Chapter 6 Six, it will be bitter

Funo stayed at home for three consecutive days.Of course not without leaving home.In the past three days, I have gone out to meet with editors, interview, and attend friends' publication commemorative parties. Every time he went out, Funo told his wife where he was going and when he would come back, and he basically went home on time.In other words, Funo's actions are limited to the time and space that his wife understands. Therefore, my wife's mood gradually improved.On the first day, his wife hardly said a word to Funo.The next day, the two had questions and answers.On the third day, when Funo was writing, his wife took the initiative to bring coffee.

The children who were sensitive to the improvement of their parents' relationship talked and laughed at dinner, and the family of four sat around the dinner table.This is the so-called family harmony and reunion. However, in this vortex of happiness, Funo vaguely felt some regrets. Is it really going on like this?What happened to the old lady next door, what happened to the classmates at school, what happened to my ears every day, can I write excellent articles in this leisurely atmosphere that lacks excitement and tension?Harmony and leisure in the home are indeed the basis for peace of mind at work.However, once addicted to it, it is very difficult to extricate yourself from it.

At the class reunion, some male students said: "My family members are all in good health, which is good", "Health is more important than anything else".Others just talked about outings and playing tennis.These people seem to be content, but are they really happy?Men who are passionate about work don't always talk about health and family, and they talk about these things in a few words.It's more about future work plans and the future.If you regard family and health as paramount, you are not worthy of being a man with strong ambitions, which means you have no ambitions.

Fengye doesn't want to be that kind of man, and doesn't want to be proud of the family. However, Funo is undoubtedly in this family carnival.Seeing that the family is happy, but I am depressed.It might be puzzling, but there are people like that in real life. Perhaps this character has something to do with Funo's freelance work. Office workers can get by as long as they follow the rules.Freelancers can only move forward if they motivate and spur themselves from time to time.Standing still is tantamount to going downhill, and no one will come to give you a hand. Whether you can do a good job is entirely up to you.Indulging in family stability can create an uneasy feeling of being left behind by others.The growth of children is certainly important, but the more pressing issue is the development of one's own career.Some people may think that Funo's work can make people give full play to their individuality.But looking at it from another angle, it also caused a high level of mental tension.

In short, in the atmosphere of family carnival, Funo felt uneasy inside. This feeling of uneasiness is not only due to anxiety about work, but also because of the inseparable feelings for Li Zi. It's okay to stay at home honestly for one or two days, but by the third day, I can't hold back my longing. It's been more than half a month, and Lianzi hasn't called.It seems that calling Funo's house means admitting defeat to Funo's wife. Funo knew that Takako would not call, but she often stared at the phone expecting to hear her voice suddenly. Funo hates himself for being impatient and a bitch.However, the desire to see Yuzi is even more urgent.

What is she doing now?Suddenly, there was no news of her at all, she must feel strange.Or give her a call. On the afternoon of the fourth day, Funo couldn't bear it any longer, so he made a phone call to Ryoko's company.Knowing that Lianzi didn't go out and went to work normally every day, she was relieved and decided to endure another day. However, for Funo, four days is the limit.On the fifth day, on the way to the workplace, Funo made a phone call to Ryoko's apartment. Funo made a phone call every time before going to the apartment.In case Lianzi isn't around, I'll make a trip to Kitazawa for nothing.Or it's inconvenient to have guests there.

Normally, I would go home directly after get off work, but today is Saturday, will I go shopping with my friends?To be on the safe side, Funo still called first.Li Zi immediately answered the phone. "it's me." "Oh, long time no see." Takako's voice was surprisingly kind. "How are you?" "Fine. How about you?" "It's still the same, just busy." "Really, you worked hard." His tone was contrived, as if he was talking to a stranger. "Are there any guests?" "Yes, please call again later." "Hey, hey, wait. I'm not done yet!"

"That... I can't take care of it now." "Who's here?" "Don't worry, goodbye." After he finished speaking, he put down the microphone. Even if there are guests, there should always be time for one or two more sentences.Judging from her tone, she almost said "hate". Funo thought, I am afraid that the child is angry because he ignored her these days.However, I always think of her in my heart.If he hadn't tried his best to restrain himself, he would have called long ago.I also called the company yesterday, but unfortunately she was out on errands.How come the son doesn't appreciate it.

"I have to go and see." Funo walked a few steps in the direction of the Odakyu Line station and stopped again. What if it was Yuko's boyfriend who came? Takako rarely brings friends home.But the tone of the voice just now was so artificial, and it was Saturday night.Could it be that the guest is that young man named Kitano? That's right, I heard music over the microphone, as if a tape recorder was on.It seems that the room is not as noisy as many people have come, it seems that there are only two people listening to music quietly. Funo turned and walked towards the payphone.

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and there were people strolling on the weekend night everywhere. Most of them were young men and women, and there were also whole families, old and young, who were dispatched together. Occasionally, couples who looked like old couples and young wives could be seen.Funo walked through the crowd back to the side of the phone just now. Funo hesitated whether to call to implement it.However, on the one hand, Rinko might not tell the truth, and on the other hand, depending on Ronko's character, he might say deliberately, "He's my boyfriend." Therefore, Funo wanted to ask but didn't dare to.

However, I felt unwilling to go back so disheartened without asking clearly.Funo collected himself and dialed the dial. The bell rang for the third time in a row. Funo estimated that someone should answer it, but no one answered until the sixth ring. When the tenth ring, Funo hung up the phone.Then, dial again. There is no wrong number.Funo dialed the dial again and again this time, but no one answered. what happened?Funo suddenly became suspicious.At this time, the person waiting outside to make a call was already impatient, and put his face on the glass of the phone booth to look in. Funo withdrew from the phone booth and gave the phone to someone outside. It was still there just now.Weird thing! Are you going out?But when she answered the phone just now, she didn't mean to go out.That said, they might be kissing... Thinking of this, Funo ran to the Odakyu Line station in three steps at a time, bought a ticket, entered the platform, and jumped on the express train. From Shinjuku to Shimokitazawa, the express train is only two stops away.Funo has been standing in the car, looking at the window, thinking about the young man and his son. If they kiss, I will never stop. "It's too presumptuous! That's my woman!" Hearing my shout, the young man had to run away in fright. Whatever excuse you can find, I have the key here, can you still prevent me from entering the house? Speaking of which, this house was still rented with Funo's money, so it should be said that this house is jointly owned by two people.It would be too brazen to bring other men in.That kid is thick-skinned enough, you can't let him go just because he is young. Funo felt hot all over, and the blood surged upwards. After getting out of the car, Funo had new worries as he approached Bunko's apartment step by step. If that kid is really in the house, what should we do?What I thought of in the tram was to scold him sharply.Wouldn't it look like I didn't have self-restraint? In addition, after being reprimanded by him, will that kid quit obediently?If he came to ask unreasonably: "What do you do?" How should I deal with it? Will Lianzi yell to herself "Get out of here"?If this is the case, Funo will be ashamed.It's really embarrassing to be kicked out at such an age. Funo didn't want to be ashamed, nor did he want to be so useless. Walking and walking, I have seen the apartment of the son.The building is white, which is particularly eye-catching at night.Funo came to the left side of the entrance of the apartment, stopped and looked up to observe the room of the child. The lights are on, but the curtains are drawn.There must be someone in the house.So what does it mean that no one answered the phone just now? Funo held his breath and continued to look up. At this time, it seemed that someone was about to come out from the apartment, so Funo walked away quickly. What came out was a man in his thirties wearing a coat.After Funo let him pass, he got into the public phone booth in front of the apartment. Funo still did not have the courage to go directly into the house, he first took a deep breath, and then began to make a call after breathing steadily. "Hey, where are you?" "Just in front of the apartment. You have guests, I dare not disturb." Funo's words were thorny.But the voice of Lianzi was loud: "I've been back long ago." "Then I'll go up." Must be the man who went out just now?Funo looked back when he got out of the phone booth, but the man was nowhere to be seen. When I entered the room, I saw Lianzi sitting on the sofa listening to records.In his right hand he held a glass filled with brandy.There are two coffee cups on the table. "Is it nice? Have you heard it?" The melody is soothing, the lyrics are in English, Funo can't understand. "Did you listen to this record with that guy?" "No, we're just talking." "You're so good, dare to bring a man into the house." Funo has been standing, eyes scanned everything in the house. "They sent me back specially, just to treat him to a cup of coffee." "It's that Kitano, right? I met him just now." "No, he's been gone for a while." "What were you doing when I called you?" "What are you doing?" "You didn't answer the phone. But you did before then." "Oh, about the time I sent him out." "Hey, did you send it outside specially?" Watching Funo take out the wine glass and pour the brandy by himself with a grunt, Bianzi asked with a smile: "Are you jealous?" "That kind of man is not worthy of my jealousy." "Then why do you ask again?" Funo put down his wine glass and grabbed the wrist of Bianzi. When there is a conflict between a man and a woman, the one who is emotional always loses, and the one who can keep calm and calm wins.Funo deeply understands all these reasons, but can't control himself.Funo used too much force, he dragged the scorpion forward and staggered a bit. Funo's original intention was just to hold on to Bunko, so when Bunko's face came close to him, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and then took advantage of the situation to hug Bunko, and the two of them fell to the ground together. "What are you doing?" 袊子 broke away from Funo's hand and tried to get up.Funo, however, made mistakes and made mistakes. He pressed heavily on Sakako, pressed her shoulder with his left hand, and freed his right hand to unbutton Sakako's shirt. "let me go!" Funo twisted his upper body, but Funo ignored him, and suddenly tore off the buttons of his shirt. "You let go!" The son screamed loudly.When Funo's hand stretched out to the edge of the skirt, Bunko scratched Funo's face with his hands with long nails. "pain……" Taking advantage of the moment of Funo Gomori's pain, Ryoko got up.Funo immediately threw the scorpion down from behind again. Lianzi kicked one end of the table, and the vase fell off.White and yellow chrysanthemum petals were scattered on the waist of the scorpion, and the socks were wet with water. "Hate!" Bianzi cried again, and Funo retracted his outstretched hand, and tossed and tossed in this small apartment room, and the neighbors could hear it. After Funo stood up panting heavily, Bianzi also hurriedly got up. "What happened to you today?" Funo do not know how to answer. When he asked about the young man, he was so annoyed at the moment when he asked back, "Then why do you ask?", he stepped forward and grabbed his wrist.After calming down and thinking about it, I was so impulsive about this matter, I looked like a young man. "What an idiot." As she spoke, she took off her wet socks and began to gather together the petals that were scattered on the ground. "It's all torn!" Hanzi covered the buttoned up shirt with her hands, picked up a rag and wiped the wet floor. Funo sat down on the sofa and took a sip of the brandy in the glass. "Hey, are you angry?" "nothing……" Although Lianzi's tone was cold, he was not very angry. Funo left the sofa with the wine glass in his hand, and moved his mouth from behind to the neck of the child.Such a move is tantamount to a declaration of surrender.But what's the use of saving face? "I miss you." Just as Funo's mouth was about to kiss the ear of the child, the child flashed lightly, picked up the vase and walked towards the sink. "Do not you miss me?" "You're such a weirdo!" "why?" "Break in suddenly, after making a fuss, immediately say what you miss me..." "Then I can't help it." "Just make up your own mind!" Now that "I miss you" has been said, the best way to do it at this time is to keep a low profile to win the favor of the son. "Hey, I said, can you?" "what?" Lianzi walked towards the closet, as if looking for a piece of clothing to replace the unbuttoned shirt.Funo chased behind and continued to beg. "I want you." "I beg you!" Naiko finds out a new sweater and sighs. "There's really nothing I can do about you." "I can speak from the heart." "You go to bed first, I'll go right away." Funo obediently entered the bedroom, got into the quilt after taking off only his underwear. The two basically reconciled, but Funo was humble enough.However, because of this, it seems that it can be exchanged for hugging the son. That's right, four days of no news, and then a sudden outpouring of jealousy, the price can only be recognition.It seems that Lianzi has no intention of having an affair with a young man, and perhaps he should be satisfied if he can implement this point. This time it was the same, Funo hugged Bianzi, relieved to see her satisfied.After being hugged and satisfied, Lizi returned to her original lively and lovely appearance. "You are too reckless!" Lianzi smiled kindly. "But you didn't answer the phone, which made me think you were kissing that man." "You also have the key to this house, how can I be so stupid?" "However, there's a good chance you'll do something stupid when you're in a trance." "If you really want to do it, you have to change to a place you don't know." "Did you tell the truth?" Funo grabbed the scorpion, and the scorpion twisted. "You're obsessed with me too!" "It's okay..." Negation is negation, obsession is fact. "Aren't you the same?" "I'm not like you!" "Then why are you naked next to me?" "You said you wanted me!" "No matter what, if it's a man you don't like, don't you do it?" "This..." "Obviously. What would you do if a young man wanted you now?" "Let me think about it." "Hurrah……" Funo grabbed Bianzi's mouth in one bite, and Bianzi got up softly.Just then, the phone rang. "Let go..." 袊子 pushed Funo's head away, put on pajamas to answer the phone. Eleven o'clock has passed, whose call will it be?Funo looked up and listened. "Hey, hello, who is it?" After asking three times in a row, Lianzi hung up the phone and walked back with a sullen face. "It's not right, and I didn't say anything." "Did the other party hang up when you answered?" "No, it works." Lianzi stood silently, lost in thought. "Don't think about it, go to sleep." Lianzi took off her pajamas and got into bed, but she still didn't calm down. "a?" "General harassing calls." "I'm fine these days. It seems that I still know the details." "Why do you say that?" "The last time you called was when you were here." Lizi insisted last time that it was Funo's wife who beat her, and she still seems to think so now. "To confirm that you are here." "If that's the case, why don't you just ask?" "No, the other party wants to make me neurotic." "how is this possible……" Funo smiled and shook his head.It is uncomfortable to call three times here. "Did you tell your family to come to me today?" "How can I say this?" "The other party knew it intuitively." "Stop guessing." Fei Ting Da Jin just started making out, but now he has returned in vain. "Go to sleep..." Funo pulled the quilt on the two of them, but Bianzi said word by word: "You, go back to your house. I, that's enough. I don't want to cause your wife's resentment because you stay here overnight." "I've said it before, it's just an ordinary harassing phone call, don't take it to heart." "No, it's impossible." "How is it impossible? Is there any evidence?" Funo's words were a bit harsh, and Bianzi put on her pajamas again and left the bedroom. "What's wrong with you?" "My heart is in turmoil and I can't sleep." Funo had to lie alone.The man in the next room suddenly spoke. "Please go back quickly." "No, not going back." If Lianzi asked to go back and go back, it would be tantamount to admitting that the suspect in that phone call was his wife.Funo covered his head with a quilt, turned his back to the living room and began to pretend to sleep. "I want you to go back." Hezi said again. In such a situation before, Funo would quarrel and leave the apartment, and go to the tavern alone to have a drink or two to relax.I've been less impatient these days.Is it tempered?Still getting older? Funo knew that even if the child had a hysterical attack, he would calm down, so he had to wait patiently. It can be said that this is a natural experience that has been tempered many times. As Funo expected, Bianzi drank some brandy and smoked a cigarette. After a while, he seemed to have calmed down a bit, and went into the bedroom again. Funo pretended not to know, still turning his back on each other.But Lianzi picked up the pillow and blanket and lay down on the sofa in the next room. Funo still did not open his eyes, and when he was about to fall asleep in a daze, he heard the phone ring again. In the dead of night, the bell sounded particularly harsh, Funo hurriedly glanced at the clock beside the pillow, it was one o'clock. Through the gap in the sliding door, I saw that Xiaozi was holding a microphone and staring at the ceiling. "How about it?" "Break again." "Weird!" "If it goes on like this, I will have a nervous breakdown." "Or, change the number. Sell this number and buy a new one." "Why? Just for that woman!" "woman?" "Ah... so annoying." Lianzi scratched her hair with both hands indiscriminately, and lay down on the table. Looking at the back of the son, Funo thought, who made the call, could it really be his wife as the son suspected?Or is someone playing a prank?Call again, do you want to come forward yourself? If the other party suddenly hears a man's voice and is caught off guard, he may call out, so he can immediately know if it is his wife. But what if it is really a wife? Funo has the heart to come forward, but also has doubts and fears. In order to confirm whether the wife did it, there is only one way, that is, hang up the other party's phone and call home immediately. The other party may be busy or answer it immediately. It's time to go to bed at one o'clock at night. Answering the phone immediately can prove that the receiver has just been put down. If the line is busy, it means that the receiver has not been put down yet. However, it is really sad to take such a bad strategy to doubt the wife. Why can't they trust each other more? Funo tossed and turned, it was difficult to fall asleep. Woke up in the morning, it was just six o'clock.I don't know when she was lying beside her, still asleep. Funo's eyes lingered on the lackluster face of the child for a while, and got up to go to the toilet. The other day it was light after five o'clock in the morning, but now it is still gray.When I got out of the toilet and was about to go back to the bedroom, I suddenly remembered that it was time for the newspaper, so I walked towards the door.There is a small box containing slippers on the left side of the door, and above the box is the mail delivery port.In the half-light, I saw the white edge of the newspaper.Funo pulled the newspaper into the door, and suddenly remembered the doll seal. The son suspects that his wife did it last time.Shouldn't there be anything today?Funo put on the slippers of the scorpion and pushed open the door. When the door was opened about a third of the way, Funo leaned out his upper body, and at the same time, he seemed to touch something under his feet. "Hey……" Funo couldn't help turning his face away, and then took a closer look, it was still an animal doll.Slightly bigger than last time, it is a white rabbit. After looking down for a while, Funo squatted and picked it up. The white fur is a bit dirty, as if it has been rubbed against the dust of the door, and the ear on the right side has been cut off. "really……" Funo took the rabbit and looked around.In the early morning, there was no one in the corridor, the parking lot in the middle of the buildings was still lit, and it was foggy outside. Funo looked at the rabbit again, and then threw it with all his strength towards the parking lot. After returning to the house, I was in no mood to read the newspaper. Who did it? On the days when I stayed overnight, twice in a row, and the same animal doll was thrown at the door.However, last time it was a seal, this time it was a rabbit.This time the injury was on the ear, which was different from last time. It is no accident that the same thing happens twice in a row. "Is it really my wife?" It's hard to imagine my wife running out in the middle of the night.I have roughly observed at home, and my wife did not show any abnormalities.If you can do that kind of malicious thing, you will definitely show it in your speech and demeanor. But who would it be if it wasn't his wife? The other people who are hostile to him are the Yishan group.However, because the magazine is going to publish a statement of acknowledgment of mistakes, they already intend not to prosecute.At this time, it is not necessary to play such a little trick. Could it be that it was not aimed at yourself, but at the son?But Lianzi couldn't think of an enemy at all. I'm afraid it's just a prank... However, a prank is nothing more than a prank, and two consecutive times cannot help people become suspicious. "strangeness……" When Funo was talking to himself, he saw Bunko shaking his head slightly, and his lips moved slightly, as if in a dream.Funo hurriedly turned his head away. You can't let the son know what happened this morning.Otherwise, it will really cause neurasthenia.In fact, Funo himself is fast neurotic. Funo and Yuzi reunited after a long time, it was a Friday night in early November. On that day, Funo finished the work at hand and met with Yuzi at the west exit of Shinjuku. For a long time, not to mention eating out together, there is hardly even a date outside.After Funo has a workshop, dating and eating are naturally carried out in the house.This is not only unrestrained, but more importantly, it is more economical. Funo sometimes asked Funo to take her to a high-end restaurant for dinner, but Funo never gave a clear answer. As the saying goes, bait is not given to the fish that has been caught.When Funo first met Natsuko, he often took her to high-end restaurants in Roppongi and Akasaka.In fact, the economy was not well-off at first, so Funo once felt rich and invited Sakako to eat sushi rice, and worried that he would not be able to pay for the meal, so he pretended to go to the toilet and count the money in his wallet inside. Compared with that time, Funo has changed a lot. The last time I ate out was when I was looking for a workplace. On the way back, I went to Roppongi to eat grilled steak. It's not that Funo is reluctant to feed the bait, it's just that after getting close, the service level has unknowingly declined. Of course, this does not mean that love is cooling down.In fact, love is deeper than before.This means that it is no longer the superficial behavior of going to a high-end restaurant, but a deep thing. However, women are not allowed to express love only verbally.Women will demand action from men. Today's meal was certainly not the result of such deliberation. Recently, Lizi often drinks and takes walks with young men.Funo, who was unwilling to bow down, thought that it was necessary to have a meal outside with Lianzi, and it happened that tomorrow was Saturday, so he immediately put it into action. In addition, the harassing phone calls and the open-mouthed doll seal did make Li Zi a little nervous.Therefore, Funo also wanted to find an opportunity to comfort her. After meeting at Shinjuku West Exit, the two went to the restaurant together.After taking a seat in an underground French western restaurant, Lianzi looked around and asked Funo: "Why did you take me to such a luxurious place all at once? I feel uncomfortable." "I just treat you to a meal." Lianzi opened the menu that was so big that it almost covered her upper body. After looking back and forth several times, I ordered a platter, raw oysters, and clear soup.For main course veal braised in wine.After the waiter poured the wine, Funo stretched out the wine glass, and with a smile on his face, he went up to touch it lightly.The candle-shaped electric lights on the table were lit, and the elegant piano sound flowed in the dining room. Under the bright and dim lights, Lianzi is still graceful and moving.Although she was not dressed luxuriously, she was elegant, and she should be brought to such a high-end restaurant. "Such a good woman, must not let go." Funo reminded himself again. "Where do you go to eat with the others?" "I never eat with other people!" "Like a young man." "Go to a chicken shop or something cheaper." Funo nodded with satisfaction.As if he suddenly remembered something: "I want to move. Don't blame the phone calls." "Moving another house can be quite a toss." "I'd rather be tired than have a nervous breakdown." The waiter served the raw oysters, and while squeezing the lemon juice on the oysters, Sakuko continued: "I want to move along the Inokashira Railway or along the Toyoko Railway." "Well, it's very close to Shibuya." "Yes, you can take the subway from Shibuya to the company." Indeed, in that case, it would be much closer for Lizi to go to work.But it was far away from Funo's home and workplace. "Shinjuku is known as a neighborhood for young people, and it's not suitable for our age." "Isn't Shibuya the same?" "But Shibuya isn't that lively, is it?" Funo also felt that Shinjuku was too noisy, and he also understood Sakuko's mood to move. However, Funo felt that the real reason is not here.The nasty doll seals, the harassing phone calls that don't speak, etc. are just excuses. In fact, I want to change my way of life. "Isn't it because you want to move and find someone to live with?" "Would I do that? Weird!" Looking at the angry expression of the child, Funo was relieved. "Moving costs a lot!" "I'd like to just buy an apartment." "Do you have that much money?" "My mother gave me a sum of money, and I borrowed the insufficient part from the company." "Have you already planned to buy a house?" "My age is not too young!" To be honest, Funo does not object to his son buying a house.The monthly rent of the current apartment is 80,000 yen.He once said to Lianzi that instead of paying such an expensive rent, it is better to buy a house with a mortgage. However, if I really proposed to buy a house, I have to say something else. For the current apartment, Funo also paid part of the rent.Therefore, even though the room was rented by the son, Funo felt that half of it was his own.However, if Funo buys a house, if Funo doesn't give some money to help, he won't get the sense of belonging to him. Of course, if the money usually given to the son is used for the mortgage, it is equivalent to giving assistance.However, Funo thought that would not be of much use, and would really like to pay the full purchase price if possible.However, it is not possible economically. "If you want to buy a house, it's not easy to find the right one, right?" "Actually, one of the second son Yuchuan is not bad." I feel unfamiliar with this place name, Funo, but I remember it is at the junction of Tokyo and Kawasaki. "17 million yen for a one-bedroom. There is plenty of sunlight and the surrounding is quiet." "How big is it?" "It is wider than the apartment I live in now, the living room and the kitchen are wider, enough for me alone." Funo felt very awkward about "one person", so he closed his mouth and didn't speak. "It's only four or five minutes' walk from the station, and it's also close to the shopping street. It's only fourteen or five minutes to Shibuya." "Has it been decided yet?" "My mother said she would come to see the house with me." Funo has always had a good idea of ​​what Yuzi thinks.When Lianzi wants to do something, he must discuss it with him.Therefore, Funo took it for granted that for such a major event as buying a house, Carry would definitely discuss it with himself in advance. "So you've already thought about it?" "It's not too early, I don't think it's worth paying the rent." "You should have told me earlier." "Hey, I told you earlier, what can you do?" Funo was asked nothing to say.Lianzi has her reasons. Funo has neither the strength to buy an apartment nor the determination to give up the family and live with Lianzi. "I just do my own thing." "But if you put it this way, I really..." "Okay. I don't want to embarrass you." "What does it mean?" "That's what I mean." If you really explain the words, Funo will not come to the stage; if you don't explain it, Funo will be brooding.Funo felt uncomfortable, picked up the knife and asked Jinzi while cutting the meat: "After buying the house, are you going to live there forever?" "That goes without saying, if you can't buy it, why buy it?" "The installment payment will be delayed for ten or twenty years." "Yes, at least fifteen years." If it takes more than ten years to pay off the purchase price, it means that you have to work in the company all the time during this period. In other words, isn't Jinzi going to get married?Will Jinzi still maintain a relationship with herself?In any case, let me explain that Jinzi will continue to work and remain celibate. For Funo, the most ideal thing is that Jinzi is now alone.But when he thinks that Jinzi will need a mortgage to buy a house, he can't help but feel a little worried. Now, Funo is obviously very conflicted.On the one hand, he hoped that Jinzi would never marry in this life, and on the other hand, he felt that letting Jinzi go on like this would be like doing something bad.If Jinzi himself is willing, it seems to have nothing to do with him.However, in fact, it is myself who makes Jinzi stay celibate and not marry, and this responsibility should be borne by myself. "What will happen to our relationship after you buy the apartment and move there?" "how?" "Is this okay now?" "Then what do you want?" "Of course I don't want to break up." "Isn't that the same?" Jinzi picked up the knife and cut off a piece of meat, as if talking about someone else's business. Funo still can't figure out the true meaning of Jinzi.It seems that the purpose of buying a house is not to change the current way of life.Although she has a young boyfriend, she has no intention of breaking up with Funo.This is still acceptable to Funo.However, when I think about letting a woman pay for a house and live in it by myself, I feel uncomfortable. "Hey, I haven't gone on a trip for a long time, do you want to?" Funo wanted to change the subject.It's rare to come to a high-end restaurant and just talk about life, isn't it too heavy? ! "Why are you so amiable all of a sudden? I can't stand it." "Why suddenly? Isn't it always like this?" Funo thought that he was very considerate to the son just now, but he didn't realize that it was just his inner self-feeling, and he didn't show it in action. "I haven't been to Kyoto for a long time." "Okay, let's go to Kyoto. The temperature is high this year, and we can catch up with the red leaves." "Are you really taking me there?" "How about next weekend? I'll make a hotel reservation first." She took a sip of wine. "It's been a few years since I traveled with you?" "I just went to Hakone this spring." "That's when I came back that day!" "The time in Nagasaki was last autumn, right?" No matter how close the relationship is, if you only travel together once a year, it is of course reasonable to go out with others. "Then I have to buy a suitcase, and I should also buy a coat..." "That one is pretty good now." "It's been worn for five years. By the way, you gave it to me." Funo did buy a beige coat for 袊子.Five years have passed in the blink of an eye, and Funo once again sighed with emotion at the rapid passage of time. "You took me on a trip just to please me?" "That's not the case." "I'm not so easy to coax, you'd better explain clearly what you and your wife plan to do!" Lianzi, who was drinking wine, became aggressive in his eyes. Funo thought that if she brought her to such an elegant place, she would forget the unpleasant things, but she didn't expect that things were not that simple.It seems that Yanzi's head is full of his wife's business. "I've always wanted to ask you something." Bianzi sat up straight suddenly. "You really don't want to divorce your wife?" "That's not..." Feng Ye answered while holding the wine glass.Lianzi immediately asked another question: "Does that mean you're ready to break up?" "You suddenly asked..." "But you don't want to marry me at all, do you?" "Of course I'd be happy if I could." "Can, or can't?" Lianzi didn't relax, pressing on step by step.Funo seemed to avoid a positive answer and lit a cigarette. "If you get divorced, there will be all kinds of troubles..." "As long as you want to leave, it's very simple." It's rare for a son to speak so harshly.She was happy just now, maybe it was the alcohol that made her more courageous. "Can, or can't?" Repeatedly asked, Funo was very unhappy.In this kind of place, is it worthwhile to be obsessed with that kind of thing?Can you say something appropriate to the circumstances? "You mean, if I can't marry you, I have to..." "I'm just asking, I won't do anything to you." "You can't answer, can you?" "You are that kind of person! You have always been evasive and vague when you encounter important problems." "However, important questions can't be answered casually, can they?" "It's not a question of whether you can, but a question of whether you want to." Probably no one noticed that the man and woman who were eating amidst the melodious sound of the piano were fighting with each other.Funo didn't want to continue this tiring conversation. If she followed the topic of carrying the child, her words would be endless, even a little crazy.Funo do not want to be the target of this kind of place. "Let's go." After eating the jelly pudding that came up last, Funo stood up. "Wait. Stay a little longer, it's a rare one." Funo didn't want to leave yet, but Funo ignored him and got up to leave the dinner table. After checking out at the payment counter, two people spent 28,000 yen.The moment he took out the money, Funo remembered that his eldest daughter said that he wanted to buy a tennis racket, so much money was enough to buy a racket.However, Funo immediately realized that he was being distracted by family chores again, which was really stingy and worthless. 袊子在存衣处取出外套穿上，然后说道： “去哪儿喝点吧？” 的确，就这么回去，多少觉得缺了点什么。 “歌舞伎町有一家不错，去那儿吧，” “是不是那儿有你的相好啊？” “酒吧嘛，我认识女老板，还有个女孩。” “我看找个有气氛的地方吧。对了，这里楼上的酒吧就不错。” "have you been there?" “去过呀！” 风野不情愿去袊子和别的男人去过的地方，但是又不知道其它更好的去处，只得陪着袊子乘电梯到了三十三层。两边都有酒吧。 “这家好。” 袊子说着就先进去了。靠左手是一排吧台。透过吧台前面摆放的酒瓶，外面的景色一览无余。 “不错吧？” 酒吧的灯光色调为淡蓝色，装饰得很有格调。 “天气好的话，还可以看到富士山呢。” “你看到过吗？” “黄昏时看的，有些模糊。” 风野在脑袋里描画着与袊子一起来的男人。袊子又说道： “下星期真的带我去京都吗？太高兴了。” 袊子要了杜松子酒，风野要了加水威士忌。 刚才还为风野妻子的事牢骚满腹的袊子，这会儿就像什么事也没发生过一样，悠闲地喝着酒。 在这家酒吧坐了约一个小时后，出来后已经过了十点。 饭吃到一半时，两人弄得挺尴尬，现在的袊子心情十分好，主动挽住风野的胳膊。 "Where are we going?" "Go back." 风野已感到疲倦，从早上开始工作，到晚上陪袊子吃饭、下酒吧。现在只想早点回去洗个澡睡觉。 “还早哪，明天是休息日啊。” “行了，快回去吧。” 风野不再商量，拉着袊子上了等候在旅馆外的出租车。 “去下北泽。” 车子开动后，风野对司机说道。 袊子忙问：“去我那儿吗？” "Is it not good?" 袊子沉默了一下，低声说：“不，你回去吧。” "go back?" “今晚上不想留我住下吗？” 风野注视着前方，不再说话。车子驶入甲州街道，两边路灯通明。 “你还放不下那事吗？” "Of course." “没意思……”话说了一半，风野就打住了。刚吃了法式大菜，让袊子扫兴太不值得。 绿色信号灯亮了，袊子把垂下的一绺头发慢慢拢了回去，说道： “现在就去旅行多好哇！” 风野眼睛仍然看着窗外，点了点头，心想：“只要离开东京。或许可以轻松一些吧。”