Chapter 14 Chapter Three
In the depths of love, parting is the most feared thing. At the crossing of life, there are many long and short partings that make people caught off guard and lead each other with dreams.In fact, the world of emotions is full of illusions.Some people see the direction clearly and move forward courageously, but some people often get lost at the fork in the road and get confused.How many emotions can wait until the fleeting time to change their appearance and still not change?The intersections that once existed will eventually be separated, and those who hold hands and look at each other will eventually become backs.
From the moment Nalan untied the reins and rode his horse beyond the fortress, he missed his beloved wife all the time.Some people say that Nalan is not a generous person. Although he has been a general and is first-rate in riding and shooting, he can never escape the sentimental temperament of a literati.So Kangxi would not reuse him in government affairs, but he needed such a person to accompany him in life.Not only Emperor Kangxi, but also thousands of people in the world can see their shadow in Nalan.The shadow is related to emotion, and everything in the world is only emotional, and only emotion is moving.Even a hard-hearted person still has a soft side deep in his heart.The reason why Nalan Ci is passed down and recited by people is inseparable from the love character.
When it comes to Nalan, you will think that if life is just like the first time you see it, if you think of it, you are not a rich flower in the world, but if you think of it, I am a melancholy guest in the world.What appeared in front of my eyes was a handsome and melancholy young man holding a scroll, sitting under the open window, and the ground was covered with red outside the window.At this time, Nalan was exiled in the far north of Saibei, the sky was high and the clouds were calm, just like his heart, so wide and untouchable.That kind of void, even if it is piled up with all things, it cannot be filled.On the journey of life, some people see the scenery they want to see earlier, so they realize it earlier; some people see the scenery they want to see later, so they realize it later.Nalan is the one who realized earlier. Enlightenment is not enlightenment, but a deeper understanding of suffering and sorrow.So his heart is like water under ice, flowing day and night, but no one knows.
When Kangxi went on a tour to investigate the people's sentiments, Nalan followed him and only played the role of foil and protection. He never discussed state affairs with him. With Kangxi's sobriety and wisdom, it seemed that Nalan's talent was only suitable for Xueyuefenghua.But Kangxi couldn't do without him, he needed such a poetic courtier by his side to embellish his boring life.Perhaps Kangxi understood Nalan's thoughts better than anyone else, but he is the emperor, and all people in the world can use him.In his eyes, Nalan is not a slave, but a hermit who transcends the world.He restricted his freedom, but envied his chicness, because he could restrain his body, but not his heart.So his heart is still soaked in love, and his creativity can still flow like a clear spring.
Follow Kangxi around in the daytime, what a courtier can do for the monarch is to go through fire and water, and be devastated.Nalan is a committed and responsible person. Although he is dissatisfied with his position, he is dedicated to Kangxi.Kangxi once said to him that even if there is chaos and turbulent waves outside, in Nalan's body, one can see that the country is peaceful and the people are peaceful, and the waves are calm.Nalan is a person who yearns for peace. Such a person is not suitable to participate in politics. His heart is too soft and compassionate.Nalan Mingzhu's power over the government and the public, becoming an important minister of the Kangxi Dynasty, does not seem to have much connection with Nalan Rongruo.Rong Ruo is often hindered by his father's power, which makes him unable to take it easy.At this point, Kangxi knew clearly that he was an emperor and needed to win over all kinds of talents.To some extent, he was more involuntary than Nalan.
In the silent night, Nalan could finally wash off the dust all over his body and indulge in his own world.Cloaked in front of the window, the fire in the house is burning brightly, warming the milk wine outside the Great Wall, he is still more used to the taste of green plum wine.The elegant aroma of the wine reminded him of many childhood memories, those who lost and those who had.Nalan missed his beloved wife, so he took up his pen to fill out "Partridge Sky" and "Qing Ping Le".
Bie Xu Rusi can't sleep, it's like a lonely pillow dreaming of the border city.Because I heard the rain in the third watch of Zisai, I recalled the midnight lights of the Red House.
Sai Hong is gone, when will the brocade be sent?I remember pretending to hold back tears in front of the lamp, but asked if the Ming Dynasty was going to go.