Chapter 36 first quarter

"Honey, it's getting late, it's time to go to bed!" "No, no, give me a kiss before going to bed!" "Okay, dear!" Fang Yue yawned and sent out a red lip in the MSN dialog box.The cold monitor hides his impatient heart, and the virtual network conveys the camouflaged exhaustion of love. The avatar named "Green Clothes" finally sank to gray contentedly. Finally off the assembly line, troublesome woman.Fang Yue took a sharp puff of his cigarette, and the dull ash fell on the greasy black keyboard, making a mess. In fact, this keyboard used to be as clean as new, every time Luo Ying stayed by his side, she was always chattering and grabbing a rag, carefully cleaning up the keyboard and the whole room that had been soiled by him.

Luo Ying... Fang Yue's line of sight slid lazily down the long MSN list and landed on the still-lit profile picture. Many people like to use aliases on MSN to hide themselves and their emotions, but he knows that Luo Ying has never had this habit. From the first time he met her on MSN to now, her name on MSN has always been "" "Luo Ying" has remained unchanged for a hundred years.She is not a very fancy woman, and she doesn't like to dress herself up in all kinds of coquettish clothes. Everything is simple and true, including the name on MSN. It was almost three o'clock in the morning, Fang Yue looked at the time, why is this woman still not sleeping?Looking at the rest of the "pink confidants" on his list, most of them have gone offline one by one under the belief that "lack of sleep is disfigurement". She is the only one whose green profile photo shines in a silent gray, like a living bud.

If Luo Ying is his "confidant" who is still in the ambiguous stage, he will be very interested in caring about it, and say something heartily, "Why don't you go to bed so late, sleeping too late is not good for your health!" However, the other party is Luo Ying, his girlfriend who has been dating for two years and now lives in another city.After the initial enthusiasm was gradually exhausted and the freshness was flicked off like soot, he no longer cared about these small details.She can sleep whenever she likes, anyway, it's her body. After putting out the cigarette butt, Fang Yue's eyes still stayed on Luo Ying's head portrait. In a moment of inexplicable thought, he gave up the idea of ​​turning off the phone, and sent a message to Luo Ying for the first time: "Still sleeping?"

Fang Yue's memory is not good, and she only vaguely remembers that she hasn't taken the initiative to say a word to Luo Ying for a long time. Now, Luo Ying's existence is like a vase placed in a fixed position. Still in her place, so he gradually ignored her with confidence. Soon, Luo Ying returned him a smiley face with tongue sticking out. It's that smiling face again. Since one night a month ago, Fang Yue, who was in a bad mood, asked Luo Ying, who was concerned about himself and wondered if he had done something wrong to make him feel bad, and typed out a sentence indifferently: "Everything is my direction." Question, you are fine, you have not made any mistakes, but please don't talk to me, wait until I take the initiative to come to you, okay?"

After he finished speaking, Luo Ying was silent for a long time, and about an hour later, she sent a message, there was no words, only this smiling face sticking out her tongue, and then she went offline.Having known her for so long, Fang Yue remembered that it was the first time she went offline before him.She suddenly turned into a gray head, which made him a little uncomfortable. Afterwards, that little disturbance did not bring any turning point to their relationship. On the second day, Luo Ying's avatar lit up on time, as usual, until he went offline.She did follow Fang Yue's "request" and never took the initiative to speak to him again.Just let the avatar light up, go out, and so on.

The world seemed to be really clean. Fang Yue breathed a sigh of relief, and while his bad mood subsided, he flirted with other confidante as if nothing had happened.Occasionally, when she thought of Luo Ying, she sent a gentle greeting, but she just smiled back and didn't say a word. Today, she still does. Fang Yue closed the dialog box dully, logged out, and shut down the computer.He didn't mind her responding to him with only emojis, in fact, whatever she said now meant nothing to him as an unimportant symbol.Since when did I not even have the desire to talk to her?Fang Yue couldn't tell.

Probably, people all have the bad habit of liking the new and disliking the old. Fang Yue yawned and lay down on the bed.In Yingying Tongtong's dream, there were faces of different women intertwined, some smiling at him, some posing seductively at him, just like how he usually fantasizes about them. However, behind those swaying shadows and human faces, there are faint eyes, with pure and clear vision passing through brightly, falling into Fang Yue's confused eyes without any intention.