Chapter 15 Chapter Fourteen

Ah Chu did not expect that under the gentle and elegant appearance of the fourth wife, the words with a hint of resentment projected a murderous aura of infinite hatred. She waited for Ah Chu to respond.Whether it is strong, cowardly, or even fearful, he must express his attitude. The fourth wife waited for the answer. "I can't do it!" Ah Chu stood up. "I can not do it." "why?" Because, this will be a killing, a bloody killing.Ah Chu knew that once he fell into the quagmire of "revenge" and joined the so-called gangs and associations, he would never be able to go ashore.

"I have been influenced by a cruel life since I was a child. I am an abandoned child adopted by you and the fourth wife of the Rong family. I am a humble servant next to the young master of the Rong family. I have no support, and I have no ability to support myself. It belongs to the master. Gratitude and compassion have molded me into a leaf of duckweed wandering in the sea. This poor leaf of duckweed has traveled far and wide across oceans, absorbed Western learning, worked hard to be a human being, and was molded by fate into a perfect, A lotus flower that is not stained by mud. Although this flower is still imprisoned in the mud of the abyss and lake, its mind and soul are completely free, clean, and beautiful. I have never refused to accept fate, and I will not bow to fate. I am confident that I can overcome all difficulties and strive for my own free life and the happiness of my family. I wholeheartedly and sincerely love, love society, love people, love life, and my life is full of sunshine and warmth. Now, you have to be ruthless You want to break the world I have, you want to take away my good nature. Why? Why? For a 'father' I don't know at all? You want me to pay blood debts, have you ever thought, will I promise you ?”

"Yes, you will agree. That's right, it was me, I brought you to Rong's house, it was me, I imposed on you an embarrassing status of neither master nor servant. But, do you know? No matter where you are, No matter where you are, you are strong. You are very much like our father! Ah Chu, there are too many things in the world that cannot be resolved through normal channels. If, twenty years ago, we could bring the guilty people to justice Yifa, then, why should I seek such a devious way? Sacrifice my self-esteem?" "I don't want to shrink into a dark corner and set a trap for murder. I'm going to be corrupted, degenerate into a sinner. Do you understand?"

"Then, where do you put the kindness of my abandoned son and adopted brother?" "I can repay the kindness, but I will not surrender to the kindness." "what is the difference?" "The meaning is completely different. You induced me to kill, do you know?" Ah Chu was obviously very excited, and his emotions could no longer be controlled. "I can endure discrimination, disease, pain, and even death. However, I will not, and will never kill. This is the moral bottom line I stick to. I cannot kill, absolutely impossible. I am a doctor, and a doctor is Healing diseases and saving lives. Have you forgotten my profession? You told me to throw away all the knowledge, culture, morality, and conscience I have learned in the past twenty years. You told me to put down the lancet and pick up the butcher knife to kill. And Twenty years ago, the family business withered and the disaster of my father’s death was the only reason that forced me to kill! I can’t accept it, I accept this vicious circle!”

"So, what do you want? What do you want? Where do you put my twenty-year-old sister who has endured hardships and endured humiliation? Our father, his bones were hastily buried in the dark soil, his soul in the ruins , Floating in the smoke and dust, he has been a lonely ghost for twenty years, and he is not allowed to enjoy the incense of his descendants. As your father's son, are you not ashamed? I have thought of everything in the past twenty years, except You are so selfish and cowardly. I thought that the blood of Yang's man has been hiding deep in your heart, maintaining your dignity and life. I didn't expect that with the unveiling of the secret of your life experience, the long-lost "truth" On the contrary, it has become a barrier to isolate the flame of "revenge". The so-called morality disintegrates hatred, but it is better to say that you do not understand hatred, you do not experience it personally, you do not have personal pain, you only care about your own interests, you must maintain your beliefs, maintain your reputation, The eyes of your father and mother who hate you are nothing but mist and dust? Are you right? Mr. Rong? You have been soaking in the "savior of the world" for too long. said Mrs sharply.She has clearly realized that Ah Chu she is facing is not the key "chess piece" in her imagination. Ah Chu was originally a detached "chess player", and she is a "chess player" who is about to be abandoned. Remnants".

"Sister, I need time to think about it." Ah Chu said with a dull expression. "I won't force you!" The Fourth Wife showed hatred in her eyes. Ah Chu didn't know how he got back to Rong's house. His mind went blank, and he fell into infinite panic deep in his heart. His mental state became extremely decadent because of the sudden "truth". The true master of the Yang family and the new leader of the society.In Ah Chu's eyes, it was just a ploy by the orphans of the Yang family's long family to borrow corpses to bring back their souls.Undoubtedly, the act of repaying the wronged and subverting wealth is closer to a tragedy of fratricide.Yang Yuhua really deserves to die!He killed his own brother, took his brother's wife, embezzled his property, and killed his brother's children.He is indeed devoid of conscience!Guilty people should be punished by law!However, I am not the law, and if I kill myself, I am challenging the law.

How to calculate the old accounts from twenty years ago?Why didn't you report to the government twenty years ago?Why?why?For twenty years, they lived with their enemies in the same city, not far from each other, and lived next to each other.What caused the flames of hatred to "quiet" for two full decades? Ah Chu repeatedly recalled all the weird words and deeds of the fourth wife in the past, and re-evaluated the hateful words of the fourth wife, "I want revenge! I want you to kill them with your own hands! Kill them with your own hands!! I want to be with you, see Let them turn into foam and ashes before the eyes of this pair of dogs." This is the reason why the fourth wife has endured the hatred for many years.She wants to get rid of this pair of dogs and men with her own hands, so as to relieve her hatred.

The elder sister "repays with kindness" and forces the younger brother to "control violence with violence". Ah Chu felt very sad, he didn't want to violate his principles of life for many years.He knows that he can't be good at both worlds, he can only be good at himself.Now, even being alone is about to become nothing. He felt deeply depressed about his situation. "When did you come back?" Rong Sheng walked up to Ah Chu at some point. "Oh." Ah Chu woke up with a start.Only then did I realize that I was standing in the yard in a daze. "Master, I forgot your cigarette."

"What are you thinking? Are you out of your mind?" Rong Sheng asked strangely. "Master, do you think that a guilty person will reflect on himself? Will he blame himself?" "Are you talking about me?" There was a faint smile on the corner of Rong Sheng's mouth. "No, it's not." "If every sinful person can reflect on himself and blame himself, then this world must be a beautiful place." "If a person kills a guilty person with purpose and premeditation, is he guilty?" Ah Chu asked. "How can you be sure that the person who was killed must be guilty?" Rong Sheng asked back. "Guilty people and innocent people are on the same plane. 'Sin' can be transferred and blamed. Murder is evil! No matter whether you use the name of 'justice' or not."

"What if you kill someone for 'repayment'?" "Stupid behavior." "Then, what about killing people for the sake of father's hatred and mother's hatred?" "Absurd behavior." "There is a Chinese saying: 'If you kill your father, you cannot share the same hatred'." "Do you really want to kill someone?" "In no mood." "Did someone force you to kill someone?" "No." "Do you have a consistent belief?" "Have." "What is it?" "Save the world."

"Killing and crossing people are two diametrically opposed paths." "Yes. I'm standing at the intersection of these two roads, and I've lost my way of being a man. Master, I'm in great pain. I need your help." "The road is walked by oneself; the direction is chosen by oneself. One's life should be in one's own hands. People should live in the light; not in hatred. If, once you choose hatred, your heart will lose the light forever Your Rong family is the only one who shines brightly, and I hope you can share more of your bright surplus." Rong Sheng said right here, with tears in his eyes. "Keep your good nature and be a sincere person. Keep it forever, don't fall like me and become a doll of darkness. You don't understand. Only those who walk in the dark know the value of light." "But I can't escape." Ah Chu was very conflicted. "I have lived with you for twenty years, and I have never seen you so terrified. I don't know what terrible things happened to you, but I am sure that you are in pain. If the reality is so cruel that you cannot escape, Then try to escape." Rong Sheng said. "Master? Are you driving me away?" "Yes. You should go. The farther you go, the better. Don't be shy, don't hesitate, and don't look back." After Rong Sheng finished speaking, he walked away with his head held high and his hands behind his back. At this moment, Ah Chu suddenly calmed down a lot. He forced himself to think emotionally under the barrier of rationality. I can fly far away, Hui France is waiting for me. Where's the fourth wife?Her revenge plan will be ruined. The two emotions of "gratitude" and "love" engaged in a fight, a desperate struggle, in Ah Chu's mind and deep in his heart. He wants to eliminate the bloody desire hidden in his body, proceed from the spirit of "love", and consider the dignity of human nature.It is not allowed to "kill people", the act of killing is undoubtedly despicable and shameless, no matter what the excuse is. The fourth wife used her sad and beautiful life to brew a counterattack against "hatred".She asked herself to give back with family love and tears. The price of giving back was sacrificing her peaceful and peaceful life and choosing "death" and "turmoil". A chaotic "fission" will inevitably occur in life, step by step towards the quagmire, unable to extricate itself. The young master is right, let's go, the farther you go, the better.Don't hesitate, don't hesitate, don't look back. You have the right to choose your own path. The situation is critical and the situation is like a mountain falling. Before Ah Chu returned to China, Ah Chu was the hope of the Yang family's new life and the spark of revenge for the fourth wife.But now she has to admit that she failed.The gradually strong hatred further strengthened her disappointment and resentment towards Ah Chu, and her fate was too harsh and merciless to herself.She was about to break down. The fourth wife looked at the pipa on the table helplessly, and swept the instrument to dust. "Miss." Mammy exclaimed. "I failed." The fourth wife muttered to herself. "He's so anxious to get rid of me, isn't he? He's too intelligent, which makes him very much like our father. He's too feminine, which makes him very much like his mother. Maybe it's us, we make it up The story was a little rough and there were too many holes for him to believe." "No, madam. From the old slave's point of view, he has no doubts in you," said Mammy. "I want to use 20 years of 'gratitude' to bind his soul and use his wisdom to cut the throat of that demon. I deliberately falsified the past and hoped that he could kill that bitch with his own hands. To eliminate the hatred in my heart! However, I blindly closed the window of his hatred, without him planting the seeds of evil in the depths of his heart. This is the key reason for my failure." "Miss, that's because you are too kind." "I didn't realize that cultivating 'gratitude' could be so harmful!" "Miss, if the Eldest Young Master really refuses to do it, let's go to the Second Young Master." "A person who I have personally supported for twenty years is not willing to be used by me. Can I count on another child who has been raised by another enemy's family for twenty years?" "Mother." The door of the inner room was pushed open, and Rong Chu walked in.Although he didn't have any deep feelings for his biological mother, he knew that this woman who had gone through vicissitudes of life had suffered so much from the world.He is her son, why is she unwilling to let herself complete the great cause of family revenge? "Mother, why can't we do it ourselves? Why do we have to give it to others?" "I want to be willing to do it myself. I did it twenty years ago." "why?" "The affairs of the Yang family must be done by the blood of the Yang family. He can't refuse me, he has no right to refuse me. If I can't control him, if I can't use my family to fetter him, then I will use my own blood to keep him... ..." A Chuyelai had a very scary dream. He dreamed that he fell into a nest of spiders spraying poison and blood.The face of the spider constantly changes direction and has a strange smile. The appearance of that face: there is "Yang Yubai" who came to the clinic to see a doctor; there is a woman in black standing in the Buddhist hall; there is the fourth wife holding a pipa; And myself.The face mold continued to expand and contract, like a sticky mud, white and thick, which fluidized and turned into blood again. The shadow of death is entangled in my heart, and it will never go away. No, no. Ah Chu decided to leave here quickly, not to be stuck in the mud. He quickly contacted Xia Yuechun and decided to move to Xia's house for a while before going abroad.He almost hastily went to the government's Ministry of Foreign Affairs to go abroad, and at the same time, he sent a letter of affection to Ah Hui.Ah Chu had already made up his mind, no matter what Ah Hui's attitude towards him was, he had to explain it to her face to face. Rong Sheng knew that Ah Chu decided to go abroad, he didn't ask the exact reason, he just gave Ah Chu support and encouragement, he didn't change his life pattern, he was still idle and leisurely, looking at falling flowers in the morning and shooting stars in the evening. The matter went very smoothly, and the fourth wife never talked to Ah Chu again. The unexpected tranquility made Ah Chu feel deeply uneasy. About two weeks later, the summer breeze began to attack the heat of late spring. Ah Chu's visa to go abroad has been issued, and he has lived in Xia's house for nearly half a month.For half a month, Ah Chu was lethargic, seldom spoke, and depressed.What he didn't expect was that, on a sunny afternoon, his Xia family unexpectedly met Yang Sitong, the daughter of his enemy and his cousin. Yang Sitong and Xia Yuechun met through the brothers and sisters of the Tang family. The Tang family and the Xia family are family friends, and Tang Shaoli and Xia Yuechun are classmates when they were teenagers. The two families have a close relationship and often communicate.Xia Yuechun is young and promising, has a good shape and money, and is also a diamond king who has stayed abroad and been plated with gold. After returning to China, he is very popular with noble ladies. Yang Sitong met Xia Yuechun at the dance held by the Tang family. Xia Yuechun had a good impression of her. When A Chuxia met them in the garden of Achuxia's house, their eyes were full of surprise. "Look, who is this?" Tang Shao said with a smile: "Our heroic and invincible modern knight! Ah! Impeccably handsome swordsman! Swipe! Swipe!" Tang Shao imitated the posture of an ancient knight dancing sword. "Where's your beloved woman? Oh, poor little girl, have you been dumped by a girl from the Rong family?" "Are you still alive? Haven't you drowned under the scolding of the women? It's a miracle." Ah Chu responded politely. "Mr. Chu, you're wrong. It's not the women's scolding, but the women's saliva." Young Master Tang's slick words were full of spring. "I feel sad for the women who loved you." Ah Chu said. "Your family must have accumulated a lot of 'love' tombstones." "On the contrary. My family has accumulated countless 'love' memories." "Broken?" "Yes! Wonderful. What is not available is often the best." "Aren't you afraid of committing too many crimes, and one day you will kill yourself because of your 'abuse love'?" "Your words are true. Life, life, life is life." Young Master Tang laughed wantonly. "I really have nothing to say when you comment and analyze Chinese characters like this." "I like people like you. You know what? I am very happy that you are dying like an inch." Tang Shao said with a smile. "I heard that the young master of the Rong family threw away the little goblin He family as a pair of torn socks? It really relieves hatred. I will meet him another day, and I will definitely thank him." "You are really shameless to the extreme. The pain of others can also be used as a seasoning for your own happiness." The unforeseen meeting gave everyone impromptu offensive language and lethal counterattacks.Xia Yuechun was very surprised by this. "So you know each other?" "This person should be an acquaintance." Yang Sitong said arrogantly: "We met last time, my home." For some reason, Ah Chu felt that Yang Sitong's words were particularly harsh, so he deliberately repeated: "Yes, at home! How is your father's health? He once went to my clinic to see a doctor, but he did not return as scheduled." "Really?" Yang Sitong thought that Ah Chu was getting close to him. "I've never heard him mention you. My father has a personal doctor, a German doctor." Yang Sitong smiled proudly.She turned a blind eye to Ah Chu, but said to Xia Yuechun with enthusiasm: "You don't know, my father has inherited too many traditional concepts. He is afraid that he will lose the tradition if he is not careful. He always lives in a lifeless space and closes himself. He doesn't understand the world of our young people at all, he thinks we are too superficial and arrogant." "That's because your father's sense of self-protection is too strong! It is really difficult for a person who has been westernized in his ideology to pretend to be a knowledgeable and old-fashioned businessman. He is afraid that he will be spotted at a glance. He is a yellow-skinned man. Bai Xin's 'counterfeit'." Ah Chu interjected coldly. "You are really shameless, how can you insult a noble person with words, and it's still in front of his daughter. I really don't know what your intention is?" Yang Sitong's face was bloody due to excessive anger . "You said that you are trying, of course, you want to strip off all the hypocritical packaging in this world, and carry out violent resistance in the name of justice." Young Master Tang laughed out loud. "Incisive, incisive." Tang Shaoli said. "Mr. Chu is completely different, because he dares to openly challenge morality and law." Yang Sitong and Mrs. Tang's wild laughter cooled down her excitement, and she said contemptuously: "It turns out that Mr. Chu doesn't understand the law at all. How can I compare myself with an uncivilized barbarian?" "The law means maintaining fairness and order. However, fairness and order sometimes seem pale and weak, especially when facing power. Ms. Yang, why don't you reflect on whether the huge wealth you have enjoyed and accumulated What about legal labor from yourself?" Ah Chu said. "This argument is very dangerous, Mr. Chu, you look like a communist." Xia Yuechun said with a smile. Tang Shaoqi seemed to have grasped one of Ah Chu's tricks and began to help Yang Sitong counterattack. "Nowadays some people talk about communism, thinking it's very fashionable. However, when they actually act, they are blind and always self-righteous. They don't have any grand plans to improve society in their hearts. They are just talking for a while." "Is the Great Revolution in Paris, France just a quick talk? Isn't the revolution in the Soviet Union worth learning from?" "If Louis XVI hadn't been enamored of his court dances, the French Revolution would have been entirely avoidable." "How to avoid it? Your childish remarks make our conversation impossible." "Are you accusing me of being useless?" Tang Shaoqi exclaimed. "I do not deny." "You are so hypocritical! I heard that you left the Rong family, Mr. Chu. You are really an ungrateful person." "A person who wants to live." Ah Chu added for her. Young Master Tang made a fuss and exclaimed: "Amazing! The expression of the debate between Mr. Chu and Sister She is simply a wonderful oil painting. The title is: Compromise? Or Confrontation?" Xia Yuechun said with a smile: "You should stop fanning the wind and lighting will-o'-the-wisps. If you keep arguing, it won't make each other happy, but it will hurt both sides." Under Xia Yuechun's kind mediation, Ah Chu, Tang Shao and the others paused for a while.However, Yang Sitong's dislike for Ah Chu is deeply rooted in his heart. In the evening, Young Master Tang stayed at Xia's house for dinner, and Ah Chu politely left Xia's house on the pretext of going back to Rong's house to bid farewell. On the way back to Rong's house, Ah Chu kept thinking about how to find an appropriate time to talk to the fourth wife again. He hoped to find a "bright" way to achieve justice, instead of using "conspiracy" to create another "conspiracy". tragedy".However, Ah Chu knew that a wish is always a wish, and now what he and the fourth wife are facing is "separation".The parting is the most sad and melancholy. He can't use words and actions to erase the trauma of the fourth wife's heart. He can only pray for her forgiveness. In the small living room of "Liyun Pavilion" in Rongfu, there was a lot of laughter.The eldest wife, the third wife, the fourth wife and Rong Sheng are "building the Great Wall", Lishui and Chan'er accompany the eldest wife to watch the cards, and the moment Hong'er opens the curtain to let Ah Chu in, the steaming game of cards suddenly changes. It was completely silent. "Yo, who did I think it was? So Mr. Chu is back?" The third wife said with a sarcasm. "I heard that Mr. Chu is going abroad? His wings are hardened, so he can fly away." Ah Chu didn't like what the third wife said, he just looked at the fourth wife with concern, the face of the fourth wife was obviously aging.The eldest lady didn't speak, and concentrated on studying the game with Lishui. "Where are you going?" the fourth wife asked. "Go to Paris." Ah Chu replied cautiously. "Will you come back later?" "Of course." Ah Chu replied reluctantly, even he felt sorry for the fourth wife, and added another sentence. "I'll be back to see you." "No need." The fourth wife smiled darkly. "I am a patient who has lost his soul, but you are not a doctor who wants to cut my thighs. Since you can't take care of my illness, you don't have to look back." The fourth wife raised her head gracefully, and said to the third wife: "Look Come to think of it, raising children and raising daughters is not as good as accumulating real gold and silver, and in the future, I can only rely on long memories to dispel worries and release the sorrows of my life." The third wife smiled smugly. Ah Chu lowered his head, the sincere "family affection" bred under special circumstances is hard to let go. "I know, instead of brutally interfering in your life, it is better to let you go far away. If you can be happy, you can go. When the time comes, I will see you off. Send you to fly high!" The fourth wife concealed her beauty The color is bleak and moving. The eldest wife felt a little sore for the fourth wife, and said to Ah Chu with a cold face: "If you want to leave, we will not stop you. But what do you mean by moving out of the house quietly? Don't we The Rong family treated Mr. Chu poorly? The fourth wife is seriously ill, you are fine, just go away. As a human being, you must first have a conscience, and the second must be filial piety. People should not be too cruel, and favors cannot be severed." Ah Chu didn't dare to answer, he knew that in the eyes of his family, he was undoubtedly an ungrateful person.Li Shui squinted at him, calling him a villain in her heart. Rong Sheng didn't want Ah Chu's going abroad to cause an uproar in his family, so he said flatly, "It's nothing, you can go, I'll ask Ah Chu to send you some things some other day." "No need." Ah Chu said. "I don't want anything." "Nothing missing?" Lishui interjected. "Weaknesses in responsibility. Aunt, you don't know." Lishui approached the eldest wife and said, "When Mr. Chu was in England, he could do whatever he wanted. My cousin was lying in bed with a high fever, and he was dying of fever. Not only did he not care, You actually want to elope with a woman!" "Lishui!" Rong Sheng drank loudly. It's too late, it's too late.Lishui couldn't close her open mouth.The eldest lady stared at him sharply, and asked with a straight face, "Is what she said true?" No one answered. The eldest wife asked sharply, "Is it true?" Still no one answered, unable to answer.The eldest wife's belly is clear, and everyone's expressions have given the best answer.The eldest wife's face was livid, and she approached Ah Chu step by step.He sneered: "Mr. Chu, you forget things, don't you? You forgot that eight years ago, when you went abroad, you signed a document of 'serving the Rong family for ten years' with my old lady, right?" Ah Chu's face was pale.He literally "forgot". The fourth wife's heart was in turmoil, Ah Chu couldn't leave. Rong Sheng was shocked and asked, "When did this happen? Why didn't I know?" "What do you know? My silly son," said the eldest lady. "If your mother doesn't have some means, how can she support such a large family business, how can she deal with these 'white-eyed wolves' who go up and down. I can see through, what is 'grateful' and what is 'upstairs and ladders'. Mr. Chu, you are very unlucky to meet a fine woman like me. I am not against a gentleman, but against a villain." "Ma'am." Ah Chu said respectfully. "I have served the young master for eight years abroad. I have not broken the appointment. I will fulfill my promise, but not now. Please understand." "Understand? You want me to understand a slave who doesn't care about my son's life at all? You want me to understand an unfilial son who abandons the kindness of nurturing like dung? I'm sorry, I can't understand. Because you committed an unforgivable Wrong! You have to pay the price!" "Eldest wife..." Ah Chu wanted to argue. "A Chu!" Rong Sheng sternly stopped Ah Chu.Rongsheng knew his mother's uncompromising temper. At this time, he needed time to buffer each other's emotions instead of continuing to argue. "Get out!" Rong Sheng said to Ah Chu. "Ah Chu!" The Fourth Wife held him back, tears streaming down her face. "I'm sorry. I had no idea." "It's none of your business." Ah Chu comforted her, turned around and left. The eldest wife's grievances are still lingering, but the fourth wife has hope out of despair... Maybe the eldest wife will prevent Ah Chu from going abroad, maybe Ah Chu will stay, as long as he stays, there will be hope for revenge, and the ashes will be revived. I don't know when, the fourth wife became tired of life. She fantasized that death would bring her the joy of relief. She was once obsessed with the exaltation after death. Her fascination with death goes beyond her fear of death. If her life is lost, she can exchange for Ah Chu's "revenge" action, and she will die without hesitation.She even prayed to the heaven to have mercy on herself and give herself a happy ending. The mentality of "deformed revenge" made the fourth wife sleepless at night. She put on her coat and walked along the winding path to "Mojuzhai". The lights of "Mojuzhai" were still on, and the fourth wife stood blankly at the bottom of the night, looking at the ray of light. She prayed that this ray of light must continue and never be extinguished. In "Mo Ju Zhai", Ah Chu is refilling Rong Sheng's tea. The fresh tea fragrance, emerald green leaves, floating in the exquisite teacup, overflowing with fresh breath, revealing the tranquility of the room. In a quiet night, in a quiet study room, the host and guest who have been together day and night for 20 years are peacefully enjoying the refreshment and nourishment bestowed by green tea.It's hard to imagine that the topic tonight is the word "separation". However, neither of them showed a hint of reluctance to part. On the contrary, they seemed to be looking forward to the early sailing of each other's life sailboats. "My mother is carrying too much psychological burden." Rong Sheng coughed slightly. "She lived a miserable life. In my memory, she was strong, shrewd, and capable. In this corrupt mansion with 'wives and concubines', she has always stuck to her camp. In order to maintain her family status and Honor, she has personally caused an irreparable tragedy. What she did to you, in my opinion, may not be too much." "I can understand." Ah Chu said. "I have never complained about the eldest wife. Until now, I am still very grateful to her. It is me, the endless desire, the desire to live in troubled times, which has caused the incomprehension of the eldest wife and the fourth wife today." "when are you leaving?" "Tomorrow. Tomorrow morning, I will go to the hospital first to deal with my personal documents. At noon, Mr. Xia will see me off. I have to leave at four o'clock in the afternoon. " "Are you free to leave?" Rong Sheng asked. "No way. I think this time, nothing can stop me from moving forward." "For your ideals and freedom?" "It's also for the fourth wife." "I do not understand." "I think, after I leave, she will figure out a truth, people should live for themselves, live a little easier and happier." "Have you ever thought that such an ending is cruel to her?" "I hope my 'betrayal' will bring her 'compromise', I think, she will forgive me. Because she is kind." "Do you think my mother will let you go easily?" Rong Sheng smiled subtly. "The document signed by my wife and I does not have a third party, and without a notary, there is no legal basis." "White-eyed wolf!" Rong Sheng cursed with a smile. "It seems that my mother didn't misunderstand you. You are too cunning. No, it's not just cunning, it's cunning. It's cunning." "Young master, if one is at a disadvantage and fights alone, he must have a brain." "Do you know? I thought I would be of help to you at a critical moment. So, I asked Chan'er to secretly bring your 'document for selling your body'." Rong Sheng took out the paperwork from his pocket. Paper as thin as a cicada's wing. "Actually, I'm stupid. It turns out that this document is just a piece of paper with no legal effect. It seems that I did something stupid, not a righteous deed." He stretched out Ah Chu's "document for prostitution" in front of Ah Chu , signaling him to light it. "I'm very touched today." Ah Chu didn't pick up the lighter. "I want to stay here as a souvenir." He folded the paper. Rong Sheng smiled. "To commemorate what? Twenty years of hard work? Eight years of patience?" "Twenty years of friendship, eight years of spiritual growth!" Ah Chu said. "No matter when and where, the Rong family needs me to come back, I will definitely come back." "Where is the fourth wife? She needs your care the most." "If the fourth wife is safe and sound, I will come to pick her up and leave here. I hope she has a brand new life and a new world. If something happens to her, maybe I will fulfill my mission! I will pay her back with my life." Everything you have given." Rong Sheng didn't understand this thought-provoking sentence.However, the eyes of the fourth wife standing outside the window were moist, and the fourth wife thought, it turned out that she was wrong, she couldn't selfishly destroy his future, she couldn't do such a bloody thing.Because Ah Chu is kind. The decision made twenty years ago may have been wrong. However, I can no longer turn back. She was crying in the breeze, choking in the shade of flowers, walking in the dark, no one knew her secrets, she was a dancer with a noose around her neck.She can't dance far, it's been a while, she's tired, she wants to sleep... The fourth wife returned to "Red Pear Pavilion", and her mood gradually improved. She imagined that she was still the young lady Yang Mulian from twenty years ago.It's not the fourth wife of the Rong family. The bitter fruit of failure, I should have prepared for it long ago.The heavy price may have come from my wrong decision twenty years ago.I have risked my life to put the so-called bloody revenge plan into practice, resulting in an irreparable tragedy in my life today. In the face of the "vicious" and sincere "kindness" against their will, they lost their strength and courage, and had to "throw away their helmets and armor". The only thing that comforted me was that Ah Chu's kindness did not insult the style of the Yang family. He is his own brother. He is the father's son. He is not a tool for his revenge. I have no right to destroy his happiness, future, and even life. She thought that Ah Chu was about to set sail tomorrow afternoon, and she must go to the hospital to see him off tomorrow morning.She turned on the light, and she wanted to make a sachet for Ah Chu overnight, so that her younger brother would leave a beautiful memory of her sister forever. Once the mental shackles were released, the fourth wife felt relaxed, and for the first time in twenty years, she felt the relaxation of body and mind and the beauty of family affection. Stay away from evil and rely more on happiness. She embroidered this sentence on the sachet, and put the pure steel "talisman" that her father brought back from Germany twenty years ago into the sachet. This is a relic of her father, and it should protect Ah Chu. "Amulet" can bring Ah Chu a happy life forever. In the early morning, there were very few nurses and patients in the corridor of Tongji Hospital. Ah Chu deliberately came early to deal with some personal belongings, such as his medical papers, case examination reports, clinical pharmacology and other books. The little nurse kept helping him by packing documents, There are also some doctors who keep coming to ask about some cases that Ah Chu has handled.Ah Chu was busy working like this until about ten o'clock in the morning, when the fourth wife and Rongrong came, and they came here specially to see Ah Chu off. Ah Chu was quite surprised to see them coming in arm in arm. The daughter-like expression on the fourth wife's face made Ah Chu unable to figure out her state of mind at this moment. Sadness had been eliminated from her face, and her eyes were pure. Not the slightest scum flooded.The overnight change gave Ah Chu an ominous premonition. "Are you here?" Ah Chu humbly bowed to the Fourth Wife and the Eldest Miss. "You still say? Don't you know that the fourth wife has been very ill recently?" Rongrong stepped into Ah Chu's consulting room and taught Ah Chu a lesson. "Only here, this is a good place for her to nourish her heart and lungs." "Would you like tea? I'll get a bottle of boiled water." Ah Chu said. "No need, we're here to see you." The fourth wife had a smile on her face. "I have something for you, please keep it well, it is a relic of the elders." The fourth wife said with a pun. The "relics of the elders" must be the relics of the "father".A Chu politely stretched out his hands and took it.The sachet is soaked with the aroma of roses, and the fine and dense stitches are embroidered into a sentence: stay away from evil, and rely on happiness more.Ah Chu's eyes were moist, and the fourth wife forgave his betrayal with actions.他从香袋里取出那十公分厚的钢制“护身符”，感到遥远的父爱向自己展开了宽容的怀抱。阿初止不住涕泪飘零……此刻，任何语言都不足以表达阿初对四太太的感恩之情，他第一次向四太太伸开双臂，紧紧地拥抱他的亲人。 荣荣也忍不住鼻酸，对四太太说：“好好的来看看他，干吗做出生离死别的样子来？好像这一辈子都见不着面了似的。” “你这张嘴真是晦气。”四太太说：“把一屋子的人都咒了，多不吉利。” “您啊，您就不该带我来。”荣荣说：“我要是今天不送他，我就专程赶到巴黎去送他，到时候，我叫大太太和您给我报车马费，直接出国旅游。偏偏您今天把我拽来，这倒好，出国的借口也没了。” 阿初破涕为笑。说：“下次吧，下次我请您们一块去巴黎。” 这时，走廊上突然人声杂乱，有人高喊：“初医生，有急症病人。初医生。”阿初对荣荣说：“替我照顾一下四太太，您们先坐一坐。”紧接着，阿初来到走廊上。 "what happened?" 一幅担架上躺着一个女子，头发散乱，脸色苍白。一个纨绔少爷打扮的人正跟医护人员解释。“我完全懵了，这，这是一个不要命的。原本好说好商量的事，她就这样了……”阿初认出来人是汤少，他到担架前细看那女子，这女子不是别人，正是和雅淑小姐。 “脉搏怎么样？”阿初询问护士。 “脉搏很弱。” "blood pressure?" “很低。” “有意识吗？” “有。”护士扶着担架往“急救处”去了。 “你对她到底做了什么？”阿初质问汤少。 汤少心慌意乱地说：“我什么也没做。她是疯子，你知道吗？玩自杀。我只是……” “只是嘲笑？讥讽？挖苦？” “对。”汤少的跋扈气焰已经荡然无存了。“对不起。我简直，简直不知所措。我不想看见她这样。” “她已经这样了。” “对。可是，我以为她不会太认真。你知道吗？朝秦暮楚的女人应该不乎男人们嘲讽的目光。”汤少一边走，一边说。 阿初停下脚步，目光凶恶地瞪着汤少。汤少大为不满。“我没有，没有对她有任何侮辱性质的语言。我向耶稣起誓。你当时不场，要知道受害者其实是我。”汤少挽起衣袖，露出受伤的胳膊。“这是我拼命阻止她干蠢事的代价！她象一只愤怒的海燕，我才是一个过路的天使，是我救了她。” “令我遗憾的事，她为什么不变成一只愤怒的海豹，那样就可以轻而易举的掐断你的脖子。”阿处继续往前走。 汤少耸了耸肩，他没有继续跟着阿初走，而是摊开双手，大声地说：“再次抱歉。” 和雅淑平躺担架上，她恨，自己为什么没有死掉。她还继续吐清水，她恨这些无情的水为什么独独对她有情，沉下去，居然不死。居然被汤少象捞鱼一样捞上来，自己蠢啊，蠢到阿初面前来丢人显眼！ 阿初赶上几步，握住她的手，虽然阿初没有说话，雅淑心里却百感交集，万千只情虫从她的肚腹里爬出来，停留心房搅动。 突然，“轰”地一声巨响，浓烟滚滚笼罩医院上空，只听得一片惨烈的叫声……恐惧的声音撕裂了晴空，天幕仿佛被人狠狠揭开，乌云塌下了来。满地是血…… 阿初和抬担架的人一起被震飞。 一只带血的胳膊炸飞雅淑的担架上，雅淑没有气力去阻挡，任由这只手臂安静地靠自己身上。 医院里一片鬼哭狼嚎。 阿初不敢回头。 惨剧，是从他的诊室里传出来的，他怕，怕四太太和荣荣有什么不测。可是，他看见了荣荣的手臂。 阿初从残肢的衣袖上就看见了他最怕看见的悲剧。“荣荣？”阿初的嘴角颤栗。 “阿初！是我救了你！”汤少满面黑灰的站阿初身后，阿初回过头去……满目凄惨！自己的诊室霎时间灰飞烟灭，断壁残桓间他仿佛看见四太太和荣荣满身是血的向自己走过来。 “是我救了你。”汤少说：“你看，你的诊室，里面的人全完了，不是我，你也完了。你得罪谁了？青红帮？” “是雅淑救了我，不是你。”阿初冷冷地说，他机械地向前走，雅淑想说话，却又说不出声。她突然伸手抓住了阿初的腿。 阿初松开雅淑的手，向自己的诊室走去。 他的耳边响起此起彼伏的警笛声、他的眼前到处都是医院里医生、护士和病人忧伤的神情，他知道这是谁干的，一个二十年前就想要自己命的人，现，终于来索命了。 这不是什么偶发的“意外凶杀”。四太太替自己“驱凶避祸”的同时，有人把她送到死亡的深渊。 恐怖的祸事还株连了荣荣。一个青春少女美丽的躯体此刻就残缺不全的躺冰凉黑暗的泥土上…… “你不能进去。”有人拦腰抱住阿初。“里面危险。” “房梁会断裂的。”医院的医生和护工拼命地拦住阿初。 阿初不说话，往前冲。 “不行啊！初医生。” “你疯了吗？那里是火场中心地带。小心。” “冷静点，冷静点。”汤少也死拽住阿初不放。 “啊！！！”被困住的阿初近野兽般的咆哮回荡医院上空。阿初抱着汤少嚎啕大哭，汤少的酒色身子根本撑不住，两个人一块倒下去，滚黑泥里。 阿初暂时失去了知觉。 茫茫血色中，四太太、荣荣、小护士等人面色从容地向自己走过来，她们优雅、雍容、飘逸，她们从自己身边走过去，不跟自己说话，阿初看见她们白皙的毛孔里滴着伤心的泪和冤屈的血……小护士的脸上带着天真的稚气；荣荣象一朵刚刚绽放就眼前凋谢的昙花；四太太笑，也许她枯萎得太久了，死亡反而让她解脱了血色的阴霾。阿初的腿象灌满了铅，一动也不能动，就这样痴痴地站着，眼睁睁看着她们渐行渐远。 倒地上的阿初慢慢睁开了朦胧的泪眼，他心底发下了血誓。“苍天上，父母亡灵上！姐姐幽冥路上！荣荣！我阿初对天发誓！不杀杨羽桦我杨慕初誓不为人！！” 人生价值观终决对垒的最后一瞬间，发生了质变。血腥占领了正义的舞台，眼泪淹没了宽容和善良，他要换一种活法了，他被逼到了悬崖深渊。没有路可逃，没有路可以选择，没有人可以救自己。他要自救，他要复仇，他要脱胎换骨的蜕变。杨家的新主人、金龙会的新帮主血火中诞生了。 四太太没有预计到今日之死。也不知黄泉路上她是否如愿以偿？ 杨慕初的认祖归宗，预告了一个“死亡”的秋天。