Chapter 36 Chapter Thirty-Six

The carriage took us to a hidden place in the market, and we walked on the street again. I felt a little bit, as if I hadn’t stepped into a civilized society for a long time. I felt that everything was very lively, and I might be able to return to Xi’an soon. , My heart can't stop being relaxed. Although Duan Yuerong was wearing a veil, he could see that he was happy. He dragged me into a small teahouse and ordered a pot of good tea for me. "It's so fragrant! What kind of tea is this?" I praised. Duan Yuerong smiled and said in a low voice: "This is the girl's tea from Bu Zhong's family, drink it slowly and be careful not to burn it."

At this time, two businessmen next door ordered a pot of tea and sat next to us, and the voice of conversation came to us: "Oh, the world is not peaceful now, there are frequent wars in the middle of Qin and the south, and the southeast and north-south trade routes It’s all broken, I heard that the court is going to close the door to the Western Regions now, how can this business be done.” "That's right, the Yuan family and the Dou family fought so hard, it made us businessmen suffer a lot." "Tell me, which family will win, the Yuan family or the Dou family?"

"I say it's the Dou family, after all, the emperor is in their hands." "So what, doesn't the Yuan family also have people from the royal family?" "That's true. I heard that the two princesses of Jingxia's family have married into Yuan's family." "Ah, I only heard that Mrs. Feiyu went to West Turkic to ascend the throne, and Princess Xuanyuan Shuhuan went to marry him. The other princess, should she be Princess Xuanyuan Shuyi? I heard that she is also a stunning beauty in the world. Could it be that she...married Mrs. Snow Treading?" gone?"

"Do you still need to ask? Isn't the most famous person in the original family is Young Master Xue. The concubine of Young Master Xue was kidnapped and his whereabouts are unknown. It's just the right time. Young Master Xuanyuan happened to take Princess Xuanyuan, the golden branch and jade leaf of the royal family." It won't be humiliating." ... It's so cold, I feel so cold, as if I'm in an ice cellar. I couldn't hold the cup of fragrant girl's tea, the hot tea spilled on my hands, my skin was flushed, but I didn't seem to know it. Everything around me lost its sound and color, and there was a strange feeling in my heart, as if the molten flames of a volcano were churning desperately, burning all my senses mercilessly.

A bloody air surged from my throat, and I suppressed it forcefully. who is talking to me... I woke up, and it turned out that we had already walked out of the tea shop. Duan Yuerong seemed to be saying something to me, but I couldn't hear a word, and the bloody smell came out of my mouth again. Duan Yuerong took Xiyan from my hand. , Zitong looked at me, and slowly said to me: "Let's go buy some milk cakes, smelly...Xi Yan likes to eat." I suddenly ran wildly, I didn't care whether Duan Yuerong had caught up with me, I just kept running and running, when I woke up, I had already arrived at the wild cherry slope.

I raised my head slightly, and the huge crown of the century-old cherry tree that two people couldn't hug each other was gently swaying with the wind. It is now the middle of June, and the cherry blossoms have all faded. I touched the rough bark, and slowly put my cheek against the tree trunk. I closed my eyes, and in my mind was the red-haired boy smiling softly at me again: "Wooden girl, I like your gift." "Mu girl, I remember you told me your name under this kind of cherry blossom tree, right!" "This sentence is so well written. I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, and suddenly I looked back, but that man was standing in the middle of the lights. Wooden girl, did you write this?"

"Mu girl, I found you again this time, and I haven't lost my way." Feijue, you finally married someone else, fulfilled your duty, and achieved your throne... Feijue, you really have nothing to do with me, who will call me so obsessively in the future, wooden girl! Everything seems to be yesterday, when the red-haired boy blushed and gave me my aunt... Then, a sentence suddenly popped up in my mind, a joking word from one of the tea heirs: Mr. Snow Walker’s concubine has been taken captive, and it is just the right time for her whereabouts to be unknown. As for being humiliated.

Is it because of this that you gave me that jade? , The right and wrong of keeping me away from the original family is actually so convenient for you to take that Princess Xuanyuan, or maybe you despise me because I was sent back and forth, and you despised me in your heart because I was insulted? Or you never cared about me at all, so you have to treat me like this, like this. My heart was pierced like a needle, and my throat was full of grief and anger. I couldn't hold back the fishy dryness in my throat anymore. I suddenly spit out a mouthful of thick fish. When I raised my hand, it was bright red. I was shocked. I was doing something. What?

Why do I feel bad for him, why do I vomit blood because of him. My heart flustered, and then I woke up. I felt pain for Feijue's big wedding, but I felt a kind of betrayal for Feibai's big wedding, and even felt death-like grief and indignation. Could it be, could it be, could it be that I fell in love with Yuan Feibai, even this love surpassed my feelings for Feijue! impossible! I walked back and forth under the huge wild cherry tree, screaming to myself. I didn't fall in love with him...why did my heart feel so sad when I found out that he and Jinxiu had communicated the song?

I didn't fall in love with him... why did I put all the sins on him, trying to make myself hate him? I didn't fall in love with him... Then why did I call out his name whenever I was in danger? I didn't fall in love with him... Why is it his smile that I see every night in my dreams?Even more than Feijue's affectionate Jiutong. No, I didn't fall in love with him, I didn't fall in love with this peerless boy, I didn't fall in love with this boy who used to wake me up with his long guard... I didn't! I slowly slid and sat under the cherry blossom tree, the wind was blowing my hair and scratching my face, it was a little itchy, but I didn't want to touch it, so I murmured unconsciously: "The silver bottle is drawn from the bottom of the well, and the silver bottle wants to go up. The rope is broken. Grinding the jade hairpin on the stone, the jade hairpin wants to be broken in the center. The bottle sinks and the hairpin breaks, knowing what to do, like a concubine who is now saying goodbye to the king.”

He finally did what he had to do, didn't he? Hua Hibiscus, what are you sad about, who told you to keep rejecting him, who told you to keep hurting him and yourself, and never took a look at the true feelings in your heart. That Xuanyuan Shuyi is a world-renowned beauty of the royal family, she is exquisite and has eight faces, and she is good at dancing with long sleeves. Even Dou Yinghua wants to take it as her own and use this as a negotiation condition. If you want to get together with Duan Yuerong, who is yin and yang, and make yourself male or female, what do you use to argue with him, and what face do you have to see Feibai. Hua Hibiscus, you don't even know your feelings for Feibai, but you have somehow become a traitor to your original family. It's hard to return to your home country. You only want to go back to your original home because of who you want to see, and you only want to live in Xanadu. Life, and who to escape from? Yes, why are you sad, from the moment you couldn't resist the aphrodisiac and kissed Duan Yuerong, you no longer have the qualifications of that snow-white boy! Hua Hibiscus, you were once very lucky to have the love of these two brothers from the Yuan family. Now you find that your true feelings are more than 10,000 years late. It is absurd that you lost them all overnight, but God moved you Punishment for not being in vain? Hua Hibiscus, people wronged me in the previous life, and I hurt others in this life, but no matter whether I hurt others or someone hurt me... He or he has already married the golden branch and jade leaf of the Xuanyuan family, you little maidservant who has lost everything, why should you be sad, why should you be sad, why should you be sad! However, my tears couldn't be stopped, the wind couldn't blow them dry, and I didn't want to wipe them away. All my courage and life seemed to fall into the bottom of the sea with my love. I smelled the fragrance of cherry blossoms, and my heart felt like a knife. It hurts, it hurts, why is it so painful! Suddenly, a warm hand raised my face, I opened my eyes, and there was a pair of purple pupils in shock: "Why are you crying?" My eyes were already blurred by tears, I was choked up there, I didn't answer him, and I couldn't answer him. He asked again in a rough voice: "Why are you crying?" He brushed my face with trembling hands, but the hot tears flowed more and more violently. My heart was broken, I pushed him to the ground, stood up and wanted to leave him far away, but he pulled me and shook my shoulder: "Why are you crying?" His eyes suddenly looked desperate: "Why are you crying? Please don't cry." I really want to say to him loudly: "Why am I crying? Because I have nothing, not even the courage to meet Feibai, all of this is caused by you." But that hatred and sadness turned into the most direct way. I punched him, and his mouth was filled with blood, but the purple pupils did not have the hostility of the past, and they just looked at me sadly and painfully. A child's cry came, and Duan Yuerong and I turned our heads at the same time, only to see Brother Niu's second sister-in-law who was full of embarrassment, holding Xi Yan who wiped her eyes by her hand. Xiyan took the tiger hat I bought for her in the morning, and held half a sticky candy in her hand, watching us sobbing in fear. Did Xiyan see all of them? Duan Yuerong stood up without a word, wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, walked over sadly and hugged Xiyan, Xiyan leaned over Duan Yuerong's chest, tears and snot flowing, her fat little hand gently wiped the corner of Duan Yuerong's mouth Duan Yuerong just stared at me with a sullen face as the blood flowed out. I wiped my face and walked over: "Xiyan, be good, don't cry." However, Xiyan shook her little hands and feet in fear, turned her small face away from me, and I felt even more uncomfortable in my heart. Duan Yuerong sighed deeply, turned around and left with Xiyan in her arms, the wind blew my face My face, my heart is even more pain and grievance, and tears burst out of my eyes unconsciously. The second sister-in-law of Brother Niu came over, took out a handkerchief and handed it to me, sighing: "Mr. Mo, don't be sad, what's the matter, please be careful Discuss, Chao Zhu is a good lady, you really shouldn't hit her." I sat under the cherry blossom tree again, closed my eyes and said softly: "Brother Niu and Sister-in-Law, I understand, my wife is not in good health, please help me take care of Xi Yan and her first. I will go back later." That night, I didn’t cry any more, I just sat very late under the cherry tree, and Duan Yuerong didn’t bring me any more food. When I went back, he and Xiyan had both fallen asleep, and I passed by lying on the Eight Immortals table One night, when I woke up in the morning, I was already in bed, Duan Yuerong and Xiyan were not at home, there was breakfast left for me by Duan Yuerong on the Eight Immortals table where I slept last night. My nose was so sore, I ate a few mouthfuls indiscriminately, and then went out to look for their "mother and daughter". In the field, from a distance, under the shade of the tree, brother Niu and his wife looked at Xiyan and the child that others were taking care of flawlessly. I walked over and clapped my little hands to Xiyan: "Hey, Xiyan, come to Daddy." Xi Yan was smiling happily, but looked at me with a straight face, and then she was about to cry, and ran back to the cow widow, ignoring me. I was squatting there depressed, when a tall shadow overwhelmed me, when I looked back, it was Duan Yuerong with a swollen left cheek, I finally understood, why everyone looked at me strangely, I felt a little bit Sorry, but he frowned and said: "Why did you come out, you seemed to have a fever last night, you should go back and rest first." He took the bowl of water handed by the cow widow, drank it in one gulp, stopped looking at me, just shook his braids, and went to farm in the sun again. I was bored and walked back. After a few days, Duan Yuerong didn't talk to me much, Xiyan still looked at me a little frightened, so she turned her face and ignored me, I secretly hated Duan Yuerong for not helping me coax me Xiyan took care of me, and she couldn't help but shed tears every night in front of the moonlight, regretting the past, and lost her soul.