Chapter 20 Chapter One

haven't seen you for a long time.how are you recently? Sorry to write to you rashly in such a peculiar form. I originally wanted to call you to hear your long-lost voice, but then I thought about it, it would be embarrassing if you had already forgotten me, so I dismissed the idea. That's why I thought of recording everything I want to say to you in the MD and sending it to you.If you think MD is superfluous, you can throw it away, but please be sure to listen to the full text. Do you remember me - I'm R. When I was in the second grade of junior high school, for a short while, I sat in the seat diagonally behind you.I was still wearing long braids back then.

If you still have a little impression of me in your heart, I will be deeply honored. But even if you can't remember me, that's all right. Twelve springs and autumns have passed since graduating from middle school, and the zodiac has also cycled for a week. That was a long time ago. If you can still remember me who is unknown in the class, it will be amazing. I was neither good at studying nor good at sports, and I was useless.She is not cute, and she is not good at communicating with people.So not only in school, but wherever I go, I am a dispensable existence. Contrary to me, you are all-round in studies and sports, your cute face is comparable to an idol, and you are even a man of the women's basketball team.You are deeply loved by the classmates in your class, and everyone recommends you to run for the student union election, so you have no choice but to say: For me, the most important thing is club activities... At that time, I was your loyal fan.

Please don't think I'm so annoying, in fact, I just dream "if only I can become like you". When I was in the same class as you, my eyes always followed you. Every time I see your elegant demeanor when you are called by the teacher to answer questions in class, I can't help but surrender for you.In physical education class, I saw that you are superior no matter what you do, and I admire you from the bottom of my heart. After school, as long as you have a basketball game in the gym, I will definitely go there to watch the game. The way you command your teammates fiercely and dribble and break through like a wind is really charming.Glittering beads of sweat running down your smooth skin like jewels are horribly beautiful.

By the way, do you still remember?You once asked me to borrow a book, it seems to be Richter's Friedrich. I was reading during the break, and you casually asked me, "Is this book interesting?" Perhaps it is this approachable attitude that has won you super popularity. I am really flattered that you can talk to me. I was at a loss and my head went blank. I was so nervous that I couldn't even speak clearly... But your slender eyes were smiling, and you listened patiently to my childish thoughts. "Then after you finish reading it, let me read it." You must not be able to imagine the ripples this short sentence caused in my heart.

This unexpected kind words made me ecstatic. In order to give you the book earlier, I finished reading it all night that night. You and I agreed to return it in ten days, but there was no news for two full months.When you finally returned it to me, you put a self-made card in the book that said "Sorry for borrowing it for so long".There is also a cute cat that looks like you on the card... Although after several changes, the card is no longer with me, but it was once my treasure. Remember me? You are so smart, you must have thought of me who was like air in the class.Even if you only vaguely remember: ah, there is such a person... I will be very happy.

However, you must be surprised by my letter. My friendship with you is only that one book.We never exchanged New Year's cards or summer greeting cards. We also changed classes when we were in the third grade of junior high school, and we didn't cherish each other when we graduated.They each went to different high schools after graduation and have not seen each other since. So why am I sending you such a strange letter all of a sudden?I seem to see your puzzled expression. Frankly speaking, I have no other purpose, just want you to understand my life... that's all. From now on, I will tell you my story from kindergarten to now.

If you hear something that makes you uncomfortable, please press the pause button and just throw away the MD.You are not obliged to listen to everything. But if you are even a little interested, please listen to the end, because I want you to know my life so much. My life--it must be too much for any sane person to avoid, and they must think me crazy. But now I am very happy. Even if others treat me coldly, it will not have the slightest impact on the happiness I feel now.

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