Chapter 152 Chapter 152

My breathing was getting faster and faster, and my fire was burning hotter and hotter. I picked up my rucksack, helmet and weapon, raised it high, then fell viciously to the ground, took off my armband viciously, fell to the ground, stepped on it viciously, and finally took off my camouflage uniform top, camouflage short-sleeved shirt viciously and fell on the ground! I viciously shouted with all my strength: ——"I'll fuck you dog-headed brigade! I quit!" After shouting, I cried and tears flowed, not for myself, but for the fate of the soldiers.As I recall now, in fact, my understanding of war and soldiers, especially small soldiers, began to gradually form at that time.

He was still looking at me, but the muscles in his face twitched. I just shed tears, bare my arms and exposed my dark and thin flesh with some scars on it, and I just looked at him so viciously. He just looked at me crying silently, without saying a word. No expression either. That's what I yelled at an army colonel many years ago. Not because he's a colonel, I'm a corporal. Then I definitely wouldn't yell like that. It's because I used to treat him as my brother—or rather, as my father. Yes, "was", that word is important. Because at that moment, all my feelings for him were ruined by his betrayal.

As I said, I am an emotional person. Always has been and still is. But many years ago, the first time I was betrayed by someone I trusted, it was him. And he is so important to me. Do you think it was easy for me when I was 18? Hehe, believe it or not, but that's how I came here step by step. Yes, a soldier's story. I didn't force you to believe it, but I hope you don't insult my youth. Because at that time, I was really pure. How many people have actually been minions? I have no idea. How many people have actually stayed in the atmosphere of the army? I do not know either.

People who have never been a soldier, who have been fooled at the bottom of the unbreakable pyramid of the army, will not understand how I felt back then.A small soldier is a pawn on the chessboard of a war general; in the newspapers and magazines you read, it is a boring number or a strange face, which will not arouse any sympathy from you, or you still feel that killing is not enough ;In a world where everyone likes to see ideas and novelty, it's no surprise that Minions. Yes, of course there are sacrifices in war, and they are all understood. Xiaobing himself understands everything, and he doesn't know what to say.

But what was sacrificed was not a lifeless body under the military uniform. It's people, real people. They are not your relatives and friends, not your lovers, not your brothers and sisters, but it does not prove that they do not have these. I have a very early public service announcement video, and the picture is very rough.It was given to me by a friend of a TV station. It was transferred from the earliest 4/3 tape. It is very old and has a sense of history. It seems that it was just picked up from a copy a hundred years ago. It is yellow. Rough. I don't know which TV station filmed it, but I guess it is the earliest batch of public service advertisements in China.

On the screen is the face of a small soldier, he is wearing a steel helmet, he is only 17 or 8 years old, and he is still ignorantly looking at the camera in a daze, not knowing what this guy is doing.He was in the back compartment of a military vehicle, poking his head out of the tarpaulin, and he could see the butt of the 56 submachine gun he was carrying behind him.Apparently the Southern Front at the time. I can't even hear the music, and I don't need it. The subtitle reads: When they were children, they died for our republic.Let's not forget them... Today, I don't know how many people have not forgotten them?

Instead of posting photos of the violent killings of the war on the BBS, you really use your heart as a person to perceive these young lives.What are they going through fire and water for? ——How many people still remember their young faces?How do their smiles still live in the hearts of their loved ones?How do their relatives, friends, lovers and lovers spend the days without them? —Have you thought about it? Pat yourself on the heart, have you ever thought that they are human too? ——I can't read this ad, but I took it out to read it just now. I can't help but watch this ad because I know they're minions too.

Same as we were back then. Oh, it seems to be political education?It's actually nonsense, it has nothing to do with me, I don't care about that. I just wanted to say, what if it were you? If it was you who was betrayed at the age of 18, and you treated him as your father and God, would you still not know why Xiaozhuang was so desperate? — To betray is to betray. Whether it is war, exercise, or peacetime.