Chapter 39 Chapter Thirty-Nine

She hates the smell of disinfectant. here it is…… Just thinking about it for a while, the brain hurts so badly, it seems to be splitting open. The eyelashes struggled and trembled, it hurt...my whole body hurt. "Xiaoran, Xiaoran... are you awake? Doctor, come quickly! My sister seems to be awake!?" whose voice...? The sound of hurried footsteps came along with the sound of instruments and drips. The one who spoke just now, Lu Ran moved her lips, her voice was extremely hoarse: "Brother..." When I opened my eyes, I saw Lu Qi's anxious expression. He looked lost, and he didn't even have time to scrape off the green residue on his chin.

This reminded Lu Ran of the past when she was seriously injured in a fight with someone and was hospitalized. Lu Qi also looked at her with this expression. Seeing her wake up, Lu Qi pressed her shoulder excitedly: "Don't move, don't talk...wait for the doctor to examine you." Lu Ran obediently closed her eyes. Everything before the coma was repeated like an electric shock, the hand that Zhuang Jing stretched out, the strength that caught people off guard, and the expression of resentment at the end. Like a montage movie with broken layers, with a lingering haze. There is freshly cooked porridge on the table, exuding a faint fragrance of rice.

After the examination, Lu Ran sat up, with bandages on her head and right arm. It was extremely miserable, and the pain seemed to be not hers. Lu Qi picked up the bowl and fed it to Lu Ran one by one. "You have been in a coma for two days. Mom guarded you for a whole day yesterday. Today I couldn't bear to change shifts with me and went to rest first..." Lu Qi explained while feeding, "By the way, Du Han said that he will come to see you later. " After taking a few more mouthfuls, Lu Ran pushed away the spoon and fixedly looked at Lu Qi: "What about Han Moyan?"

Lu Qi was silent for a while. This moment of silence is enough to prove something, Lu Ran: "Where's Zhuang Jing?" Lu Qi: "...still in rescue." So, Han Moyan chose to be with Zhuang Jing? In addition to the soreness that spread into her heart, there was also a pain that almost made her heart throb, and she couldn't breathe. Lu Qi put down the bowl and looked at Lu Ran: "Zhuang Jing woke up once in the middle, shouting 'Don't push me down...'..." Lu Ran is not an idiot, combined with Zhuang Jing's strange scream, everything is clear.

This woman... is framing her... Lu Ran raised her heavy eyes and asked, "Does everyone think that I pushed her down now, and was unlucky enough to be dragged down by her?" Lu Qi: "I believe it's not you." After a pause, "You don't need to do it yourself to kill that woman." Lu Ran supported his head with his left hand that was only scratched, and sighed softly: "You are my brother, no matter what I say, you will definitely believe it, but..." Lu Qi got up: "I'm going to tie Han Moyan here now." Lu Ran grabbed his sleeve: "No need."

She chuckled lightly, but she didn't know who she was laughing at. "Han Moyan is very disappointed in me." She let go of her hand and buried her face in her palm, "And I am very disappointed in him..." Lu Qi sat back to his original position, his warm palm touched Lu Ran's back, and there was a long silence. When Du Han came, he brought a huge fruit basket and said a lot of interesting things. Lu Ran pursed her lips, but couldn't smile. Instead, Lu Qi grabbed Du Han and hissed, so the silence of one person became the silence of three people. Lu Ran was really embarrassed and said that she wanted to be alone for a while, but Lu Qi and Du Han saw that she really wanted to be alone and didn't insist on staying.

Both Lu Qi and Du Han left, and the intensive care unit was empty. Lu Ran took a deep breath and lay down to sleep, but the wounds on his head and body were still aching. In the middle of the night, someone opened the door and came in. When Lu Ran stood up, she saw Han Moyan's slightly tired but still handsome face as carved by a knife. Sarcasm is on the lips, but it cannot be said. She didn't want to say anything. This time, Han Moyan didn't even bother to exchange pleasantries, and asked directly, "You pushed Zhuang Jing downstairs?" The big lights were not turned on in the ward, only two small lamps were lit for illumination. The orange light swayed, but it failed to bring even a little warmth to Han Moyan.

He looks cold and sharp. Like the words he uttered. He didn't even ask how her injury was. Zhuang Jing rescued her for two days, but she also fell into a coma on the bed for two days, but he chose to stay with Zhuang Jing. Finally, Han Moyan remembered to visit her, but the first question that came out of his mouth was actually this. Isn't she... his wife? A huge sense of absurdity hit Lu Ran's heart. That marriage that had been recognized by the country and the world, the marriage she wanted with all her heart...was nothing. It was just a joke from beginning to end. To fall in love, to marry, for a lifetime... never existed.

Lu Ran laughed out loud, but with a coldness that she didn't even realize, she was as reckless as a broken jar: "What do you think?" Han Moyan's voice was low, "...the nurse and Zhuang Jing's mother said they heard her scream, and then they rushed into the stairwell and saw you and Zhuang Jing fell to the ground..." Lu Ran interrupted and added for him: "Then Zhuang Jing said not to push her downstairs when she was semi-conscious?" Han Moyan didn't speak, just looked at her quietly. That invisible pressure made Lu Ran feel irritable, and Lu Ran almost roared: "Han Moyan, since you have concluded that I pushed her down, why do you still ask me?"

It took a long time for Han Moyan to say: "Yesterday you said 'you can't understand how much I hate her. I really don't want her to disappear from this world.'..." Was he looking for evidence to prove that she was the one who killed Zhuang Jing? Then she will satisfy him. Lu Ran raised his head suddenly, and did not deny it: "Yes, I said that I wish she would die, this emotion is even worse than yesterday, if it weren't for the fact that I can't move at all, I really want to rush over and kill her right now! " Han Moyan: "Lu Ran, Zhuang Jing is currently in the intensive care unit. She was seriously injured twice and is still in danger. She may be at any time..."

Lu Ran: "If you came here just to tell me about this, then I can tell you very clearly, I wish her an early death!" Han Moyan frowned: "Lu Ran! Zhuang Jing..." Zhuang Jing Zhuang Jing! Besides Zhuang Jing, can you say anything else! ? Don't I just fucking like you?Don't I just hate that rival?For fear that you would hate me, I didn't even move a single finger of her! But I don't want to bear it now, I've had enough! Lu Ran copied the porcelain vase by his side and threw it at Han Moyan with all his strength, his tone full of hostility: "Han Moyan, take your Zhuang Jing and get away!" Han Moyan didn't hide, just let the porcelain vase hit his shoulder, and then bounced back to the ground. boom. With a crisp sound, it fell apart, and the tiles all over the floor were shattered. Thorough and clean. Han Moyan took a deep look at her, turned and left the ward. Lu Ran supported her forehead, feeling as if her whole body had been dismantled and reassembled. After venting, her body was tired and her heart was even more tired. Flipping through her bag, she found the exquisite and beautiful wedding ring, and she stared at it intently. Is such a result, such a marriage, really what she wants? She bit her lip and threw the wedding ring away. For the next few days, Lu Ran didn't see Han Moyan. Lu Qi and Lu's mother took turns to see her, and both of them deliberately avoided the topic of Han Moyan. The hospital is the best, the doctors are the best, and the medicines and equipment used are also the best. Lu Ran's injury healed quickly. The injury to her right arm was not too serious, but the frequent headache made her feel a little troublesome. The weather is getting warmer and it is clear that spring is coming. Looking at the calendar, Lu Ran suddenly realized that her original wedding date had arrived before she knew it. In this situation, it is naturally impossible to get married. Just for what reason? She lifted her lips and smiled silently. Many people came to see her during this period, but Lu Qi blocked the door on the grounds that Lu Ran was recuperating. In fact... it was to protect her. She should have understood a long time ago why the moon in the mirror in the water should force it. Han Moyan doesn't love her. For several nights in a row she began to dream, always waking up in the middle of the night. Lu Ran dreamed of Han Moyan, and the dream was so real that it seemed that Han Moyan was really accompanying her. However, after all, there is only the dark night and her lonely figure reflected on the glass window. After the splint was removed from her right arm, she finally met the first person other than Lu Qi and Lu's mother, Lin Jing. She brought her new boyfriend to visit her. As soon as Lin Jing came in, she began to complain. First, why Lu Ran didn't contact her, and didn't tell her when this kind of thing happened, and finally she was stopped by Lu Qi several times when she came. just let her in... She was obviously in a much better mood, and kept chattering non-stop. After figuring it out, Lu Ran was not so entangled, and smiled unconsciously. Simply happy for Lin Jing. Lin Jing's new boyfriend, Zhou Yan, is a very shy man. He can't speak but can blush. During the whole visit, he watched them speak and smile gently. Even if he made fun of him, he just smiled without refuting. His appearance was not as good as that heartbroken Luo Yiwei, but his impression was much better. Lin Jing is very happy. But she is not happy. Lu Ran's heart couldn't stop falling heavily. Lin Jing blinked and said, "By the way, Zhou Yan, can you go out and buy some drinks first?" Zhou Yan smiled and nodded, got up and went out. Seeing him walking away, Lin Jing suddenly took Lu Ran's hand and sighed: "Lu Ran, tell me, what's going on between you and Han Moyan? How did you make yourself like this?" Lu Ran pursed her lips, "It's hard to say." Lin Jing: "Then speak slowly." Lu Ran leaned on the pillow slowly, lowering her eyes: "Okay." In fact, they all happened recently, but Lu Ran felt that too much had happened, so he closed his eyes and talked from the beginning to the end. I thought it would be sad, but it was much better than I imagined. It was just a dull pain in my heart, which was not severe but slowly penetrated into the bone marrow. After listening to the narration, Lin Jing hugged Lu Ran silently. Instead, Lu Ran laughed out loud: "What are you doing hugging me? I'm not so fragile. It's just... I finally understand one thing." Lin Jing: "What?" Lu Ran smiled: "Dangduan keeps suffering from it, and when I am determined to resign and leave, I should leave instead of staying here." Lin Jing's eyes were a bit complicated, she pursed her lips and asked her, "Have you really, really... made up your mind?" Lu Ran chuckled: "It's too late for me to make up my mind." Friends and colleagues came to see her one after another, and Lu Ran's mental state improved a lot, but he didn't mention the matter of marriage anymore, and other people saw this and didn't ask any more. The last one to see her was Xiang Yan. Xiang Yan held a large bouquet of lilies, and the elegant and fragrant fragrance filled the cold ward with a little vitality. Lu Ran took it and smiled lightly: "Thank you." Xiang Yan smiled, very kindly: "Why are you being polite, this kind of thing happened... I'm afraid it's too late to see you now, you don't think I'm too late, right?" Lu Ran: "How could that be?" Xiang Yan put the flowers into the vase: "Then can you tell me what happened?" Lu Ran knew why and asked, "What what?" Xiang Yan paused for a moment: "The wedding... I even prepared the gift money." He turned and looked at Lu Ran: "I can't see the joy of getting married and becoming a woman on your face. The wedding is postponed. still……" "there is none left." Lu Ran raised her eyes and looked at him calmly: "There will be no more marriages." Xiang Yan looked at her in amazement: "Didn't you always want to marry him..." Lu Ran: "Yes...just, I don't want to marry now." Xiang Yan suddenly smiled bitterly: "I don't know what happened between you and Han Moyan, but... Lu Ran, I have to say, I am very happy at this moment. I don't think he loves you, nor does he know how to cherish... Have you really made up your mind?" Lu Ran smiled: "Why does everyone ask me this question, do I look like such an indecisive person?" "Lu Ran." Xiang Yan suddenly called her, "I'm going to study in France next week, about three months, would you like to go with me?... If you really want to forget him, the best way is to leave Bar." Lu Ran pursed her lips and said nothing. Xiang Yan sighed softly: "I will buy an extra ticket, and I will give it to you when the time comes. It is not forced, and it is up to you to decide whether to go." After thinking about it, he added, "France is a beautiful city. I'm in a much better mood. I have no other intentions but to make you happy." Lu Ran's eyes blinked twice, not knowing what he was thinking about. After a while, she nodded: "Okay, I promise you."