others are all inside.There are also female soldiers in peacekeeping medical teams from other countries. There are really only small shadows in my eyes! She just recorded one by one with snot and tears! There are old people, women, children, and children under her feet—and, really, all kinds of deaths!

My little shadow is walking inside, walking, recording one by one. she cry! —I know her, how can she not cry? I looked at my little shadow, crying and doing my own work. I just looked at her and I didn't know what to do. She wiped her tears and looked up to see me. We're right in the river of blood right in the corpse right in the middle of the end of the live war where the smell of death kills. Then look at each other. Her face was pale and tears were still flowing. My face was pale and there were no tears, only shock and fear. We just looked at each other. When I looked at her, I suddenly remembered something.

——Today is her 20th birthday. Yes, that's it. A 20-year-old girl. A girl who likes flowers, scents, beautiful clothes, and shopping. A weak and pretty Chinese girl. Many years ago, at the scene after the killing, I just looked at me with snot and tears—an 18-year-old Chinese soldier. She had just turned 20 that day.