Chapter 36 Chapter Thirty-Six

On April 20th, that is, the Saturday afternoon of the week when the TV program was broadcast, Asai Matsuko was walking on the way to Miyake Juli's house with a certain decision in mind. Usually, it was Shuli who went to Songzi's house.Shuli said that Songzi's parents are dual-career, and they are not at home, so it is easier to go to Songzi's house.However, the real reason seems to be more than that.Probably Shuli doesn't want her parents to know that she has only one friend, Songzi. Shuli often speaks ill of his parents for no reason.The father is putting on airs, and the mother is heartless. Both of them refuse to listen to what Shuli said, and they are self-righteously proud of Juli.When Shuli talked about these things, he always gritted his teeth, which made people a little scared.

Today, she will look like that too.But in any case, that matter has to be said.Even if Juli alienates himself in the future, he must say it today.Although he hesitated, it was a decision made after repeated consideration.Shuli often said that Songzi's mind was confused and he couldn't do anything by himself.Songzi also often feels that he is useless, but today he is definitely not a useless Songzi.It's not the fat and heartless Asai Matsuko who is always laughed at by Jyuri. Pine nuts and parents, the three formed a close family.Although they think they are ordinary, neighbors often say that about them, saying that they all look alike.Indeed, Songzi's parents are both fat, not losing to Songzi at all.All three of them love to eat, and they often cook all kinds of delicacies at home. They often go to restaurants together when they see restaurants introduced on TV and magazines.Songzi really enjoys eating with her parents.

My mother sometimes smiled and said: There is nothing you can do about being fat, you are the child of such parents.At this time, Songzi would pat his stomach with a "bang", and said with a smile, "That's right." Still, pine nuts have also been tried for weight loss.Only once, when I first entered junior high school.At that time, Matsuko was in the same class as Oide Shunji and Iguchi Mitsuru. Before the brand-new school uniform was stained and they didn't even remember Songzi's name, they started laughing at Songzi.fat girl.Female sumo wrestler.cellulite.Tripping over Songko's feet in the corridor, throwing a rag at Songko's back.Songzi was nicknamed "Fat Girl" when she was in elementary school, but she had never been attacked like this.For this reason, Songzi was greatly stimulated, and went home crying bitterly to tell her parents.

"I want to lose weight," she said while crying. The mother listened to Songzi's cry, and the father was also very sad.They all assured Songzi that if Songzi wanted to lose weight, they would definitely support her, and they also said that they had long thought that there would be such a day. But at the same time, they also enlightened the pine nuts one by one. "Pine nuts, whether you lose weight or not, what Oide and Iguchi did is wrong." "You should first think about what you're going to do. It's your fault that someone else's inappropriate behavior dictates what you're going to do."

Her parents told her that they were also bullied and ridiculed as children because they were fat.Songzi was shocked when he heard these words for the first time. "What do you do when you are ridiculed?" Of course, I cried and made trouble, and I also tried to lose weight. "I've tried all kinds of things, but I still can't lose weight. This is our physique." So just forget it later. "Because, this is me." Wouldn't it be good to be able to enjoy delicious food and be healthy? Later, I had friends who didn't dislike myself for being fat, and found that those who laughed at me were despicable.Wouldn't it be worth it if you were swayed by those guys' words?

When someone says they are fat, they answer honestly: "Well, yes. I eat a lot. I like to eat," so they don't force themselves to lose weight. "Those people saw that I didn't respond, and felt bored, and they stopped laughing at me publicly after a long time. You can try to do the same, pine nuts." The father also said that when they were young, no matter how naughty the guy was, he would just talk about it and not do it.This one does make a big difference.So if you're being bullied particularly egregiously, we'll go to the school and argue. So while Songzi was losing weight, she also tried to keep herself as calm as possible in front of Daide and them.They're really scary, so it's a little difficult at first.Once, Songzi recalled the words of his parents, while carefully observing them with a grinning grin and cursing him.

Song Zi found that their expressions were indeed despicable.So that's what the word "despicable" means. Pine nuts suddenly relaxed.I was fat, but not mean.Songzi began to gain confidence in her heart.No matter what they say, they can ignore it.She even felt that they were very pitiful for those who were keen on such nonsense. Just as the parents said, they gradually paid less attention to pine nuts. It wasn't long before she gave up on losing weight because it wasn't working.As Mom said, it's a constitution.Counting calories every day, concerned about weight changes.Suspenseful, trembling, such a way of life is already silly.It's wrong to not be able to do what you like, and get only unhappy.

Through this process, Songzi gained a valuable life experience. In fact, it's not just the big ones who laugh at the pine nuts.They started off, and some of my classmates followed suit, but to a lesser extent.These people can't do anything by themselves, they just keep booing after others.Seeing that Daide and the others lost interest in pine nuts, they also kept silent as if nothing happened. On the other hand, even though we haven't known each other for a long time, some students feel aggrieved when they see Songzi being bullied, and even worry about her. Teachers are also different.Seeing someone bullying and laughing at Songzi, some teachers would step forward and scold Songzi, but some would just ignore it;

Teachers are not perfect either.What is right and what is wrong will not be fully understood.They don't want to do things they hate, and they avoid troublesome things.The students taught by these teachers are not all confused, knowing what can and cannot be done.Some students know that some things cannot be done, but they have to do it. Since then, Songzi has not bothered much about her body shape. Although she sometimes sighs for not being able to wear good-looking clothes, this is my physique. What can I do?I became good friends with Jyuri after I entered the second grade.It was Juli who took the initiative to talk to her.At first, Songzi felt that Juli was very kind, and being with her was free.

Songzi soon noticed that Juri was very concerned about the acne on his face.Her acne is pretty bad.Hearing some girls speak ill of Juli behind her back, Matsuko felt that it was too much, but she couldn't refute it.Because those pimples are really ugly.This is also because of the physical relationship, right? At home, Songzi mentioned Juli to her mother.what about the kidShe was nice and a pleasure to talk to, so we became friends. Yes, Matsuko and Jyuri are friends.Pine nuts have always thought so.Therefore, when Juri told Zizi about that and asked her to help, Songzi helped her without hesitation.

Because Songzi believes that what Shuli is going to do is right. When sending out the report letter, Shuli said that everything written in the letter was true.She really saw the scene of Kashiwagi being killed, but she didn't dare to speak out because she was very scared all the time.But she couldn't keep silent anymore, so she had to send a report letter. Songzi believed Juli's words at that time, thinking that Juli was doing the right thing.Pine nuts helped her. Although she was a little scared, she was very excited and excited inside. But now, Songzi began to regret it. Mother attended the parent-teacher meeting on Monday.She didn't speak, but she listened carefully, and when she got home, she told Songzi everything she had heard. Songzi heard from her mother that the report letter seemed to be fabricated out of thin air.The police said there was no way anyone could have witnessed that scene, it was so unreasonable. Song Zi was shocked when he heard this.That being said, it is true. I can't be swayed by a certain word or a certain behavior of others.At that time, Songzi had completely forgotten his life experience.why?She herself felt incredible.Is it because he considers that what Juri did is correct, so he doesn't doubt it at all? I even forgot to ask back: Is what you are going to do really right? Did Shuli really see the scene where Kashiwagi was killed? Could Juli be lying?