Chapter 28 Chapter 28 Difficulty in Writing

To be honest, I now find a difficulty in writing again, that is, how to integrate.Once those days and nights are recalled endlessly, it makes my mind messed up.Crossing the quagmire is just the most basic and basic subject in the training syllabus of the special brigade, and it is not considered the physical training of the special forces, because it is just to let you get used to what is going on when you are covered in mud and wet. What we like the most is to soak and roll in the mud, because it is quite comfortable to get used to rolling in the mud without running, climbing, or hammering.If I write like I am now, I really can’t finish writing in a year, because the basic training patterns of special forces are beyond your imagination. For example, there are duck walks, small carts and other messy things. I am in the reconnaissance company. I have never been in contact with it, and I didn't have time to reflect on it at the time, but now I think about it and I have a deep impression.

I am not writing popular science articles but novels, so I think I still have to write stories, characters, and my gang of newly-acquainted brothers, including the officers and non-commissioned officers of the Gobold Brigade. In fact, I have to re-edit the subtitles of these sections now, but if it is too late, I will use it like this first, and then I will seriously revise it when I publish a book.If I want to publish a book, I will write a sentence on the title page: "Dedicated to my eternal platoon leader——Chen Pai!" The plan to publish the book was not finished yet, but someone sent me a short message asking me to stop posting it and publish the book.I thank him for his kindness, but I have to post it, because I did not write this novel alone. At the beginning, it was my tears and feelings, and now I also have yours; After posting here, I’m sorry everyone. The last thing I want to do is to be sorry to the person who puts my true feelings on me, otherwise I will feel guilty for the rest of my life.

Well, let’s get to the point. I have to talk about our new training team first, because they are all bad guys from various reconnaissance companies. Of course, including me, do you think I was not good enough back then?If I am still the squad leader in the army and I have such a recruit under my command, I will definitely deal with him. If Birdman doesn’t deal with it, he will definitely feel upset, so everyone should understand Lao Pao and understand the dog head high school team. This is what it should be It's just that I have a rather twisted temper. My mother said that I was like a Mongolian cow since I was a child.Later, I found out that I didn’t completely change my temperament through suffering and torture in the army. Instead, I changed my personality within a year of being in the society. It can be seen that it is not the army that really changes my temperament, but the hard things you can’t see in society.Oops, it's getting too far, let's go back to the topic.

An honest pawn can make a good or even the best infantryman, the best artilleryman, armorer, automan, cooker but never the best scout.I won't say what the reason is because I'm going to go further, I'll just talk about the nature of the top scouts I saw in the martial arts competition. Our new training team that year consisted of 20 people, three second lieutenants, sixteen non-commissioned officers and one private.Except for this small tail that is particularly surprising, the ratio of the rest of the officers and soldiers is roughly within the ideal range of the Kotou High School team.Special operations officers and special operations members are all produced step by step from such second lieutenants and non-commissioned officers-the special brigade is famous for eating off-the-shelf, and it likes to pick the best trained by other troops, so the companies of other reconnaissance companies When Chang Zai sent his soldiers away, he was both proud and hurt in his heart. It was like digging out the apex of his heart.

The special brigade was actually willing to ask for non-commissioned officers, but there was no clear regulation back then, and I don’t know if there was any later, but it’s still impossible for ordinary two-year conscripts to sneak in, and the military quality is there.I'm not saying that I'm a genius, I'm not that I'm just a thorn, the chief officer who is a thorn everywhere in the army can't do it, don't clean up my inadequacy, I'm absolutely in a bad mood.Because I am stabbed and tough, I mixed into the new training team and continued to stab the dog's head high school team and the dog's head special team that he is proud of.

But in the new training team, I suddenly understood my disadvantages. First, I am not a non-commissioned officer, but a two-year conscript. In their eyes, I will leave soon. It is impossible to mix here for a long time, and it is a waste of manpower and material resources to train me; second, although my results in the scout competition are not bad, but I am indeed the 21st one who made up for it, because there is a body that is not suitable for me. I just came here, so I am still a second-rate role in the eyes of the people in the dog head brigade and the brothers in our new training team. This first impression is very problematic, because the scores are on the ballpoint pens and paper clips of those dog head officers and non-commissioned officers ;Thirdly, the scout competition is a dead subject. To put it bluntly, the training is an exam-oriented education. I just trained for the competition. The new training team in June is not just a few items, and I don't have a series of experiences such as real field training and raid exercises. To put it bluntly, I am still a new recruit. Can't understand.

At that time, I was lying on my own bed, writing letters to Xiaoying under the dim light, and listening to the old oily people around me talking about which year's exercise, which year's residential training, which year's training camp, and which year's training camp. what! Can I get through this?I was really skeptical at the time.I am not afraid of hardships. Soldiers are born to endure hardships, but the score is not just because you endure hardships, because it is a comprehensive evaluation that does not look at the items of your scout competition.To be eliminated, the first one is to eliminate me.And I can't be eliminated, which means that I must have an absolute advantage in the new training team.We are not saying that there is any elimination ratio. If all pass, the dog head brigade will keep them all, but if they fail, they will be sent back to you without any sympathy.I wrote a letter to Xiaoying, and as I was writing, my nose started to turn sour, thinking of my Chen Pai.

I closed my eyes and let the tears flow for a while, then wiped them off, and poked my head out to look at my lower berth: "Squad leader, will my chat with you succeed?"