Chapter 9 9 Vera goes to the office

I go to the office every morning.A very short road with a short section through the city green.Every morning, as I walk this stretch of the road, I think it would be nice if I didn't have to go to the office.Sit under a big tree and open a book.Reading, but more is to see how other people go to work.Then, when everyone was gone, I got up and walked in the other direction.Drink coffee and smoke.Maybe, just waiting for those people to come back from the office and walk into the night.Then, I threw the cigarette butts at those people's feet.I don't know who arranged my life.Maybe it's because I had a baby very early that everything was so bad.But maybe life is bad enough to make it all so bad.Now, I have to go to the office.I don't know why I have to go to work.The only thing that makes me happy is having a thought waiting for me in the office.The idea, it goes like this...that is, our boss walks into the office excited, he has a very important visit.A billionaire from Brazil who came for certain contracts.Then the proprietor said: Ladies, please be quiet, I have to make some fresh coffee, and if I will be allowed to choose, then Miss Vera.Then, I walked straight into the boss's office with my coffee in hand.I saw the man in the office, he was very handsome.He looked like Rutger Hauer.I don't know if a Brazilian looks like Rutger Hauer.But anyway, I immediately kissed him.My boss died of a sudden heart attack.I took the elevator with that man.We bonded together for the first time in the elevator.This is something that never happens in real life.Well, long story short.I drove with him to his estate.As you can imagine, this thought lasted me for a while.How sad I would be if I were to stop fantasizing.Sometimes I think, if only I could believe in something, it would be great!Like believing in a certain political idea or something like that.But who would believe anything today?All men are idle, expecting to be bestowed upon them with a thought.Of course, these are also ideas, but these ideas lack necessity.So everyone is just looking forward to it blindly.The people I know have either become unfathomable or very worldly.In short, they are not happy.I go to the office.I would drink coffee first, and then I would think about the man who would change everything.