Chapter 19 She has been kept in the dark

Now she finally understands that he does love her because she looks like a human being so he loves her.In other words, he has never loved her, never liked her at all, all his feelings are for Fan Su, for her similarity to Fan Su, he loves her as another person, he loves her Love her as Fan Su.And she has been kept in the dark! Her knees were slightly numb.She is not qualified to ask, not qualified to ask him to love her, but there seems to be a breath in her chest, which is suffocating, almost suffocating.He treats her so well, so good that she has extravagant expectations, she shouldn't, but a chill emerges from her heart, he can't treat her like this, if he doesn't give her such extravagant expectations from the beginning, he can do whatever he wants, now He had already given it, but he resolutely revealed the truth, how embarrassing she was.She knew that she was too greedy, but she was like a moth to a flame, the flame was him, she couldn't stop, like a car that lost its brakes, speeding straight ahead, how could she stop?

She suddenly realized that she couldn't stay here without moving.Yi Zhiwei would come back at any time, she was so anxious that she reached out to tidy up the photos that were spread all over the floor, and hurriedly put them back into the box.While picking it up, there was a sudden pain on the fingertips. It turned out that the crystal shards had pricked it. A round drop of blood popped out immediately, landed on a photo with a "click", and splashed into a picture. A big blood flower.She put her finger into her mouth and sucked it, thinking about finding paper to wipe off the blood. The fishy smell in her mouth was getting heavier and heavier, until it made people feel overwhelmed, and her eyes were burning. She went to the bathroom and turned on the water hose to treat the injured finger.

The cold water washed away the pain on her fingers, and in the sound of rushing water, she heard the sound of the key opening the door, it was too late!She had to stay there, the water flowed over her hands, and she heard him enter the bedroom, where he fell silent, and then the footsteps came straight in this direction.Her face was facing the big glass mirror, the eyes in the mirror were familiar eyes.She saw him in the mirror, holding the blood-stained photo in his hand. Her eyes were dazzled, and she couldn't see what his expression was, but her voice was stiff, as if she was forced to say each word from her lips: "I'm sorry, I dirty your things."

He moved a bit, as if he wanted to come up and hug her, and she turned her head very quickly, facing him directly.She heard herself asking, "Is she still in Taipei?" His voice was also blunt and dull: "It's gone...the air crash that year..." died?Of course he died, otherwise why would he find her as a substitute?She should have been suspicious earlier, shouldn't she?At the beginning, he easily agreed to help her. He is the most shrewd businessman. He was so kind to her, so good that she also doubted it, but he still lied to himself, so she deserves today. He has taught her a long time ago. There will never be pies in the sky, so once there are inexplicable benefits, there must be a problem.She is a stupid student who forgets everything in the blink of an eye after studying for so long.

Tears flowed down her cheeks, and she didn't know that she was so prone to crying, so she packed her things while shedding tears.She can't go, the company is relying on him, but she can't stay, she doesn't know how to face him at all.She was so selfish, but she couldn't control herself, tears poured out like bursting banks.She is not qualified to leave in anger, but she really can't stay, she is too afraid of the answer, the answer that she would rather run away than know. The luggage brought back from Japan hadn't been packed yet, so she was asked to take it out and stuff it back into the suitcase.Her clothes in the closet were taken off and thrown on the bed in big hugs, and they were randomly stuffed into the box. He also came in, but he didn't stop her, just looked at her.

She looked so ugly now, her makeup must have been blurred from crying, but she couldn't stop the tears, and rinsed and fell on a black satin evening dress on the bed.The fabric didn't absorb water, so they just rolled down the hem of the skirt and onto the beige coverlet, disappearing. He finally came over and called her name: "Sheng Xin?" She didn't agree, he hugged her from behind, he always liked to hug her like this, he kissed her neck, kissed her hair: "Sheng Xin!" She didn't struggle, just whimpered, crying like a child with.The gorgeous dress was rolled up and rubbed into the box, but she packed it anyway.Such embarrassment made her so scared, she was so afraid that she couldn't take care of anything, she just wanted to run away quickly.